im a much happier girl now! afternoon must have been an emo period for me! =X
anyway, all thanks to retard fellow fish sista! *smacks you with my SUPER LONG fin* hahahahaha. stop being high because of the SESEME incident. you are hopeless!!!
one last reminder! please ZHEN XI!!!
HUIFIANG!!! stop acting cute!!! oh man..cannot take it. hahahaha! but thanks for everything ok? appreciate it loads..=)
please consider some nice guys you've mentioned in our conversation! hahahah!!
marshy! jiayou!!! :)
white ass!!! thy shall not get cheated again!! shall suck your blood next time you bluff me! hmpfff.
thomas! you will not read this, but thanks for the encouragements!! i can't wait for the ocip outing!! :)
i can't wait for best friend JC to give me all the discs he going to help me burn! im so happyyyyy! love ya loads man! but I DONT WANT TO MARRY YOU! WAHAHAHAHA!!
can listen to mayday's songs soon!!
ahhh, i think rongdeji and cailing going to break up in the next episode! so sad!!! arghhhs..
nice guys are really non-exsistent it seems!
haahahah.
tuesday going out with bs, roy and marshy! so exciting!! SHOPPINGGGGGGG!!! :P
shalalalalaaaaa!~ no one can stop me from being a happy girl!!!
im going to forget everything sad and concentrate on making people happy! :) i love all my friends, thank you all so much. your efforts may be unintentional and insignificant to you, but it made my day! :)
tired...tired...15hours sleep and counting. i need more and more sleep. VERY BAD. they should have some sleep marathon. sure very easy for me to win.
ahhhh, must jian fei soon! so fat...going...to...burst...
*KABOOOOOM*
Monday, September 19, 2005
Sunday, September 18, 2005
short one.
you know, people have been complaining how long my entries are now.
so i shall give a short one now.
i've just found out what has been bothering me for so long.
you see, i used to think that i was close with some people, some people whom i regard as very very good friends and entrust them with everything in my life. my secrets, my worries, my troubles...in short, my ups and downs. and perhaps, i too, have thought too much.
it all boils down to the fact that, maybe i am not as close to them as i thought i was.
these people whom i thought are my absolute essentials in life, are not people whom i look to now. they know nothing about what is happening in my life, they do not bother to ask, and neither will they care anyway.
i would like to stop thinking about all this shit, and perhaps begin my life of solitude.
im breaking up inside so badly. yet i have to pretend im strong. you're right eugene. for all that sexism sentence you said to me before, you are probably right.
"no matter how strong you are, you are still a girl afterall"
perhaps i have overestimated myself. i thought i could take all this shit in my life. i thought i could handle it alone. now i've gone in a directionless search, only to come back and find out that im just not as competent as i would wished myself to be.
im tired, frankly. i wish someone could help me cary my burdens for me. i wish i didn't have so much hate in me. i wish i could take things easy. i wish everything is wonderful again.
even when i close my eyes and count to ten, the world i see when i open my eyes is the same as when i closed them 10 seconds ago.
i know im a selfish bitch. for all i know, 3/4 of the world is probably suffering more than me. but now all i can think of is how lousy my life is. i hate to go home now. i hate to stay home now. im sick of all this shit.
just let me get away from here.
so i shall give a short one now.
i've just found out what has been bothering me for so long.
you see, i used to think that i was close with some people, some people whom i regard as very very good friends and entrust them with everything in my life. my secrets, my worries, my troubles...in short, my ups and downs. and perhaps, i too, have thought too much.
it all boils down to the fact that, maybe i am not as close to them as i thought i was.
these people whom i thought are my absolute essentials in life, are not people whom i look to now. they know nothing about what is happening in my life, they do not bother to ask, and neither will they care anyway.
i would like to stop thinking about all this shit, and perhaps begin my life of solitude.
im breaking up inside so badly. yet i have to pretend im strong. you're right eugene. for all that sexism sentence you said to me before, you are probably right.
"no matter how strong you are, you are still a girl afterall"
perhaps i have overestimated myself. i thought i could take all this shit in my life. i thought i could handle it alone. now i've gone in a directionless search, only to come back and find out that im just not as competent as i would wished myself to be.
im tired, frankly. i wish someone could help me cary my burdens for me. i wish i didn't have so much hate in me. i wish i could take things easy. i wish everything is wonderful again.
even when i close my eyes and count to ten, the world i see when i open my eyes is the same as when i closed them 10 seconds ago.
i know im a selfish bitch. for all i know, 3/4 of the world is probably suffering more than me. but now all i can think of is how lousy my life is. i hate to go home now. i hate to stay home now. im sick of all this shit.
just let me get away from here.
food dash.
today my post shall be about my title. i shall TRY not to digress.
ok..firstly i must proudly state something:
I SLEPT FOR 15 HEAVENLY HOURS NON-STOP!!!!
