hahahhaa. read the title again.
yup. im mad over this nurse show on channel 8. =p darn. inspired me to become a nurse. but my ma poured cold water all over me.
"ehhh, be nurse very nice leh, so meaningful!! i want to be!"
"aiya, you don't know this is called ACTING meh.."
*pouts*
fine la. let me live in this fantasy for a while. HAHAHA. but i think that lead girl is really cute. and that lead guy is also very cute. :D but i dislike that gao xiaolan though. turns me off with her arrogance. got money so what. want to be doctor come be nurse for what? cannot be doctor then admit it la. wah lau, she be nurse until so bu shuang..cannot stand it.
ya, then this group of six of them are super close friends it makes me envious..(: it's really great to have this closely knit gang to rely on. you know they are always there standing for you..sigh. im just really envious.
hahahaha. okok, let me get back down to earth.
ahhhh. let's see. i managed to study abit of capacitors today.
did i ever mention my rate is freaking slow? hahahaha. well. bo bian la. that's my brain. i study. walk around. find food. sms. listen to music. study. nap. watch tv. eat. study. sleep. yup.
can see how intermittent the breaks are. short attention span. and i tend to split my attention to alot things all at once. explains why i cannot study in VERY noisy conditions, and neither can i tolerate VERY quiet conditions. =) thank god for my shuffle.
no, shld be thank white ass and winnie. =D
one more week. pretty screwed. but long term goals right? hahahaha. dammit. self-comforting. btw,
thanks sharon for your encouragement! hahaha, will jiayou! :)
ahhhh, i so want a new phone. haix.
digressing abit, my hair so rather long now. can tie up already. only make up to a tiny weeny pony tail la. hahaha, got alot of irritating wisps of hair all over. have to use hairpins to secure them. but really very veyr hot!!! arghhhs. cannot. must retain info, cannot go cut hair.
got alot physics info inside. cannot go cut hair. no good no good.
eh if what my friend said was true, then like that i also cannot cut until after As???!! cos' have to retain info ma, if not start all over again meh?
wah siao.
next time you see me, it'll be The Story of the Overgrown Weeds.
-_-'''
see lah, make me so superstitious.
eh, i still think men in uniform are hot. :D
so irrelevant.
but i don't care.
i feel my hormones raging.
no, it's not what you think. *shakes head*
damn, did i mention i love weilian and the 5 other male contestants sang that song "wo zhen de shou sang le"?? it's freaking nice man.
who has that song?? i want the project superstar version!!! hahahah.
wanting msged me today telling me how stressed she was and everything. she was studying with *erhem* in the library ma. hahahah. wah, im really very surprised to receive her msg..yup i miss her to loads. :) cant wait for all these shit to be over.
i was just day dreaming(as usual) today. then i realised that majority of my friends are males!!! dammit, when they go army how? i'll be lonely girl already!!! will they forget me? will they meet up with me?
sighhh. scary. sometimes the future just astounds me.
somehow, i can't wait to reach out for the unknown, excited and full of anticipation.
yet, on the other hand, i'm so scared. so scared of leaving my comfort zone. no one to rely on. no one i can look back to. just no one.
just don't forget me ok? promise?
hahaha, promise. makes me think of my popo and me and when i was young. she always made me gou gou shou to promise that i won't do this, won't do that. she said that if break promise, then little finger will break. aiya, scare me until i really don't dare to break promise..
but it's a really sacred promise to me..gou gou shou. :)
tian xia qi yu le,
wo de xin zhen de shou shang le...
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Friday, September 02, 2005
:)
had a date with roy today! hahahaha. well, he asked me out to study so decided to go study lor. hahahaha. *study* sighhhh.
i woke up feeling terrible with flu. and i HAD flu. i couldnt stop sneezing away. teared like siao. combo-ed thousands of times..
waited for roy to come so we could eat our lunch. almost starved to death. hahaha, he wanted to treat me la. but i REFUSED. and he INSISTED. and i REFUSED. and he PAID. then he REFUSED to take my money. and i had to SNEAK the money in between his notes so that he couldn't find them. then he SCOLDED me cos' he couldn't find them in his notes and he was scared he would lose them. but he FOUND them. hahahaha.
the study session was highly INEFFECTIVE. so sad. couldn't stop talking and yakking away. was talking about stuff that happened in secondary school and couldn't stop laughing. hahahaha. but got sad stuff also la. *shrugs* but i really enjoyed the talk.
heh. saw SOMEONE i would least expect to see there. goddammit. he scared the hell out of me. you see, i was listening to my shuffle which is as usual, tuned to a very loud volume to drown out all the shit noise in the background. so i couldn't hear.
then i was writing notes. when it seemed like mac experienced some cloud which covered the lights. so obviously i looked up to see what happened. and i saw THIS FACE. fuck. he was standing behind me, and did not make a sound. and ROY so nicely did not tell me anything?!! sighhhh. he was PEERING down at me..really scared me like shit.
according to roy, he wanted to see whether who it was he thought it was. so apparently i was. arghhhhs. he lives in WOODLANDS, i live in WEST COAST. tell me its like polar apart!!! arghhh. but nevermind. thank god i had roy with me, cos' if he SAT down next to me and started talking or whatever shit, i'll just die there. hahahaha. yes, i know im over exaggerating, but hecks. im overly traumatised by him. the things he does and say really freak me out.
BAH. he even said my name so loudly in the mac before he left can. hello, i can hear you, you don't have to go "BYE BYE JIELIN" THREE TIMES. it was REALLY loud. arghhhs. no, this point im not over exaggerating.
arghhhs. i hate having to publish even before im done cos' of this DUMB ASS COMPUTER.
i just typed anothe rhalf of the entry and it did not save!!! FUCK YOU COMPUTER.
im so pissed. arghhhhhhhhhh.
someone send me a rich boyfriend so i can repair this stupid computer. someone send me a capable killer so i can order him to kill everyone who invented this shitty stuff.
whatever.
sigh. shall try to recall.
fuck. im still very pissed. i feel very violent. yet im so pissed i want to to cry.
ok, i really want to cry. i cant rmb anything. fuck this computer. it really ruins my mood.
anyway, as i had previously typed, we could not concentrate to study, so we decided to stop. roy kept falling aslp(and yet he managed to complete one set of econs notes), and i kept sneezing every minute. toyed with his phone for a while. took a few pictures. can edit somemore ok!!! so freaking cool. hahahaha. but my faced was "softened" until i could see nothing. hahahaha. but nevermind la. quite fun.
and so roy started LAUGHING at me sneezing my combos. dammit. i didn't have anyone laugh at me sneeze before ok. so traumatising. i was trying to yell at him for doing so, but i was having difficulties doing that through my combos. hahahah. sigh. i hate flu.
so we packed up and i suggested ice cream!! roy kept emphasizing that ice cream was fattening, and i was really agitated. hahahah. i know im fat, but heck. a little fats won't kill. :) so we stood there wondering if we should get macs ice cream.
roy did not want cos' he said not nice. then we headed for kfc, which did not sell ice creams. and he suggested shop and save. but they sold many many ice creams in BOXES, and none of us wanted so many. hahahah. so i suggested 7-11!!! :)
but we toured teh chocolate section for sooo long. damn, its sinful. to look at chocolates and NOT buy them is really really sinful. *grimaces*
i'm gonna dream of chocolates tonight! =)
roy wanted to find his NUTS, but we couldn't. hahaha. so in the end we got to 7-11 and got our cornettos!! :) stood outside 7-11 happily munching our ice creams like 7 year old kids. heh..
