tired.

tired of this shit really. some people can't separate different events from one another.

won't be bothered to comment. misunderstood will become more misunderstood-ed. later kenna slam for the wrong things again.

told zihao i really care who reads my blog cos' i know alot misunderstandings will rise. c'mon! there are MORE THAN ONE similar kind of people in this world. cannot be TWO OR MORE people offend me in the SAME way meh? must be one??! then MUST be YOU? stop imagining so much can.

pissed really.

forget it. later i make things worse again.

might just go off from blogging for a while. really tired of all this misunderstanding in this air. now i understand why my sister says blogs brew alot trouble..especially when points are not made clearly, and people's names are not stated out right. but i really don't want to slam people downright so bitch-ily. it's just that i cannot stand how things turn out. i DO NOT claim to be always the RIGHT one ok. it's just that some things i see, i cannot take it.

fine, turn the rest again me. i don't really care.

if this is what friendship is about, then so be it.

i really have no other methods to make of things now. too much, and i don't wanna think so much. the more i think, the worse things seem to be.


hear one side of the story lah. this is what happens. seriously, now i truly understand the role of the supposedly "justice" figure on court. supposed to uphold justice and give the innocence rights to those who deserve. to hear both sides of the story instead of one, and not be biased and immediately side with that certain individual whom you only heard from.

but we all know, sometimes it's not the INNOCENT who triumphs over the GUILTY. in reality, it's pretty much the lawyers and the evidence that is at hand.

i guess the ball is out of my court.
and i really really care about friends whom may have thought wrongly of me. but what can i do? explain myself? forget it. they already love you to bits.

perhaps they aren't my true friends? i don't know really. but it hurts to think that they aren't. because the sincerity i had towards them EVERY SINGLE FREAKING second was truthful from deep down within my heart, with no mask at all. AT ALL.

i'm tattered and torn inside. i've never felt so wronged. you don't know do you? you assume so happily i was talking about YOU, so you simply just slapped me back on my face.

thanks alot.

i really needed it now.

thanks.

i'm out of here.

not like anyone cares. mostly not you.