=D
damn, i feel so revitalised. hahahaha! but of course with alot of screamings amongst my dreams(from parents).
and i heard my father dedicate on air to my mum. today is their anniversary. i forgot how many years already. explains the dinner. but anyway, i heard the dedication then i went to back to sleep. hahahah.
super pig. cannot stand myself. but must make up for the lack of sleep all at once ma! =D
ok, since i awoke at 3 plus 4 in the noon, i pretty much slacked and read sis's magazine. time flew. i wenta bathe.............onl to find out that the wad of tissue i have used to cover m wound have effectivel stuck onto my injury. STUCK. REALLY STUCK i tell you. cos' in the night it had oozed pus, then dried up, TOGETHER WITH THE TISSUE.
i take out until almost died in the toilet. tmd. in the end have to use water to wet the tissue so that it "softens" and i can pluck it out. died while bathing.
did i mention my tolerance level for external pain is zilch? almost close to nil.
i almost fainted when i got my first ear piercings. dammit. super embarrassing. hahahaha. luckily only got my best girl friends around. =)
okok, see i digressed. im the queen of digresser. ALL HAIL JIELIN!!! QUEEN OF TALK COK, TALK SHIT AND FALLS DOWN WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT!
bahhhh.
ok, so we went to dinner at TAO'S. i don't know what that la. but i heard it's pretty famous and stuff. must book somemore. if not very hard to get places. cos' last time we went there without booking, then the place was like freaking flooded. and we had to wait 45mins. in the end i was dying from hunger so we decided to eat something else. so toda is my first official outing to TAO'S. let me start commenting. it will be rather plain, because the fucking laptop is still spoilt and i can't upload pics. sighhhh. darn, the food was good.
it was a 7 course meal. rather cheap! so guys if you want to go on a simple date, it's affordable!! :)
one point to note though, it's rather more like a eat-finish-and-get-out place. cos' its bursting in its hems most of the time, and the courses comes one after another. NO BREAK. it's like halfway-through-one-course-another-course-come type. so, yup, no time for sweet-lovey-dovey talk. =D
oh, one dish to look out for couples! for both males AND females! DO NOT ORDER THE DISH that sounds something like "wai san". its longish in shape. cut rectangular in dimensions around 2cm by 8cm. why?? because when you bite a piece of it, not whole thing put into mouth to chew, something like your saliva is attached to it and your mouth when you take it out. IT IS NOT YOUR SALIVA!! it comes from the food. BUT its so fucking disgusting looking and you certainly do NOT want your date to think that's your saliva. gross.
man, recalling now, there was this couple who sat next to our table. hilarious. cos' me and my sis did not like that dish(luckily was our parents'..we ordered something else) and tried only one slice. but the GUY at that table ordered one, and he was eating it, and WE BOTH SAW THE SALIVA THING!!! hahahahaha. dammit. we both laughed until stomach pain. cos' we were saying that he sure eat until very gek, trying to act that there is no saliva thing..then must act very poised in front of the woman(his gf). he certainly looks squeamish. hahahah. then he called a waiter over. my sis and i were like imagining what the man was teling him..
"sorry, but could you change my dish? i think it's very unglam to eat it infront of my girlfriend.."
"i'm sorry, but we cannot change it for you.."
"but..BUT!!! the saliva thing really keep sticking to my lips..!"
"ya..im really sorry..the dish is like that one.."
hahahahaha. dammit. i think we both super bo liao..=D that's one thing i love about the sisterhood! :)
back to the food. first course. was something like melted cheese and bacon/ham. it must be accompanied with well-buttered bread(which they provide for you already). SUPER HEAVENLY. i floated to heaven with my first bite! :) RECCOMENDED!!