"eating ice cream during cold weather feels different eh?"
"yup.."
so there was this moment of silence. a fleeting moment. yet made me feel like..i don't know..the past? the past of fun we used to have? it felt really comfortable. you know, when somethings are gone for a moment, and yet when they return, everything feels the exact same way like it used to in the past?
comforting and soothing.
a moment only. yet meant so much. well, at least for me. :) hahahah. so we started yakking away to the bus stop. roy had to eat dinner, i had to go home..i felt bad actually, cos eating alone really sucks. but i had to go home cos' dad msged me already..BAHS.
nan dao nan guo jiu bu neng shi kuai le de ma?
nan dao nan guo yi ding yao shi nan guo?
bu neng shi kau xin?
wo bu zhi dao.
wo zhen de hen nan guo.
wo zhen de hen kai xin.
indulging in sadness.
i woke up feeling terrible with flu. and i HAD flu. i couldnt stop sneezing away. teared like siao. combo-ed thousands of times..
waited for roy to come so we could eat our lunch. almost starved to death. hahaha, he wanted to treat me la. but i REFUSED. and he INSISTED. and i REFUSED. and he PAID. then he REFUSED to take my money. and i had to SNEAK the money in between his notes so that he couldn't find them. then he SCOLDED me cos' he couldn't find them in his notes and he was scared he would lose them. but he FOUND them. hahahaha.
the study session was highly INEFFECTIVE. so sad. couldn't stop talking and yakking away. was talking about stuff that happened in secondary school and couldn't stop laughing. hahahaha. but got sad stuff also la. *shrugs* but i really enjoyed the talk.
heh. saw SOMEONE i would least expect to see there. goddammit. he scared the hell out of me. you see, i was listening to my shuffle which is as usual, tuned to a very loud volume to drown out all the shit noise in the background. so i couldn't hear.
then i was writing notes. when it seemed like mac experienced some cloud which covered the lights. so obviously i looked up to see what happened. and i saw THIS FACE. fuck. he was standing behind me, and did not make a sound. and ROY so nicely did not tell me anything?!! sighhhh. he was PEERING down at me..really scared me like shit.
according to roy, he wanted to see whether who it was he thought it was. so apparently i was. arghhhhs. he lives in WOODLANDS, i live in WEST COAST. tell me its like polar apart!!! arghhh. but nevermind. thank god i had roy with me, cos' if he SAT down next to me and started talking or whatever shit, i'll just die there. hahahaha. yes, i know im over exaggerating, but hecks. im overly traumatised by him. the things he does and say really freak me out.
BAH. he even said my name so loudly in the mac before he left can. hello, i can hear you, you don't have to go "BYE BYE JIELIN" THREE TIMES. it was REALLY loud. arghhhs. no, this point im not over exaggerating.
arghhhs. i hate having to publish even before im done cos' of this DUMB ASS COMPUTER.
i just typed anothe rhalf of the entry and it did not save!!! FUCK YOU COMPUTER.
im so pissed. arghhhhhhhhhh.
someone send me a rich boyfriend so i can repair this stupid computer. someone send me a capable killer so i can order him to kill everyone who invented this shitty stuff.
whatever.
sigh. shall try to recall.
fuck. im still very pissed. i feel very violent. yet im so pissed i want to to cry.
ok, i really want to cry. i cant rmb anything. fuck this computer. it really ruins my mood.
anyway, as i had previously typed, we could not concentrate to study, so we decided to stop. roy kept falling aslp(and yet he managed to complete one set of econs notes), and i kept sneezing every minute. toyed with his phone for a while. took a few pictures. can edit somemore ok!!! so freaking cool. hahahaha. but my faced was "softened" until i could see nothing. hahahaha. but nevermind la. quite fun.
and so roy started LAUGHING at me sneezing my combos. dammit. i didn't have anyone laugh at me sneeze before ok. so traumatising. i was trying to yell at him for doing so, but i was having difficulties doing that through my combos. hahahah. sigh. i hate flu.
so we packed up and i suggested ice cream!! roy kept emphasizing that ice cream was fattening, and i was really agitated. hahahah. i know im fat, but heck. a little fats won't kill. :) so we stood there wondering if we should get macs ice cream.
roy did not want cos' he said not nice. then we headed for kfc, which did not sell ice creams. and he suggested shop and save. but they sold many many ice creams in BOXES, and none of us wanted so many. hahahah. so i suggested 7-11!!! :)
but we toured teh chocolate section for sooo long. damn, its sinful. to look at chocolates and NOT buy them is really really sinful. *grimaces*
i'm gonna dream of chocolates tonight! =)
roy wanted to find his NUTS, but we couldn't. hahaha. so in the end we got to 7-11 and got our cornettos!! :) stood outside 7-11 happily munching our ice creams like 7 year old kids. heh..
"eating ice cream during cold weather feels different eh?"
"yup.."
so there was this moment of silence. a fleeting moment. yet made me feel like..i don't know..the past? the past of fun we used to have? it felt really comfortable. you know, when somethings are gone for a moment, and yet when they return, everything feels the exact same way like it used to in the past?
comforting and soothing.
a moment only. yet meant so much. well, at least for me. :) hahahah. so we started yakking away to the bus stop. roy had to eat dinner, i had to go home..i felt bad actually, cos eating alone really sucks. but i had to go home cos' dad msged me already..BAHS.
nan dao nan guo jiu bu neng shi kuai le de ma?
nan dao nan guo yi ding yao shi nan guo?
bu neng shi kau xin?
wo bu zhi dao.
wo zhen de hen nan guo.
wo zhen de hen kai xin.
indulging in sadness.
irritation.
it's amazing how this lappy can irritate me. let's just say it's the technology in the working again. arghhhs.
my itunes cant seem to register my shuffle and it fucking WON'T CHARGE. tell me what's wrong man. i tried so many times. sighhh. nevermind. then every minute it pops up showing me some spyware advertisement, saying that im computer is infected with spyware. YES, IT IS KINDA OBVIOUS DON'T YOU THINK.
sighhh. then it would fuction for a while before telling me that my com's virtual memory is too low and must close it's fuctions. HELLO, IM LIKE ONLY USIING MSN??? arghhhs. frustrating i tell you. one day, i'm going to go on a anti-apyware/virus/all that shitty com stuff strike. in this strike i will murder all these people who created all these shit. or maybe i can just bombard their computers with the viruses and dumb stuff they created themselves. of cos', let's hope they don't have a solution to their porblems.
fuck. the worst thing is that my father refuses to send it for repair!!! it's virtually useless now. im so pissed. but heck. at least it can function these few minutes. sighhh. im really getting very vulgar.
is it me or the weather is unusually hot? i can't stop perspiring. damn.
my hair is becoming unsightly weeds again. very bad. and everyone tells me not to go cut hair during exams period cos' you'll forget whatever you've studied. means these weeds stay with me for 3 weeks or so more. *grimaces* blame it on being superstitious to a certain extent.
but then again. i doubt it will affect me much. HAH.
