Tuesday, March 03, 2009

huang pictures.

it would really help to know that i was feeling VERY suicidal at the end of my ugc112 midterms. and i went home still feeling very upset. and i managed to dissipate much of those emotions. so im trying VERY hard not to blog suicidal thoughts.

simply put, i was fucked so badly i didn't know my name.
the paper is one of the worst i have ever taken. totally out of my imagination...and out of syllabus. wtf. =(


i might JUST pass the paper (if i'm considerably lucky), get 60 and above (if im damn lucky), 70 and above (if a miracle happens), 80 and above (when singapore snows), 90 and above (when i become a deity).


i'm not exaggerating. i really SUCK at ugc (it's WORLD history and civilizations, for those who are clueless about what it means) and i really...need to get through this.


if i'm lucky i'll get an overall C at the end of year. which will constitute to my FIRST EVER in history of education in UB---a C grade. awesome shits. zzzzz.
but of course, by some miracle or another, i may actually score B+. and i'm gonna start creating that miracle...soon.

for now...i'm not so suicidal. had a few funny chats on msn with some people just now. made me laugh. so i guess...i'm more balanced right now. zzzz.



For people who got bored of my emo and tiresome wordy entries...here's some pics to entertain you. more of xiaohuang, bbpp, shitangel, nehneh's wannabesexy polarbear and whatsnot.

i really WILL TRY to post the other pics (i promised) up asap. just ended my midterms today. and i've got bunch load of stuff to get done already.
gahhhhh. so tired.

a simple rubber band. if only we would observe little details like this everyday. life would be more beautiful.

at nehneh's piaing psy333 report one night. i'm posing with her wannabesexy bear. HAHAHA it's huge. bigger than pudgy.



it looks white in the pictures..but in reality..quite GREY liao HAHAHA. and all these cute poses i place one lah. HAHA.

looks a bit like dog. zzz.

after all is done, i made nehneh (freshly out of shower zzz while i stunk) do up the coverpage cos' i hate numbers. let's hope we get a decent grade on that report! =S

she is damn white. and that's my laptop.

the polarbear.

the time.

SEE!!!! it was placed in this pose when i got there. seriously. trying to be seductive.

bbpp and shitangel hugging.

shitangel is permanently shocked. but she enjoys it.

studying.

more studying....ya, xiaohuang kenna squashed by me. tired ah...

xiaohuang the boss. damn dua pai. sit until like that. HAHAHA.

the "i love you" piggy hp keychain i gave nehneh for her birthday. wheee. it hangs alongside the glowinthedark hp keychain i bought from taiwan. nice. =D

xiaohuang eating icecream.

xiaohuang trying to study.

see!!! very hardworking hor!

xiaohuang gets tired and sleepy and rests his chin on the book HAHAHA. so cute!!! omg.

xiaohuang is hyped up...getting ready to eat dinner.

chocs popo bought from her tour in japan. it's ok lah. not awesome or what.

xiaohuang has a piece too! cos' mama gave him one. HAAHHAH. (ya, that "opera" word you see at the corner of the picture comes from the com443 postcards we designed for our client. placed it under the tabletop to remind me of those days (: )

comes in black/dark chocolate. and milk chocolate.

the dark chocolate isn't that dark. tsk.

after snacking, xiaohuang is lazy and props his legs on the chair! tskkk.

and....

one day after coming home, i see that xiaohuang had a role of a warrior for a day. wtf.

xiaohuang in black cape -.-. credits to my papa wtf. zzzzzzzz. i think xiaohuang is like a celebrity at my house. HAHAHA. every morning my mum wakes him up (props him to sit upright), dad bullies him throughout the day, sis also..and i hug him whenever i reach home/while doing my own stuff.

ok xiaohuang (aka huangy) is going to sleep. tired le. HAHAHA.

good night folks. (:

i guess i'll get over it. maybe it really isn't that great a matter. i just hope my overall gpa/comms gpa won't be affected adversely =((((. other than that, i'm good. =X

more assignments to get done now. i really need a break. help.

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