2nd course was the salad. each of us ordered the 4 different salads and shared. nice nice. there was the fruit salad that is made such that it stands up like an upside down flat bowl of rice. the fruits and crabmeat with salad dressing all compressed together. not bad.
the other salad was potato with tofu and prawns salad. not bad either.
the thrid kind was some thing with 3 small glass containers containing 3 different types of erm..vegetables? hahaha..i have no idea.
the third was that super unglam food as mentioned above.
the third course was the mushroom dish. SUPER NICE I TELL YOU. the entire dish comprises of mushroom only. not those normal mushrooms black black in colour we eat. not those button mushrooms either. its those really flare up at the top kind with a stalk that it freaking long. hahaha. they put like 2 of those mushrooms, with a super long stalk in the middle. but there was this gravy along with it. so when you bite into it, the gravy just oozes out onto your taste buds. and then you fly to heaven. :)
mmmmm...*smacks lips*
next was the mushroom soup! talk about mushroom mania! dad had the SHARK's FIN MELON soup. kian peng him decided that shark's fin more worth it. but it was MELON one,hello??!! hahaha. i don't think it was nice..dunno leh, never try. but the mushroom soup was good. creamy and thick enough. can taste the bits of mushroom too! :)
main course was steak for 3 of us, and cod for ma. 2 medium rare and 1 well done. i obviously took the well done. the previous encounter i had with steak medium done had bood. that's it. i NEVER ate steak ever. hahahaha. but it was relatively ok la. abit tough and dry. hmmm. very pepper-ish. reminded me of yesterday's seoul. very very pepper-ish too. hahahaha.
then amongst the main, our beverages came. i ordered ice summer peach ice! sounds good right? its fucking good. smelt really sweet and the taste was like sweet, a hint of sourness and there were a few pretty and dainty-looking mini flowers floating around. pleasing to the eye and taste bud! :)
the others had 3 other kinds of drinks, but i still loved mine best. very tired so shall not comment on them..heh..
lastly came the dessert. me and sister ordered some creme brulle thingy. was super sweet and creamy. i tell you we almost died from sweetness. it was ultra sweet until you'll scringe up with just ONE BITE. not reccomended for those who cannot take very sweet stuff. even me, the famous lover of sweet food, almost collapsed from the overdose. we did not finish that dish. =P mum had one which was sesame pudding. both sisters agreed it looked like MUD for SPA sessions we saw in Las Vegas show the night before. hahahaha. sis said it taste like dark chocolate.
not to mention the unique way it was brought to us.
"here is your SE-SE-ME pudding. enjoy your meal."
o_O??
both of us were stunned for a while. then.........orhhhhh SESAME laaaa.
hahahahah. see? bad pronunciation can really bring alot of laughter. *shakes head*
ahhh. a very satisfying meal indeed. my belt almost popped. hahahaha. i need to do more crunches tonight. sigh. i can't believe i'm labelled as "plump". that's it man. im super determined to lose weight. at all costs.
since we went out for dinner, i managed to plead for my sis to record the nurse show for me!!!(i don't know how to use that thing la!) just finished the show. hahahaha! super niceee. man, those 2 really freaking sweet. hahaha, how i wish i could believe that very good friends can also become good companions. hahahha. maybe one day?
now for complete digression, hf has decided to come up with some hot stuff thing to set tongues wagging again.
*jielin x bigyellowshiningstar x [ aim high. fly and soar. it's me against myself. (: // have courage] says:
yar*
*jielin x bigyellowshiningstar x [ aim high. fly and soar. it's me against myself. (: // have courage] says:
and they find nice girlfrens most of the time=(
you had me says:
den somenice guy should find me wat
you had me says:
i'm a nice gf
you had me says:
haha
-_-'''
any takers? interested please tag my board and i shall get in touch with you asap! :) hf is very excited to meet anyone who is nice!
and someone likes captain planet. HAHAHAHAHA. really knock-out funny. but hell, i still love CAPTAIN TURKEY! :) aiya, nevermind la, i used to love batman, superman, and i still love spiderman! hahahah. childhood days.
best friend jc asked me to marry him. WAHAAHAHA. i think conversations are freaking funny. so long since i msn-ed. :)
i wanna charge and transfer songs in my shuffle!!!! someone save my lappy!!! *sigh*
i've decided to jia ge you qian, ren hen hao, dui wo hen xi xing den nan ren. hahahah. go figure.
realised really very ugly. tmd. i hate my genes.
im so awake from my 15hours sleep.
sometimes i think im so detestable, until i practically hate myself.
alot of angst in me right now. yet i have to pretend everything is wonderful.