/random.
do you know what's the dirtiest thing in your home?
(no zihao, it is not you, fortunately or unfortunately :D)
well, it's your computer keyboard.
yups, research has shown that your keyboard(complete with the mouse) actually contains millions of viruses and bacteria. especially if you share your computer with others! so please wash your hands everytime you use a computer. unless you want to touch you mouth and face and where ever on your body with your bacteria infested hands.
just imagine someone with flu rubbing his/her nose with muscus. THEN touching the keyboard and mouse. THEN you use the computer. THEN you NEVER wash your hands and decided to grab an ice cream to eat. god bless you.
hahaha. damn. i've been effectively slacking from the day the maths paper ended. sigh. later meeting roy to study at ginza macs.
hahaha, i still rmb last time during Os talking to roy on the phone at around 2plus 3am.
"ehhh, you know if you taller, maybe i will go jio you!"
"aiyo, mai lai la!!"
"really!!!"
had this similar recall back on the teachers' day outing. (refer to previous entry) but it went differently.
"ehhh, rmb last time i told you if you taller i'll go jio you?"
"hahaha, ya i remember..
luckily i never grow taller man.."
-_-'''
so mean right???? hahahahah. ok la, anyway i was joking. i don't jio guys, thank you.
ahhhh. i should get back to my studies. sighhh. dammit. watched project superstar just now. succumed to the excessive media coverage and decided to check it out. hahahah. man, the guys are actually quite good looking can?! hahaha. pity the girls weren't so hot. but i had expected kelly to win..she really had that star shining in her..but pity she didn't la. *shrugs*
anyway, they are all a star in their ways. so many fans!! the scene was splendid i'll say. so young and get to hold concert in indoor stadium already!!! hahaha, so cool..
and oh, i saw ljj too. hahaha. damn, he looks better than before. and his musical talents never fails to amaze and awe me. i'm in loveeee with him again!! hahahaha. darn, i think this only my really close friends know..sHhhh.
*yawns* i REALLY must cut down on my hours of sleep. do you know i sleep half my life away??? it's really sad. but they say the more you sleep the taller you grow and the longer you live. so you guys know why i'm so tall already. :P
i kinda like the song In the Middle of Nowhere.
so i'm consistently inconsistent.
hahahha, that's so me can? :D
damn, i was listening to my songs that day, and i realised that the singers are 98% MALES. where have all the good female singers gone to??? i wish they'll sing some really good songs that i can relate to..sigh.
my entries are getting more and more random.
stupid zihao has decided to start calling me swampy along with the even more idiotic best friend. hahahah.
HI HOBBIT! :)
my mother is in hospital. and my father and sister went to visit her this evening. as a very filial daughter, i refused to go. hah. say i'm horrible, incorrigibale or whatever. maybe i'm even heartless. i just..i don't know..it's hard to phantom what i'm feeling right now. but hecks. i don't care.
im a lousy daughter.
i wonder why sad songs appeal to me so much.
so much teenage angst in me. so much.
please don't tell me everything is wonderful now...
my itunes cant seem to register my shuffle and it fucking WON'T CHARGE. tell me what's wrong man. i tried so many times. sighhh. nevermind. then every minute it pops up showing me some spyware advertisement, saying that im computer is infected with spyware. YES, IT IS KINDA OBVIOUS DON'T YOU THINK.
sighhh. then it would fuction for a while before telling me that my com's virtual memory is too low and must close it's fuctions. HELLO, IM LIKE ONLY USIING MSN??? arghhhs. frustrating i tell you. one day, i'm going to go on a anti-apyware/virus/all that shitty com stuff strike. in this strike i will murder all these people who created all these shit. or maybe i can just bombard their computers with the viruses and dumb stuff they created themselves. of cos', let's hope they don't have a solution to their porblems.
fuck. the worst thing is that my father refuses to send it for repair!!! it's virtually useless now. im so pissed. but heck. at least it can function these few minutes. sighhh. im really getting very vulgar.
is it me or the weather is unusually hot? i can't stop perspiring. damn.
my hair is becoming unsightly weeds again. very bad. and everyone tells me not to go cut hair during exams period cos' you'll forget whatever you've studied. means these weeds stay with me for 3 weeks or so more. *grimaces* blame it on being superstitious to a certain extent.
but then again. i doubt it will affect me much. HAH.
/random.
do you know what's the dirtiest thing in your home?
(no zihao, it is not you, fortunately or unfortunately :D)
well, it's your computer keyboard.
yups, research has shown that your keyboard(complete with the mouse) actually contains millions of viruses and bacteria. especially if you share your computer with others! so please wash your hands everytime you use a computer. unless you want to touch you mouth and face and where ever on your body with your bacteria infested hands.
just imagine someone with flu rubbing his/her nose with muscus. THEN touching the keyboard and mouse. THEN you use the computer. THEN you NEVER wash your hands and decided to grab an ice cream to eat. god bless you.
hahaha. damn. i've been effectively slacking from the day the maths paper ended. sigh. later meeting roy to study at ginza macs.
hahaha, i still rmb last time during Os talking to roy on the phone at around 2plus 3am.
"ehhh, you know if you taller, maybe i will go jio you!"
"aiyo, mai lai la!!"
"really!!!"
had this similar recall back on the teachers' day outing. (refer to previous entry) but it went differently.
"ehhh, rmb last time i told you if you taller i'll go jio you?"
"hahaha, ya i remember..
luckily i never grow taller man.."
-_-'''
so mean right???? hahahahah. ok la, anyway i was joking. i don't jio guys, thank you.
ahhhh. i should get back to my studies. sighhh. dammit. watched project superstar just now. succumed to the excessive media coverage and decided to check it out. hahahah. man, the guys are actually quite good looking can?! hahaha. pity the girls weren't so hot. but i had expected kelly to win..she really had that star shining in her..but pity she didn't la. *shrugs*
anyway, they are all a star in their ways. so many fans!! the scene was splendid i'll say. so young and get to hold concert in indoor stadium already!!! hahaha, so cool..
and oh, i saw ljj too. hahaha. damn, he looks better than before. and his musical talents never fails to amaze and awe me. i'm in loveeee with him again!! hahahaha. darn, i think this only my really close friends know..sHhhh.
