last training.

today was the last official trainin i guess. hmmm. also not sure wad to say, actually gan chu liang duo la..just tt dunno how to put them down in words..heh. really will miss everyone loads loads. mans..hmmm..heh, training was ok la..played friendly with ajc girls vs girls and guys vs guys..den ya, made a couple of stupid mistakes..sigh. played a position i hardly noe abt..right back is the usual position..but danker put me in sweeper position la..dots..he noe one la..but suan ler..nvm..at least it isnt the real tournament. heh.

oh yar after training we wenta tiong bahru to eat..den after that talked alot cok la..hahaha..den going home liao, but dunno why suddenly hf suggested we can go her house to slack..hahaha..so we did la, me her monz n paula..damn funny..wenta her house slacked n watched dvd of meet the fockers. very funny..hahaha..quite porn..but still managed to make me laugh quite abit la..hee..talked abit..sighs. i wish there was nothing called As la..sigh, den can really enjoy myself..now gotta start studying already..yup..cant disappoint the ppl ard me...

sometimes i really wonder who my real friends are..heh..somehow ppl i thot i cld trust just suddenly turned against me and showed their true colours..somehow its not detest and hate that i am faced with..its more of disappointment and upset. i trust ppl easily, and i trust them to things which i told them. yet somehow, sometimes i think i shld not trust ppl so much..cos' like yong he bro said, never ever trust anyone but yourself. perhaps facing with so much disappointment everytime, i still remain firm on my stand to trust my friends because i know there are alwaes exception. some friends i know whom really hold their words and promises firm, loyal and understanding..and these ppl i've met, together with ppl whom i've lost faith in.

ya, tts all i wanna say.