/private. skip this chunk if you don't want to get sucked into my world of hate.
sometimes, when you see me as who i am, cold and unpenetratable, perhaps that is what i am. for a simple reason. i do not want people to know how broken i am inside.
scars can heal. but they are visible for life. you fucking scarred me 3 years ago. and i fucking hate you from that second onwards. i used to pity myself, for not getting your love. for getting my deserved love. then i remember those words that continue to echo in my mind. and i think, why the hell should i care? when u don't care if i die or live. you don't fucking love me anyway.
so hate you. sue me, yell at me, curse me. whatever. i can't hear you. i don't bother to anyway. you are nothing to me. because we are polar opposites, i hate you even more. you can never think in my shoes. you think i think this way because of my self-righteous ways. but i hate you for being rude to elders. i fucking hate you to the core.
don't ever tell me to do anything. i do things out of basic courtesy. no respect involved.
don't ever demand anything from me. cos' whatever i do, i do it for MYSELF, not for YOU.
you are nothing in my life. and im really sick of your presence. just wish i could wipe you off.
your presence, has caused me so much hurt and damage it's probably irreparable. you have made me who i am today. so fucking go blame yourself if you hate me too.
get lost.
ok..firstly i must proudly state something:
I SLEPT FOR 15 HEAVENLY HOURS NON-STOP!!!!
=D
damn, i feel so revitalised. hahahaha! but of course with alot of screamings amongst my dreams(from parents).
and i heard my father dedicate on air to my mum. today is their anniversary. i forgot how many years already. explains the dinner. but anyway, i heard the dedication then i went to back to sleep. hahahah.
super pig. cannot stand myself. but must make up for the lack of sleep all at once ma! =D
ok, since i awoke at 3 plus 4 in the noon, i pretty much slacked and read sis's magazine. time flew. i wenta bathe.............onl to find out that the wad of tissue i have used to cover m wound have effectivel stuck onto my injury. STUCK. REALLY STUCK i tell you. cos' in the night it had oozed pus, then dried up, TOGETHER WITH THE TISSUE.
i take out until almost died in the toilet. tmd. in the end have to use water to wet the tissue so that it "softens" and i can pluck it out. died while bathing.
did i mention my tolerance level for external pain is zilch? almost close to nil.
i almost fainted when i got my first ear piercings. dammit. super embarrassing. hahahaha. luckily only got my best girl friends around. =)
okok, see i digressed. im the queen of digresser. ALL HAIL JIELIN!!! QUEEN OF TALK COK, TALK SHIT AND FALLS DOWN WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT!
bahhhh.
ok, so we went to dinner at TAO'S. i don't know what that la. but i heard it's pretty famous and stuff. must book somemore. if not very hard to get places. cos' last time we went there without booking, then the place was like freaking flooded. and we had to wait 45mins. in the end i was dying from hunger so we decided to eat something else. so toda is my first official outing to TAO'S. let me start commenting. it will be rather plain, because the fucking laptop is still spoilt and i can't upload pics. sighhhh. darn, the food was good.
it was a 7 course meal. rather cheap! so guys if you want to go on a simple date, it's affordable!! :)
one point to note though, it's rather more like a eat-finish-and-get-out place. cos' its bursting in its hems most of the time, and the courses comes one after another. NO BREAK. it's like halfway-through-one-course-another-course-come type. so, yup, no time for sweet-lovey-dovey talk. =D
oh, one dish to look out for couples! for both males AND females! DO NOT ORDER THE DISH that sounds something like "wai san". its longish in shape. cut rectangular in dimensions around 2cm by 8cm. why?? because when you bite a piece of it, not whole thing put into mouth to chew, something like your saliva is attached to it and your mouth when you take it out. IT IS NOT YOUR SALIVA!! it comes from the food. BUT its so fucking disgusting looking and you certainly do NOT want your date to think that's your saliva. gross.
man, recalling now, there was this couple who sat next to our table. hilarious. cos' me and my sis did not like that dish(luckily was our parents'..we ordered something else) and tried only one slice. but the GUY at that table ordered one, and he was eating it, and WE BOTH SAW THE SALIVA THING!!! hahahahaha. dammit. we both laughed until stomach pain. cos' we were saying that he sure eat until very gek, trying to act that there is no saliva thing..then must act very poised in front of the woman(his gf). he certainly looks squeamish. hahahah. then he called a waiter over. my sis and i were like imagining what the man was teling him..
"sorry, but could you change my dish? i think it's very unglam to eat it infront of my girlfriend.."
"i'm sorry, but we cannot change it for you.."
"but..BUT!!! the saliva thing really keep sticking to my lips..!"
"ya..im really sorry..the dish is like that one.."
hahahahaha. dammit. i think we both super bo liao..=D that's one thing i love about the sisterhood! :)
back to the food. first course. was something like melted cheese and bacon/ham. it must be accompanied with well-buttered bread(which they provide for you already). SUPER HEAVENLY. i floated to heaven with my first bite! :) RECCOMENDED!!