*yawns* i REALLY must cut down on my hours of sleep. do you know i sleep half my life away??? it's really sad. but they say the more you sleep the taller you grow and the longer you live. so you guys know why i'm so tall already. :P
i kinda like the song In the Middle of Nowhere.
so i'm consistently inconsistent.
hahahha, that's so me can? :D
damn, i was listening to my songs that day, and i realised that the singers are 98% MALES. where have all the good female singers gone to??? i wish they'll sing some really good songs that i can relate to..sigh.
my entries are getting more and more random.
stupid zihao has decided to start calling me swampy along with the even more idiotic best friend. hahahah.
HI HOBBIT! :)
my mother is in hospital. and my father and sister went to visit her this evening. as a very filial daughter, i refused to go. hah. say i'm horrible, incorrigibale or whatever. maybe i'm even heartless. i just..i don't know..it's hard to phantom what i'm feeling right now. but hecks. i don't care.
im a lousy daughter.
i wonder why sad songs appeal to me so much.
so much teenage angst in me. so much.
please don't tell me everything is wonderful now...
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
happy happy girl.
being with happy friends make one a very happy girl. (:
hahahaha. today was so enjoyable it should be sinful!!! it's been freaking long since i actually had fun and laughed. sigh.
anyway, today i fell off my bed at 9plus so that i could go get a bath and meet roy and marshy at commonwealth mrt to go back rv see our teachers. actually alot pple going one ok, but all last minute pang seh-ed. GRRRRR. i hate pple who pang seh people.
ok fine, so i felt abit guilty that i did not stay home to study. but heck. i promised to go, and im not going to break this promise!! :) hee. so i WAS late, but thank god the other two pigs were later! :D hahahaha. dammit.
/at home.
"aiya shit, i going to be so late man..."
"aiyaaaa, won't one la..i think your friends confirm later than you."
/sms
"ehhh, i'll be abit late leh...(insert some stuff here)..where are you now?"
"HAHAHAHAHAHAZ! mmmm..i'm still in woodlands..(whispers)"
WAH BIANG EH! hahahahaha. but ok la, he has valid reasons(which i still don't know but nvm! :) but after reading that sms and also one from roy which said that he just missed the bus, i finally slowed down walking. hahahaha. chey, my mum correct la, i won't be the latest among my friends one..*grins*
so anyway, met roy first then we walked to rv la..super alot juniors ok. hahahaha. we were so worried that we'll be late then arrive no one again. but lucky us! we met ALL our teachers! talked alot..then saw a couple of friends, and sadly, 4D only got around 6 people present. *sigh* me, zh, roy, zn, kj, yx. hahahaha. but wells, it was damn funny can. im so sad i didn't have my camera with me. :(
zhengnian was being as irritating as ever. man, can you believe a guy that OGGLES at girls despite the fact that he has a gf(or laopo as he calls her). hahahaha. his first word to me also not bad la.
"so how...now got boyfriend not?"
"don't have la..."
"aiya, nevermind, if we got yuan fen, you can wait for me!"
-_-'''
this entry is going to be full of quotes from INTERESTING conversations man. hahahah, today really made me laugh like mad. =D but pardon my blog skills cos it may not sound so funny afterall. :p
can refer to zihao's blog for more quotes from zhengnian. he is RIDICULOUS(<--ZIHAO PLEASE NOTE THIS SPELLING!!!! =D).
slacked around the canteen. saw two of my juniors and we started talking. they were commenting how slack i was cos' i am not home studying..*grimaces*
"aiyooo! why you still here?? so good come see teachers meh?"
"hanor..come with friends ma.."
"don't need to study ah? all J2s at home mugging leh..you still here!"
"you also got promos what! why not home mugging?"
"promos got as important as PRELIMS and ALEVELS meh?"
"kanasai. *punches him on the arm* then your girlfriend where?"
"at home mugging lor."
-at this point his class girls started talking to him-
"wah lau eh, got girlfriend liao still flirt so much"
"no laaa, this one very normal liao"(the other junior say one)
"HANOR!!! how can call this flirt?? people shuai can't be helped what!"(himself)
-_-'''
"ehhhh, i think i taller than you already!!"(1st junior)
"i think me also leh!!(2nd junior)
note:both are guys btw, and were shorter than me. WERE.
"hanar, very tall already la you two."
"HAHAHAHA, ya lor, last time i see you, you damn tall ok."
"hanor, so scary. see now we taller than you already."
"chey, abit only ma. by standards you all still very short."
"ya..true la, i very sad ok. but can find shorter gf can liao! but nevermind la, they say short guys are shuai-er!"
-_-'''
someone tell me, why do i have such idiotic juniors. hahahaha.
i left them soon after cos' their classmates wanted to play bball. hahahaha. damn man, i think those juniors think im like their brother. hahahaha. super funny. but they are great juniors la! :) miss sjab man..and yes, i was the only j2 that came back from sjab. =(
found the guys slacking around a few benches. so went there and slacked and talked abit. hahahah. (refer to zihao's blog for more of zhengnian's comments)
but one more down here.
"ehhh, support yellow ribbon project ah?" *points to ribbon on my bag*
"ya lor.."
"good good. society must have people like you so that i next time got hope when i come out of prison."
-_-'''
hahahah, so me, roy and zh headed to TOWN. goddammit. yes town. sinful yes. hahahaha. but the OLDEST among us wanted to look for levis jeans ma. :D hahahah.
/at somerset mrt station tunnel.
(i think they were talking about the army check-ups)
"ehhh, that time i saw a very chio officer there lehh!"
note: zihao's eyes effectively LIT UP like some chikorbei spotting his poor target.
"really???! where?"
"hahahaha, wah he really chio lor."
note: zihao's eyes UNLIT immediately.
"HUH??? HE??? i thought is girl!"
"hanor, where got HE chio one. features very nice issit?"
"no la...joking la..it's a girl la."
note: zihao turns to shake his finger at roy.
"first you bring me up talking about a chio officer, then you crash me down..don't bluff la"
"hahahah, really la, girl la!"
(moral of story here is how chikorbei zihao is. you won't believe that every minute he is hardworkingly checking out girls. "girls like guys to be observant maaaa" is his protest. :D)
"ehh, officer earn quite alot leh..$500 plus basic pay..."
"no la, not enough one, if you must yang gf.."
"hahahaha, i don't think i can find gf in army la."
"hahahaha, hanor, but nevermind la.."(haven't finish my sentence)
(zihao turns around to face me and cuts in)
-speaks together-
"HAHAHAHA, got BOYFRIEND ma!"
