friday.

nua-ed after waking up late. watched 3/4 of lust,caution then hurried to bathe to meet yk at clark quay. I WAS EARLY!!!! (everyone please clap)

anyhow, we dined at manhattan fish market because he insisted the food there is superb. lol. since he was treating, i was fine with anything. it's his payday anyway. zzz. i wonder how much i earned in october, really. if they want to cheat me money i also nothing to say already.

think the line was drawn quite long ago. that trust misplaced. that friendship lost. i've given up. soon, i will leave. i swear. that fatigue isn't worth it anymore.

besides, i need something new. something to challenge myself. something to conquer. something whereby i can meet people who are not juveniles.

so tired of life being empty. i cannot wait for january to come so i can go work in relc. at least i would be seeing people older than me. zzz.

just finished the last few minutes of the movie. quite ok only. tskkk. i wonder what the hype was all about. i think the curse of the golden flower had more impact in a sense it left me dumbstruck and astounded.

as i was saying, the dinner was extremely filling. both of us were like two bloated fishes after that. decided to walk around since it was still early for his work at safra club. lol. somehow, this meeting was somewhat awkward; which shouldn't be at all. i really wonder why. sigh.

now i owe him a xmas present. tsk.

tuition tml, then meeting monz for dinner and walk walk shop shop. long time no see indeed.

i wonder when that fire in me will reignite. i feel...soul-less.

goodnight lovelies.