2nd course was the salad. each of us ordered the 4 different salads and shared. nice nice. there was the fruit salad that is made such that it stands up like an upside down flat bowl of rice. the fruits and crabmeat with salad dressing all compressed together. not bad.
the other salad was potato with tofu and prawns salad. not bad either.
the thrid kind was some thing with 3 small glass containers containing 3 different types of erm..vegetables? hahaha..i have no idea.
the third was that super unglam food as mentioned above.
the third course was the mushroom dish. SUPER NICE I TELL YOU. the entire dish comprises of mushroom only. not those normal mushrooms black black in colour we eat. not those button mushrooms either. its those really flare up at the top kind with a stalk that it freaking long. hahaha. they put like 2 of those mushrooms, with a super long stalk in the middle. but there was this gravy along with it. so when you bite into it, the gravy just oozes out onto your taste buds. and then you fly to heaven. :)
mmmmm...*smacks lips*
next was the mushroom soup! talk about mushroom mania! dad had the SHARK's FIN MELON soup. kian peng him decided that shark's fin more worth it. but it was MELON one,hello??!! hahaha. i don't think it was nice..dunno leh, never try. but the mushroom soup was good. creamy and thick enough. can taste the bits of mushroom too! :)
main course was steak for 3 of us, and cod for ma. 2 medium rare and 1 well done. i obviously took the well done. the previous encounter i had with steak medium done had bood. that's it. i NEVER ate steak ever. hahahaha. but it was relatively ok la. abit tough and dry. hmmm. very pepper-ish. reminded me of yesterday's seoul. very very pepper-ish too. hahahaha.
then amongst the main, our beverages came. i ordered ice summer peach ice! sounds good right? its fucking good. smelt really sweet and the taste was like sweet, a hint of sourness and there were a few pretty and dainty-looking mini flowers floating around. pleasing to the eye and taste bud! :)
the others had 3 other kinds of drinks, but i still loved mine best. very tired so shall not comment on them..heh..
lastly came the dessert. me and sister ordered some creme brulle thingy. was super sweet and creamy. i tell you we almost died from sweetness. it was ultra sweet until you'll scringe up with just ONE BITE. not reccomended for those who cannot take very sweet stuff. even me, the famous lover of sweet food, almost collapsed from the overdose. we did not finish that dish. =P mum had one which was sesame pudding. both sisters agreed it looked like MUD for SPA sessions we saw in Las Vegas show the night before. hahahaha. sis said it taste like dark chocolate.
not to mention the unique way it was brought to us.
"here is your SE-SE-ME pudding. enjoy your meal."
o_O??
both of us were stunned for a while. then.........orhhhhh SESAME laaaa.
hahahahah. see? bad pronunciation can really bring alot of laughter. *shakes head*
ahhh. a very satisfying meal indeed. my belt almost popped. hahahaha. i need to do more crunches tonight. sigh. i can't believe i'm labelled as "plump". that's it man. im super determined to lose weight. at all costs.
since we went out for dinner, i managed to plead for my sis to record the nurse show for me!!!(i don't know how to use that thing la!) just finished the show. hahahaha! super niceee. man, those 2 really freaking sweet. hahaha, how i wish i could believe that very good friends can also become good companions. hahahha. maybe one day?
now for complete digression, hf has decided to come up with some hot stuff thing to set tongues wagging again.
*jielin x bigyellowshiningstar x [ aim high. fly and soar. it's me against myself. (: // have courage] says:
yar*
*jielin x bigyellowshiningstar x [ aim high. fly and soar. it's me against myself. (: // have courage] says:
and they find nice girlfrens most of the time=(
you had me says:
den somenice guy should find me wat
you had me says:
i'm a nice gf
you had me says:
haha
-_-'''
any takers? interested please tag my board and i shall get in touch with you asap! :) hf is very excited to meet anyone who is nice!
and someone likes captain planet. HAHAHAHAHA. really knock-out funny. but hell, i still love CAPTAIN TURKEY! :) aiya, nevermind la, i used to love batman, superman, and i still love spiderman! hahahah. childhood days.
best friend jc asked me to marry him. WAHAAHAHA. i think conversations are freaking funny. so long since i msn-ed. :)
i wanna charge and transfer songs in my shuffle!!!! someone save my lappy!!! *sigh*
i've decided to jia ge you qian, ren hen hao, dui wo hen xi xing den nan ren. hahahah. go figure.
realised really very ugly. tmd. i hate my genes.
im so awake from my 15hours sleep.
sometimes i think im so detestable, until i practically hate myself.
alot of angst in me right now. yet i have to pretend everything is wonderful.