=D
met bishi there. walked around with the shopping queen who zoomed in and out of shops. *shakes head* hahaha, went to find for roy's toy camera, but don't have..got at forum though..
so we went to eat at crystal jade for lunch la. we were starving and bishi was on a burping mania. -_-''' super unglam, for all that bimbo-ness. hahahah. talked alot during the meal man. made me laugh alot. hahahaha. damn im so sad i can't take down all the stupid jokes and things we did. =( i hope zh rmbs more. and roy also. hahahah. den i can read their blog and laugh at how stupid our antics were.
yea, especially bishi and her ultra bimbotic ways. do you know we were eating the la mian(she wasn't eating) and zh's and roy's were some chilli OIL soup. it looked murderous(both cos' spicy and OILY) hahahah. then bishi kept: sOOOOOOOoo oily!!!
....-_-'''
hahahahah. and her very motherly manner. she wants to get married and have kids by what? 24??? oh man.
and when i dissed her about her being so motherly and house-wifey, you know what she said??
note: it was in a very very very (insert all bimbotic terms) tone.
"at least i can keep my house clean wadddd.."
... no comments. hahahaha. :D
guess i'm not much of a house-wifey person. if my husband insists i sweep/mop the floor, i'll probably hit him unconscious with the stick first.
i saw the flabbiest butt i've ever seen. it's terrible. really terrible. i was trying to ignore the sight infront of me but zihao had to point it out. darn, today we keep seeing the same things. hahahaha. rmb the "wanting"? but it was seriously vibrating alot with every step. AND I COULD SEE THE VPL. what a turn-off.
but thank goodness i saw a couple of nice looking people too! :) ah yes, best friend, i do look at girls, but i'm really straight! :)
walked around alot. then decided to go to forum to get roy's toy camera. hahahaha. i mean at least 3 out of 4 of us knew. apparently some bimbo didn't know. but was leading us there.
so half way. when she said that one sentence. i almost died.
"ehhh, i know already! we are going forum to get roy's camera issit???"
note: imagine three -_-''' faces. hahahahah. tell me it's unbelievable.
anyway, incredibly, we spent super long in toys 'r'us cos the toys were REALLY intriguing. im serious. i think we all lack childhood. hahahaha. *blEh* i've also concluded that elmos are scary. it scared me and it scared bishi also. HAHAHAHAHA. luckily i more glam than her.
decided to go home. but roy nicely treated us to drinks! =) hee. soooo nice.
on the train. bishi started to gao zi bi, then me and roy were chattering away. darn i miss those days when we would talk into hours of the night for like super long. *sighs* this is called huai jiu man. hee. :) miss ya dude! im so glad the four of us got together anyway. our gathering is always so small, but i enjoy myself like hell everytime!!! WE SHOULD DO THIS AGAIN!!!! :)
thanks guys! thanks for everything! =)
ps: roy pls send me the pic of two of us ok!!! hahahah.
to zihao: stop singing that cady shop song. make me think until shldnt think the stuff. HAHAHAHAH.
to bishi: don't so bimbo laaaa. :P
i'm so happy. alex just called me meinu online. HAHAHAHA. *floating*
but he just told me it's his sub motto of his life. means just to make me happy la. grrr. :(
heh. i just changed my earrings to BOTH black round studs. wah that stick so thick, i was like slowly pushing them in. hope no infection. my ears are damn sensitive, and also cos' i don't take my studs out for months. it's called laziness. :)
lalaaaa~ can't wait to read haoz's blog. hope he rmbed more than me. =x
hahahaha. today was so enjoyable it should be sinful!!! it's been freaking long since i actually had fun and laughed. sigh.
anyway, today i fell off my bed at 9plus so that i could go get a bath and meet roy and marshy at commonwealth mrt to go back rv see our teachers. actually alot pple going one ok, but all last minute pang seh-ed. GRRRRR. i hate pple who pang seh people.
ok fine, so i felt abit guilty that i did not stay home to study. but heck. i promised to go, and im not going to break this promise!! :) hee. so i WAS late, but thank god the other two pigs were later! :D hahahaha. dammit.
/at home.
"aiya shit, i going to be so late man..."
"aiyaaaa, won't one la..i think your friends confirm later than you."
/sms
"ehhh, i'll be abit late leh...(insert some stuff here)..where are you now?"
"HAHAHAHAHAHAZ! mmmm..i'm still in woodlands..(whispers)"
WAH BIANG EH! hahahahaha. but ok la, he has valid reasons(which i still don't know but nvm! :) but after reading that sms and also one from roy which said that he just missed the bus, i finally slowed down walking. hahahaha. chey, my mum correct la, i won't be the latest among my friends one..*grins*
so anyway, met roy first then we walked to rv la..super alot juniors ok. hahahaha. we were so worried that we'll be late then arrive no one again. but lucky us! we met ALL our teachers! talked alot..then saw a couple of friends, and sadly, 4D only got around 6 people present. *sigh* me, zh, roy, zn, kj, yx. hahahaha. but wells, it was damn funny can. im so sad i didn't have my camera with me. :(
zhengnian was being as irritating as ever. man, can you believe a guy that OGGLES at girls despite the fact that he has a gf(or laopo as he calls her). hahahaha. his first word to me also not bad la.
"so how...now got boyfriend not?"
"don't have la..."
"aiya, nevermind, if we got yuan fen, you can wait for me!"
-_-'''
this entry is going to be full of quotes from INTERESTING conversations man. hahahah, today really made me laugh like mad. =D but pardon my blog skills cos it may not sound so funny afterall. :p
can refer to zihao's blog for more quotes from zhengnian. he is RIDICULOUS(<--ZIHAO PLEASE NOTE THIS SPELLING!!!! =D).
slacked around the canteen. saw two of my juniors and we started talking. they were commenting how slack i was cos' i am not home studying..*grimaces*
"aiyooo! why you still here?? so good come see teachers meh?"
"hanor..come with friends ma.."
"don't need to study ah? all J2s at home mugging leh..you still here!"
"you also got promos what! why not home mugging?"
"promos got as important as PRELIMS and ALEVELS meh?"
"kanasai. *punches him on the arm* then your girlfriend where?"
"at home mugging lor."
-at this point his class girls started talking to him-
"wah lau eh, got girlfriend liao still flirt so much"
"no laaa, this one very normal liao"(the other junior say one)
"HANOR!!! how can call this flirt?? people shuai can't be helped what!"(himself)
-_-'''
"ehhhh, i think i taller than you already!!"(1st junior)
"i think me also leh!!(2nd junior)
note:both are guys btw, and were shorter than me. WERE.
"hanar, very tall already la you two."
"HAHAHAHA, ya lor, last time i see you, you damn tall ok."
"hanor, so scary. see now we taller than you already."
"chey, abit only ma. by standards you all still very short."
"ya..true la, i very sad ok. but can find shorter gf can liao! but nevermind la, they say short guys are shuai-er!"
