flipped.

my parents were flipping while i slpt. ok to make things simple, i slpt from 6plus last evening to ard 12am woke up. then after onlining till ard 2plus 3am, i K.O-ed back to bed. then awoke at 9plus where i heard my parents screaming their heads off and i had NO IDEA what they were screaming abt cos i was drifting in and out of slp.

sigh. i think i figured out something like slacking too much. slp slp slp. com com com. then in the end is we suffer. then wad the world out there so tough, yet we not working and studying hard, next time how to survive. something liddat. got so gek dao i forced myself to slp. apparently, we were supposed to go as a family to a funfair but both sis n i overshot our slping time as usual. so the screaming started. then i simply drifted in and out. parents left. sis woke up. took wierdly long time to bathe. cldnt stand it i woke up and slacked ard the couch reading the news n stuff. cooked maggi mee for my last nite's missed dinner and also breakfast since i figured the two mad parents wldnt bother abt m life or death.

recently i feel like i've been dreaming alot. i hardly know how to differentiate btw wads real and wads surreal. it feels all so..dispatched. so disconnected from the real world. what i dreamt, i'll think that it's real. so wierd eh.

ok. so sian. guess im outta here. think too much liao. dun tink i'll be going to the hockey sentosa outing. hahaha. alot ppl not going also. hmmm. realised i have alot notes haben copy. die. die. die. hope i can study productively this hols. need to. have too. must.

i just hate the rain.