/private. skip this chunk if you don't want to get sucked into my world of hate.
sometimes, when you see me as who i am, cold and unpenetratable, perhaps that is what i am. for a simple reason. i do not want people to know how broken i am inside.
scars can heal. but they are visible for life. you fucking scarred me 3 years ago. and i fucking hate you from that second onwards. i used to pity myself, for not getting your love. for getting my deserved love. then i remember those words that continue to echo in my mind. and i think, why the hell should i care? when u don't care if i die or live. you don't fucking love me anyway.
so hate you. sue me, yell at me, curse me. whatever. i can't hear you. i don't bother to anyway. you are nothing to me. because we are polar opposites, i hate you even more. you can never think in my shoes. you think i think this way because of my self-righteous ways. but i hate you for being rude to elders. i fucking hate you to the core.
don't ever tell me to do anything. i do things out of basic courtesy. no respect involved.
don't ever demand anything from me. cos' whatever i do, i do it for MYSELF, not for YOU.
you are nothing in my life. and im really sick of your presence. just wish i could wipe you off.
your presence, has caused me so much hurt and damage it's probably irreparable. you have made me who i am today. so fucking go blame yourself if you hate me too.
get lost.
Friday, September 16, 2005
im back!
this is going to be a really long entry comprising of many many days events, so if you don't want to read it, then beat it.
ahhh, let's see..where did i stop off my previous entry..well, to start off with, the prelims are over!!! GONE!!! FINISHED!!! =D literally..and well, perhaps REALLY goners already..*sigh* heck la..gonna work harder...
oh ya! i was really touched when eileen msged me to wish me good luck for my physical geog paper! haha..*smiles*
anyway i only studied one topic each for both physical and human geog. can die already. hahahaha. at least i managed to crap my way through pretty much. =( nevermind la, i going to study geog liao..means alot to me...though i used to keep failing geog in secondary school, but miraculously i scored A2 for my Os geog paper despite not doing 2 Qs in the paper. two full Qs. hahahahaha. damn, im a lucky girl then..my ss hist also scored A2!!!! wahhhh. i always maintained a C6 highest lehhh..hahahah..i was SUPER determined to go to arts fac. look where i am now. sighhhh, but you know what, since im technically a seudo-science/arts person, i SHOULD do well for both science and arts subject. *sigh* i hate to say that it's not so. in fact, i think im good at neither now.
gotta take things one step at a time i guess. just keep going. here already.
ahhh, yes, my dad FINALLY decided to get a new com. woO! new and improved, significance increase in efficiency. hahaha! :) but lappy is still dead la..can't do anything with my shuffle =(
going to fail my econs really badly. really screwed up. first time do econs until fell asleep. dammit.
ahhh, some really wierd things happened during exams that really cracked me up. mrs K--- was extremely nice to me by helping me adjust the aircon which was directly above me, and even SMILED and asked me whether it was all ok now. actually, she just shifted the aircon from blowing my legs to my entire body. but since i was trying to concentrate and she was SMILING down at me, just muttered "yes" and went back to my paper. hahahaha. turns out poor winnie was suffering under the air-con AFTER the adjustment too.
ahh, today's geog paper was hilarious. some maths teacher decided to yell into the mike to tell ANOTHER teacher to "check his own class only". omg. i seriously couldn't help but burst out laughing. it was fucking funny. where got teacher like that one??? ok la, nevermind. hahahaha. but it just tickled me. very bad distraction from the preparation of the paper. hahahha.
did i mention i fell down on the day of my physics paper 1 and 2 and my econs paper 1 and 2? it's really irritatingly and idiotically funny. *grimaces* see, the problem with me is that i find everything so funny i can't stop laughing at my idiot-cy. i can NEVER restrain myself from bursting out in laughter when i see other people fall down in front of me. mean? yup, i will not deny that, but i certainly think it's a great thing to be able to laugh at yourself when you do something stupid, like for down for example.
one may ask how did i fall down.
hmmmmm. a really embarassing situation i must say.
you see, jee cheng was asking me how do you convert temperature in degrees celsius to kelvins. so i was thinking and i got really confused of whether it is plus or minus the value. so i checked my notes, while walking down the stairs from the cafe to the track. when i found the correct formula, i turned to show jee cheng. the next thing i knew, i was on the ground. sprawled in an awfully embarrassing fashion. my knees hit the ground. wah, my right knee is the worst. kenna abrasion. hurt like hell. so i was grinning and grimacing at the same time.