-_-'''
someone tell me, why do i have such idiotic juniors. hahahaha.
i left them soon after cos' their classmates wanted to play bball. hahahaha. damn man, i think those juniors think im like their brother. hahahaha. super funny. but they are great juniors la! :) miss sjab man..and yes, i was the only j2 that came back from sjab. =(
found the guys slacking around a few benches. so went there and slacked and talked abit. hahahah. (refer to zihao's blog for more of zhengnian's comments)
but one more down here.
"ehhh, support yellow ribbon project ah?" *points to ribbon on my bag*
"ya lor.."
"good good. society must have people like you so that i next time got hope when i come out of prison."
-_-'''
hahahah, so me, roy and zh headed to TOWN. goddammit. yes town. sinful yes. hahahaha. but the OLDEST among us wanted to look for levis jeans ma. :D hahahah.
/at somerset mrt station tunnel.
(i think they were talking about the army check-ups)
"ehhh, that time i saw a very chio officer there lehh!"
note: zihao's eyes effectively LIT UP like some chikorbei spotting his poor target.
"really???! where?"
"hahahaha, wah he really chio lor."
note: zihao's eyes UNLIT immediately.
"HUH??? HE??? i thought is girl!"
"hanor, where got HE chio one. features very nice issit?"
"no la...joking la..it's a girl la."
note: zihao turns to shake his finger at roy.
"first you bring me up talking about a chio officer, then you crash me down..don't bluff la"
"hahahah, really la, girl la!"
(moral of story here is how chikorbei zihao is. you won't believe that every minute he is hardworkingly checking out girls. "girls like guys to be observant maaaa" is his protest. :D)
"ehh, officer earn quite alot leh..$500 plus basic pay..."
"no la, not enough one, if you must yang gf.."
"hahahaha, i don't think i can find gf in army la."
"hahahaha, hanor, but nevermind la.."(haven't finish my sentence)
(zihao turns around to face me and cuts in)
-speaks together-
"HAHAHAHA, got BOYFRIEND ma!"
=D
met bishi there. walked around with the shopping queen who zoomed in and out of shops. *shakes head* hahaha, went to find for roy's toy camera, but don't have..got at forum though..
so we went to eat at crystal jade for lunch la. we were starving and bishi was on a burping mania. -_-''' super unglam, for all that bimbo-ness. hahahah. talked alot during the meal man. made me laugh alot. hahahaha. damn im so sad i can't take down all the stupid jokes and things we did. =( i hope zh rmbs more. and roy also. hahahah. den i can read their blog and laugh at how stupid our antics were.
yea, especially bishi and her ultra bimbotic ways. do you know we were eating the la mian(she wasn't eating) and zh's and roy's were some chilli OIL soup. it looked murderous(both cos' spicy and OILY) hahahah. then bishi kept: sOOOOOOOoo oily!!!
....-_-'''
hahahahah. and her very motherly manner. she wants to get married and have kids by what? 24??? oh man.
and when i dissed her about her being so motherly and house-wifey, you know what she said??
note: it was in a very very very (insert all bimbotic terms) tone.
"at least i can keep my house clean wadddd.."
... no comments. hahahaha. :D
guess i'm not much of a house-wifey person. if my husband insists i sweep/mop the floor, i'll probably hit him unconscious with the stick first.
i saw the flabbiest butt i've ever seen. it's terrible. really terrible. i was trying to ignore the sight infront of me but zihao had to point it out. darn, today we keep seeing the same things. hahahaha. rmb the "wanting"? but it was seriously vibrating alot with every step. AND I COULD SEE THE VPL. what a turn-off.
but thank goodness i saw a couple of nice looking people too! :) ah yes, best friend, i do look at girls, but i'm really straight! :)
walked around alot. then decided to go to forum to get roy's toy camera. hahahaha. i mean at least 3 out of 4 of us knew. apparently some bimbo didn't know. but was leading us there.
so half way. when she said that one sentence. i almost died.
"ehhh, i know already! we are going forum to get roy's camera issit???"
note: imagine three -_-''' faces. hahahahah. tell me it's unbelievable.
anyway, incredibly, we spent super long in toys 'r'us cos the toys were REALLY intriguing. im serious. i think we all lack childhood. hahahaha. *blEh* i've also concluded that elmos are scary. it scared me and it scared bishi also. HAHAHAHAHA. luckily i more glam than her.
decided to go home. but roy nicely treated us to drinks! =) hee. soooo nice.
on the train. bishi started to gao zi bi, then me and roy were chattering away. darn i miss those days when we would talk into hours of the night for like super long. *sighs* this is called huai jiu man. hee. :) miss ya dude! im so glad the four of us got together anyway. our gathering is always so small, but i enjoy myself like hell everytime!!! WE SHOULD DO THIS AGAIN!!!! :)
thanks guys! thanks for everything! =)
ps: roy pls send me the pic of two of us ok!!! hahahah.
to zihao: stop singing that cady shop song. make me think until shldnt think the stuff. HAHAHAHAH.
to bishi: don't so bimbo laaaa. :P
i'm so happy. alex just called me meinu online. HAHAHAHA. *floating*
but he just told me it's his sub motto of his life. means just to make me happy la. grrr. :(
heh. i just changed my earrings to BOTH black round studs. wah that stick so thick, i was like slowly pushing them in. hope no infection. my ears are damn sensitive, and also cos' i don't take my studs out for months. it's called laziness. :)
lalaaaa~ can't wait to read haoz's blog. hope he rmbed more than me. =x
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
maths is mad.
i prefer to think of it as so. *points to title of entry*
yes. and i've come up with a theory that i doubt 99% of the population living on this world would disaree with me. but heck. i believe in in ok. and im entitled to my opinions. and it's not just some stupid fling of a comment im putting up here.
there is a stark difference between being ABLE to do maths, and LIKING maths. get that clear.
anyway, here's the theory:
mathematicians are stupid people who come up with different kinds of theories and formulas just to make people look stupider than them.
get it?
now everyone repeat after me!! hahahhaha.
damn, im self-entertaining. fine. so perhaps im trying to comfort myself. but heck, i feel better already. besides, 3 hours of studying before the test will not do much help especially since i did not study maths for the past 1 yr and plus. woO~ yea, so i wldn't be surprised to know that i got worse than my usual 20 plus score. i was sleeping half the way anyway.
my head was throbbing like some internal earthquake. i was starving because i did not eat lunch and i only had a piece of bread before coming to school. my digestive juices were all churning around and some were even rising up to my throat, making me feel like puking. so, i went to sleep lor.
aiya enough about that totally loser paper. life after maths paper makes me feel like an imbecile momentarily. luckily there are other stuff that makes me believe i am much more than idiotic maths.
