Friday, May 06, 2005

once again.

just wanna say tt today's match, we din meet our own expectations, or even close to meeting the expectations o coach. but im sure each and everyone of us fought hard. we cheered hard. screamed hard. tackled hard. just tt today wasnt our day. dun cry no more. wipe away ur tears and stand up to fight for the remaining matches. we trained so hard to give a gd game of hockey for our opponents. we din train so hard to fight and lose and then give up after that. like our much beloved turkey captain hf says, we do still have a chance of entering the semis. although the chances are slim, but there is a possiblity. no matter wad, we gonna give it our best shot and nv admit defeat till the end of our season.

we definitely suffered from this loss. first the rjc match, and then this. but i assure u guys, it's gonna be the last one. fight hard. fight with all ur might. read boss's mail? for once he actually made it short and simple, and it hit home straight. was very touched by his words. girls, i hope u all will pull urself together and we shall emerge victorious from this semis. whatever the results, im sure the greatest thing we received from this is tt we made many precious and darling friends tt we'll probably not forget till we become old and senile. we shall continue to enjoy each other's company. we shall continue to jack each other. we shall continue to laugh and smile and tear and share our sorrows together. we will love each other yeas? :)

i cant imagine the pain i felt after this match. bad mistakes commited. super off-form. and cj was super on form. we stepped onto the pitch feeling confident of winning this game. yet we stepped off the pitch, most of us already in tears. we fought for the entire game, yet luck was not on our side. we missed. we lost. 3-0. first time i played in a match this season, and first time i got on the pitch really wanting to win this game. though a mere few minutes i was on the pitch, i was determined to put in all my best. i simply cant bear to see us being down..by 3 goals. the tears just came flowing after the match. i din want them to come, but somehow it dawned on me tt it may just mean the last chances of fighting to the semis. it has been such a long and difficult journey for all of us. we trained so hard for this. is this the end of it all? i dunno. but i know now, we shld not give up now, in fact we shld NEVER give up. not now. not ever. we are all champions at heart. and champions nv gif up. lift up ur heads girls, continue to fight hard. this is the spirit of us girls..quoting from boss, it's time we show our stubborness.

refuse to admit defeat. refuse to play a bad game. put in not only our 100%, but 200%, 300%!! we can do it. we can. we really can. each and every one of us is impt. in a way or another. this is wad makes us so special. saints hockey!!!! ALL THE WAY GIRLS!!! :) one step at a time.

wanna thank those pple tt have comforted me. yea..the guys were really sweet to stay back, knowing very well tt we were extremely upset from the match. they comforted, and their presence was greatly appreciated. really. thanks! thanks for all the supporters from sajc. it was greatly needed, and we wished we had a better game to show u guys..thanks to frens, to best fren first aider. hahah..for ur pre-game sms, to ur comforting words after the match. yeas..we shall remain strong ya! thanks mostly to captain turkey who was ever so encouraging and strong to support us when we fell and faltered. :) love ya girl..u make such a great cap!

now now, my eyes are closing and im exhausted. tml is the guys's game vs cjc. i do hope they'll win. for us sistas eh? heh. going down to support them..after tt got training..gonna make full use of it now..utilise it to the fullest potential. 2 more matches. quoting from louis this time: persevere on and ENDURE. yes, we can do it. rmb girls. AWESOME! let's go out and kick some ass ok!!!

for now. wipe away ur tears my darlings. hope to see ur smiles again. much love.

1 comment:

Eugene said...

hey.. lately nv see u online.. so din had chance to talk to u. ya. note that a loss is not a defeat. u can lose but u can never be defeated. how i wish i was at the match with u. but then again, you wun want many to even see ur tears. u did what u could. all is not lost. hope will not be measured because when there is hope, there is hope. no fat hope or slim hope.just purely, only hope. hang on and strive the next matches!