the worst thing? THERE WERE SUPER ALOT PEOPLE AROUND ME. we were going for morning assembly's for god sakes. *sighhhhhhh* that was perhaps the most unglam thing i've done this year. very not proud of myself. but anyway, the moment i found myself on the floor, (i was in a state of shock, trust me) i heard alot people behind me going, "ehhhh you ok not???" and many people infront of me turned to look at me in shock. yea yea.
the worst thing? i fell in front of the hockey table. and we all know that the hockey table is full of activity. and the hockey people were heading to the track for assembly too. hahahaha. dammit. paula saw me fell for the second time..
super super unglam.
yuan shen couldnt stop teasing me about the fall for the entire day. and he went around tell people about it. tell nevermind. had to re-enact somemore. just so yuan shen.
pamela started the "act cute" taunting war. stupid idiot. hahahaha, nevermind, i still think she more act cute. =D she hates being called act-cute, and so do i. hahaha, so we irritate each other by calling each other act cute when we do anything individually and the other one is near.
dotdotdot. her logic all wrong ok!!! WHERE GOT PEOPLE PURPOSELY FALL DOWN TO ACT CUTE. bianggggg. she good. she win, this time. she die, next time.
hahahaha.
hmmm, went out today after the paper to meet jieru who wanted to pass me something. turns out to be a bunch of lavender and a card! *clutches at my chest* darn, im REALLY REALLY touched man. i totally did not expect it..*sigh* i wished i had prepared something for you too..=( thanks girl!!! THE BEST PRESTO SISTA!!!! :D love ya to bitssss. still looking forward to a day when i get to stayover! :P
went to orchard with yun ma to meet the other guys. got berd, zh, zy, vek and eileen. oh yea, white ass came later. somehow i did not find the outing very enjoyable. *shrugs* i don't know why, till now, i can still never relate to some people..though i try very hard--not to say insensitve things, not to do insensitive things, but somehow, some people just don't give a damn. THEY give insensitive comments instead. *shrugs* perhaps life is all about taking things easy, dun give so much a damn about anything. i wished i cld take that approach, but i think the feelings of my close friends mean alot to me. not just cos' i want to PLEASE others whom i doubt i care much about. besides, they probably don't care much about me too. such attempts of kind actions are probably one-sided and never requited.
i know i know. they say give but do not expect anything in return. but i simply cannot tolerate ultimate insensitiveness. the worst thing is that one finds it totally hilarious to make fun of one based on the limited knowledge he/she has on the other person. and you know what's worse? others simply laugh along. maybe they are just afraid to stand up for ther friends.
i detest such people. and i detest such behaviour. go get some backbone. im sick of being not-me just to please you. im sick of holding myself down just to make you happy or not hate me or make fun of me. im just utterly sick of being so not me.
please DO NOT fucking anyhow infer from what i typed and think im talking about you. cos' i fucking don't want anyone to accuse me of being insensitive. i just feel this immense dislike now. this huge attitude i have. undesirable perhaps, but im just fucking irritated of how things are sometimes. ignorance is bliss. yet i cannot turn a blind eye to things that happen around me. not when they involve the people i love.
anyhow, i returned to school to prepare to surprise the turkey for HER BIRTHDAY!!! :D went back with yun ma, convinced her to take train with me to harbour when she cld take the train to her station instead. :P WE SAW DEEPAN!!! hahahha, we were going down the escalators and he was like quite far away, camel-walking towards the train platform. actually i wasn't too sure.
"ehhh yun ma!! see, look like deepan leh!!"
"really not??"
"ya, let's go creep up on him and scare him!"
"don't want la, later wrong person how??!"
"aiyya, you see that guy so BL*CK, walk like ah beng, confirm is him la. never see anyhow so BL*CK as him before. CONFIRM!"
"......"
hahahha. shit. HEY IM NOT BEING RACIST OK! deepan is my BEST FRIEND!! :) but he is REALLY tanned la. must be all that soccer and hockey.
anyway i convinced yun ma to run with me to creep up on him. hid behind the signboard for pretty long deciding how to scare him. hahahah. in the end we pounced on him from behind. :P damn funny. he jumped.
"ehhh! you scared ah!"
