my love; saints hockey.

hahaha..suddenly feel a sense of loss looming over my big head now..nothing to do, no aim, no goal, no trainings, no more gatherings after sch for meetings, no matches..no more. we haved "stepped down". kinda sad eh? haix..today was the last match of the season. vs mi. yea we lost. but im really amazed by mi's keeper. made me speechless la. no matter how many short corners, she managed to clear ALL the balls. damn. talk abt national player standard. u noe, frankly speaking, the mi team is quite average..maybe we are stronger as a whole team compared to them, but what truly saved them in the entire competition has to be tt amazing keeper of theirs. im stunned, awed, left gaping in wonder. hahaha. serious. damn steady. woO~ but girls, im so proud of u guys la..played a last game well..hmM~ i think the goalie really gave u guys a hard time, but dun worry, im sure none of us blamed those on the pitch at all..=) *sighs* i think it's really been such a long journal and all, the tears, the sweat, the pain, the aches, the tiredness, the sleepiness, the yawning, the slacking at the table before pt, the piaing during pt, the burp-ups, the 30 rounds, the "LIGHT" maintenance run, the trainings at nyp, delta, ccab, everything!!! i'll really miss those times, really alot alot. i dunno how to feel exactly, but its like a huge rojak of emotions, there is this turmoil in me, so happy to have gone thru all these, yet sad tt it seems to be coming to an end..sure we'll still meet up to train for fun, talk or gather at the hockey table, but it's a whole new different thing. *sighs* i'll love the 19 of u guys to beets forever and ever till i become old and senile and all. :) my love; saints hockey.

we went for team lunch after the match today. yays! hahahah. FIRST TEAM LUNCH WITH FULL ATTENDANCE! how cool is that la..hahaha..rmb at the start of the day once i reached hockey table i was actually quite upset over somethings tt happened earlier in that day. but hf paula monz tracy and mp managed to cheer me up quite a bit. i was really comforted by them, and managed to forget the unhappy stuff for a moment. then came the photo taking frenzy. hahaha! really funny. quite a few of us brought cams and everything, so we took alot alot of pics. :P gonna haf a long time uploading them mans. heheh. got quite alot unglam shots of many pple..mans..i wonder when will we get to take such funny pics together again, there better be a hockey chalet..i will go!!!! hahaha..:) i miss u guys already, can u believe it? all 19 of u have become a part of my life these months. the events we went thru together, the pain, laughter, joy, reprimandings, trainings, sweat, muscles aches and ups and downs have brought us only closer. i love each n everyone of u!!! really!!! *MUACKS*

sighs. i guess i better not talk abt the thing tt made me super upset today. but seriously, why all the argument abt a piece of cloth? we come from different ccas n naturally will have different views and all, cant be helped. and i guess cos both of us are strong-headed ppl. yet i cant say anything la. im more willing to give way when it comes to stuff liddat, why make urself so pissed over this issue? i really dun get it. u are pissed, i am upset. no one gains. all for this shirt. this shirt which means so much to so many ppl, yet their meanings varies from individual to individual. whether the controversy over everyone shld get this shirt or not i have no say. but i've told u clearly how i feel, and vice versa. i guess whether it'll be allowed for all ccas dun depend on us. i just hope tt everything will be ok. sighs. sensitive issue la. but sometimes, im jsut so disgusted la. nothing to say le.

took many pics. shall go upload them now. see ya. hope tml will be a better day. wanna smile again. super pms bad mood.