stayed back after school to do some teachers' day stuff for all our teachers. hmmmm, ok la. then delivered the packages and gave miss tan her birthday cake with the cards at the staffroom. hahaha, actually she's really nice encouraging us a stuff. sigh, i really don't want to disappoint anyone. so much pressure and stress..internal and external. damn stress.
actually i realised i am usually so pissed with myself that i have no time to be pissed with other people. i end up being pissed cos' i can't do this/can't do that/can't do things properly/can't make things turn out the way i want them to. it frustrates me when i lose control of my own life.
this is probably why i lose my temper so often recently. i'll be so glad to be emotionally stable. *sigh*
and im pretty glad i don't do so because i have pretty crazy friends around me too. and that kinda neutralises out. think: crazy+crazy=sane.
and probably because im perhaps one of the few people that can laugh away failures. i'll be the first person i ever know to be able to GRIN AND SMILE away after flunking a paper i just did for test/exams simply because i cldn't be bothered. but of cos', that usually happens for maths.
i should get started with my other subs soon.
relax..it's only prelims ma...
you see, everyone is telling me that. i scared one day..it'll be:
relax..it's only the As ma...
by then. i gone case liao.
the art of procrastinating sucks. i've mastered it over the years.
dunno tml wan go back rv for teachers' day stuff not. hahahaha. lazy. and im so fat i doubt i can fit into my outside clothes now. study-binge.
so i close my eyes and count to ten, and i wish that everything will be wonderful again when i open them..
yes. and i've come up with a theory that i doubt 99% of the population living on this world would disaree with me. but heck. i believe in in ok. and im entitled to my opinions. and it's not just some stupid fling of a comment im putting up here.
there is a stark difference between being ABLE to do maths, and LIKING maths. get that clear.
anyway, here's the theory:
mathematicians are stupid people who come up with different kinds of theories and formulas just to make people look stupider than them.
get it?
now everyone repeat after me!! hahahhaha.
damn, im self-entertaining. fine. so perhaps im trying to comfort myself. but heck, i feel better already. besides, 3 hours of studying before the test will not do much help especially since i did not study maths for the past 1 yr and plus. woO~ yea, so i wldn't be surprised to know that i got worse than my usual 20 plus score. i was sleeping half the way anyway.
my head was throbbing like some internal earthquake. i was starving because i did not eat lunch and i only had a piece of bread before coming to school. my digestive juices were all churning around and some were even rising up to my throat, making me feel like puking. so, i went to sleep lor.
aiya enough about that totally loser paper. life after maths paper makes me feel like an imbecile momentarily. luckily there are other stuff that makes me believe i am much more than idiotic maths.
stayed back after school to do some teachers' day stuff for all our teachers. hmmmm, ok la. then delivered the packages and gave miss tan her birthday cake with the cards at the staffroom. hahaha, actually she's really nice encouraging us a stuff. sigh, i really don't want to disappoint anyone. so much pressure and stress..internal and external. damn stress.
actually i realised i am usually so pissed with myself that i have no time to be pissed with other people. i end up being pissed cos' i can't do this/can't do that/can't do things properly/can't make things turn out the way i want them to. it frustrates me when i lose control of my own life.
this is probably why i lose my temper so often recently. i'll be so glad to be emotionally stable. *sigh*
and im pretty glad i don't do so because i have pretty crazy friends around me too. and that kinda neutralises out. think: crazy+crazy=sane.
and probably because im perhaps one of the few people that can laugh away failures. i'll be the first person i ever know to be able to GRIN AND SMILE away after flunking a paper i just did for test/exams simply because i cldn't be bothered. but of cos', that usually happens for maths.
i should get started with my other subs soon.
relax..it's only prelims ma...
you see, everyone is telling me that. i scared one day..it'll be:
relax..it's only the As ma...
by then. i gone case liao.
the art of procrastinating sucks. i've mastered it over the years.
dunno tml wan go back rv for teachers' day stuff not. hahahaha. lazy. and im so fat i doubt i can fit into my outside clothes now. study-binge.
so i close my eyes and count to ten, and i wish that everything will be wonderful again when i open them..
Monday, August 29, 2005
pms.
this is such a lame excuse to account for bad mood.
help! im REALLY going to fail maths tml. people practicing their maths, i down here slacking. arghhhs!
someone spur me on!!!
haix. man. sometimes i feel like i have no life la. hahahaha. maybe i AM a boring person. i feel trapped. trapped in a life i do not want to live, doing the things i do not want to do..what is the point of living then?
because there are infact others around me that are suffering so much more. and yet i am here complaining about how lousy my life is. at least i get to eat 3 meals a day. i get to possess so many more things than people in other countries can afford. what the hell man? what did i learn to cherish and treasure has flown out of my head??!!
i must now constantly remind myself, that what i am going through now is actually nothing compared to the sufferings and pain of the others. yes, there are more important things that face us in the world out there. more important than us whining about what we have or do not have, simply just to fulfil our inner desires.
here i am complaining that studying sucks. yet in other countries children can't even afford to study! it's such a vicious downward spiral. non-educated cannot get good jobs. marry, have children, cannot give children good education. children grow up cannot get good jobs. marry. have their own children..blahblahblah.
yea, that's what i learn in both geog and econs. hahaha.
it's true isnt it? often we do not realise we have so much infront of us when we are blindly pursuing more and more things that we do not have. that's i suppose, human nature.
so i must now oppose this horrible human nature and start appreciating. for what i detest and conplain about now, may disppear from my life one day. and when that happens, i'm pretty sure i'll start regretting.
but so what? everything would be over then. being sorry wouldn't help a teeny weeny bit.
so conclusion is i wanna apologise to all whom i've been bad-tempered towards, been unreasonably whine-y and full of complaints. i will try to minimise these complain or simply just internalise them.
i do not wish to irritate the hell out of others. because i know how it feel to be irritated by others too. *sigh*
well, sometimes we just can't do as we wish. because we do not live in a world where there is only me, me and only me. it's a world out there. full of people i love, people im neutral towards, people i care for, people who care for me, and people whom i've not met.
they are part of my life..and i do not wish to lose them..for perhaps, i've realised, they ARE my life.
help! im REALLY going to fail maths tml. people practicing their maths, i down here slacking. arghhhs!
someone spur me on!!!
haix. man. sometimes i feel like i have no life la. hahahaha. maybe i AM a boring person. i feel trapped. trapped in a life i do not want to live, doing the things i do not want to do..what is the point of living then?
because there are infact others around me that are suffering so much more. and yet i am here complaining about how lousy my life is. at least i get to eat 3 meals a day. i get to possess so many more things than people in other countries can afford. what the hell man? what did i learn to cherish and treasure has flown out of my head??!!
i must now constantly remind myself, that what i am going through now is actually nothing compared to the sufferings and pain of the others. yes, there are more important things that face us in the world out there. more important than us whining about what we have or do not have, simply just to fulfil our inner desires.
here i am complaining that studying sucks. yet in other countries children can't even afford to study! it's such a vicious downward spiral. non-educated cannot get good jobs. marry, have children, cannot give children good education. children grow up cannot get good jobs. marry. have their own children..blahblahblah.
yea, that's what i learn in both geog and econs. hahaha.
it's true isnt it? often we do not realise we have so much infront of us when we are blindly pursuing more and more things that we do not have. that's i suppose, human nature.
so i must now oppose this horrible human nature and start appreciating. for what i detest and conplain about now, may disppear from my life one day. and when that happens, i'm pretty sure i'll start regretting.
but so what? everything would be over then. being sorry wouldn't help a teeny weeny bit.
so conclusion is i wanna apologise to all whom i've been bad-tempered towards, been unreasonably whine-y and full of complaints. i will try to minimise these complain or simply just internalise them.
i do not wish to irritate the hell out of others. because i know how it feel to be irritated by others too. *sigh*
well, sometimes we just can't do as we wish. because we do not live in a world where there is only me, me and only me. it's a world out there. full of people i love, people im neutral towards, people i care for, people who care for me, and people whom i've not met.
they are part of my life..and i do not wish to lose them..for perhaps, i've realised, they ARE my life.
whine whine.
ah yes. i admit i'm a super huge whiner.
but i too realised something. i whine about my grades and academics stuff only.
yups. so i figured out the moment i stop studying and start to enjoy life, i'll pretty much become a quit-whiner very soon! i can't wait man. i hate to whine everyday in my blog about how lousy my grades are and how much im failing.
BAH. so today's paper killed me. nothing out of ordinary. tml's paper is probably going to slaughter me. but i cannot say anything about tml's paper, because i haven't study a single shit. i might as well go eat shit first. no hard work= no results. we all know that.
but then again, there is hard work and may not produce results. and then there is SELECTIVE hard work and produce minimal results. i belong to the last one. darn selective studying. damn it. i shld have never done it. heck. and i happened to selective on nuclear physics. fook. it's like fucking easy can???!! and i totally did not study in depth, so i did not know the full answers to the Qs, so i did not do. yay.
and guess what. my gravitation Q is probably going to get 2 marks max. whoppingly exciting. passing physics is gonna be exhilarating mans. aim for pass this prelims, and hopefully i can jump a few grades to get a B in As. WAHAHAHAHA. who am i kidding man.
sighsigh. that's it la. GP first time this yr did my summary. but did not finish my AQ as a result. yup. and i think i screwed up my essay. ARGHS. so disappointed with myself. did not feel that sense of achievement when i finished writing. usually i wld have a slight tinge of self-satisfaction one..=(
im freaking depressed la. heck heck. i'll like to pretend im ok. it's just the PRELIMS ma you all tell me. sure, it's prelims and you guys will be getting Cs the minumum, and lousy me can't even pass. see the irony? HEH.
but i gotta thank many people who pushed me on man. especially to wei qiang. hahahaha. he's a damn good motivator. can you believe he msges me everyday to check on my progress, answers ALL my questions on physics, give me advices, comforts me and even sends me encouraging quotes from famour people then tell me moral of story??!!! hahahaha. man, that's so totally my brother! :) thanks dude, though i know you don't even know of this blog. hee.
but i think i gonna disappoint him in the end for this time round. sigh. i feel so upset. but i guess since im here already, might as well continue right. give up half way im nowhere here nor there. hard work reaps results. yupyup. i must try to rmb this. and stop slacking onthe excuse of relieving stress. HAHAHAHA!
homerun was good. second time watching. think first time with er..forgot who. but a group of frens la. wah i still think that megan girl damn good. she cry make me want to cry. hahahaha. her face like speaks volumes man! *kudos!* i love expressive faces. but must be pleasant looking expressive faces la.
:)
someone sat beside me during GP papers. he took of his shoes and started to shake his feet. damn distracting. i cldnt help but notice his socks got holes also, although adidas one. HAHAHAHA.
go figure.
i wanna be a happy girl! (:
i hate being left out. =(
am i really so un-fun to be with? *sigh*
but i too realised something. i whine about my grades and academics stuff only.
yups. so i figured out the moment i stop studying and start to enjoy life, i'll pretty much become a quit-whiner very soon! i can't wait man. i hate to whine everyday in my blog about how lousy my grades are and how much im failing.
BAH. so today's paper killed me. nothing out of ordinary. tml's paper is probably going to slaughter me. but i cannot say anything about tml's paper, because i haven't study a single shit. i might as well go eat shit first. no hard work= no results. we all know that.
but then again, there is hard work and may not produce results. and then there is SELECTIVE hard work and produce minimal results. i belong to the last one. darn selective studying. damn it. i shld have never done it. heck. and i happened to selective on nuclear physics. fook. it's like fucking easy can???!! and i totally did not study in depth, so i did not know the full answers to the Qs, so i did not do. yay.
and guess what. my gravitation Q is probably going to get 2 marks max. whoppingly exciting. passing physics is gonna be exhilarating mans. aim for pass this prelims, and hopefully i can jump a few grades to get a B in As. WAHAHAHAHA. who am i kidding man.
sighsigh. that's it la. GP first time this yr did my summary. but did not finish my AQ as a result. yup. and i think i screwed up my essay. ARGHS. so disappointed with myself. did not feel that sense of achievement when i finished writing. usually i wld have a slight tinge of self-satisfaction one..=(
im freaking depressed la. heck heck. i'll like to pretend im ok. it's just the PRELIMS ma you all tell me. sure, it's prelims and you guys will be getting Cs the minumum, and lousy me can't even pass. see the irony? HEH.
but i gotta thank many people who pushed me on man. especially to wei qiang. hahahaha. he's a damn good motivator. can you believe he msges me everyday to check on my progress, answers ALL my questions on physics, give me advices, comforts me and even sends me encouraging quotes from famour people then tell me moral of story??!!! hahahaha. man, that's so totally my brother! :) thanks dude, though i know you don't even know of this blog. hee.
but i think i gonna disappoint him in the end for this time round. sigh. i feel so upset. but i guess since im here already, might as well continue right. give up half way im nowhere here nor there. hard work reaps results. yupyup. i must try to rmb this. and stop slacking onthe excuse of relieving stress. HAHAHAHA!
homerun was good. second time watching. think first time with er..forgot who. but a group of frens la. wah i still think that megan girl damn good. she cry make me want to cry. hahahaha. her face like speaks volumes man! *kudos!* i love expressive faces. but must be pleasant looking expressive faces la.
:)
someone sat beside me during GP papers. he took of his shoes and started to shake his feet. damn distracting. i cldnt help but notice his socks got holes also, although adidas one. HAHAHAHA.
go figure.
i wanna be a happy girl! (:
i hate being left out. =(
am i really so un-fun to be with? *sigh*
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