*shakes head violently* "NONSENSE! where got!!"
hahahha. best friend's pet phrase is "nonsense", i found out. :P so we took to harbour together. 3 of us. then yun ma decided to itchy mouth tell him about our previous conversation. then unfortunately for her, depan thought that SHE was the one who made the "B" comment and immediately demoted her to "best enemy" again! ahahahahah. poor yun ma. hahahah, i just kept quiet, smirking. :P too bad deepan didn't believe that it was me. hahahah! cracked me up, the both of them.
so it turned out that deepan was VERY late to meeting hanis to get the cake. went around to find the PERFECT cake. alot alot of arguments. that stupid best friend decided that it was MY JOB to get the perfect cake. then keep scolding me for not choosing quickly. THEN, he made me go back to school alone with the cake while the two of them "rush around Singapore in 40 minutes to find a present". hanis thinks Singapore is very small, but travelling still needs time. deepan says "confirm enough time la! i confirm!" he thinks deepan thinks he is India. HAHAHAHAHA. i don't know why he got such irrelevant thoughts. a lit student indeed.
WORST. he don't know how to pronounce "mousse". LIT STUDENT LEH. he told me its "MOUSE" or "MOU-SEI".
-_-'''
really not ah? i also don't know how to pronounce leh.
anyway, it was a banana chocolate cake! i hop turkey loved it!
besides, SHE BETTER. hahahaha. ok la, im really sorry i smeared your hair with the cream. =( i wanted to aim for the face only, but you kept moving about ma. hahahaha.
BUT, you returned with revenge of the BIRTHDAY CAKE BASE. ULTIMATE!! hahaha, i was drinking water from the water cooler. then i heard monica yell run! when i looked up, the turkey was flying at me. WAH, REALLY FLY OK. wings flapping and all. AND the base of the cake in her bands. i knew i was doomed.
i tried to run. but suddenly like got alot people infront of me. then to avoid them i had to siam through them. which apparently slowed me down. cos' i felt the base hit my back. DOOMED. the turkey stood there laughing away. that moncia was laughing. horrible ingrate! hahahaha. but ok la, i deserved it! :D the birthday girl is the one with the say!
hope your blouse ain't too bad too! *regret*
:)
love ya girl! i hope u erm, liked our "surprise". hahaha, u're the best captain ever, the greatest friend to have around! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIFANG!!!
ah. monz kindly offered to help me wash my ruined blouse. it was terrible. like i rolled in mud, or a VERY HUGE PILE of SHIT. really disgussting. hahaha. even the muslim stall auntie sympathised with me. helped me clean up abit. thankful really. :) next time buy fruit cake if want to smash people. less damage. hahahaha!
my blouse became totally transparent after that. wet with water. terribly cold and uncomfortable. hahahah. lazed around for a while. then decided to head for dinner after endless, directionless discussions. ended up at harbour front because it was "the central for everyone maaaa". quoted from xl or goh i forgot.
*grins*
anyhow, the time from then was so awesome i literally had cramps at my jaws and stomach from laughing. can say i almost died from laughing. never laughed so hard and genuinely for SO LONG! damn, the feeling is great! :) going out with goh, xl and monz really made my day today. :)
the conversations we had was so full of shit that we ended up in shrieks of laughter after an average of ONE SENTENCE. god, i almost hyperventilated. lack of oxygen. xl stomach cramped. monz became psychotic. goh was ultra loud.
we were talking about the murder of late, the one involving the filipinno maids.
"wah that murder very disgusting lehhh. how she got so much energy to chop up people ah??!"
"aiya, people that are angry can do anything one!"
"hanor! you don't see people si si wen wen actually can be very sick one.."
*everyone turns to look at xl*
*uncontrollable laughter*
"ehh, that 3 women sitting there keep staring at us leh!"
"really ah? we know them meh?"
"don't think so.."
"wahh, stare wad stare, careful i chop you all up ah!"
(that was spoken in a very monica crazy tone, which cracked us up like hell. because we CAN imagine her chopping up people)
and besides, she was VERY loud.
we didn't want people to think that we are a bunch of maniac choppers going around chopping up people who stare at us.
but it was really funny cos' the three women were wearing similar stripped shirts and they kept looking over at us, which bothered them alot. i did not even notice la..hahaha.
"wahhh!! THE DRINK VERY EXPENSIVE LEH! LIKE THAT $1.60 LIAOOO! GO COLD STORAGE 90 CENTS ONLY!" (note: the caps shows how loudly auntie goh was talking)
three of us: -_-'''
"ehhh, i know i very short la! don't keep talking about this topic can?"(goh)
"are you taller than paula ah?"(asked by monz)
"ehhh, i look like right? but paula say she same height as me lehhh!"
"paula must be lying!"(monz)
"jill also around same height right? why she look taller ah? must be she very skinny."(monz and xl)
"HANAR HANAR, I VERY FAT LAAA!"
(please ntoe the caps again)
i am very sure at least half of yoshi knows that goh thinks she is very fat and prefers 90 cents cold storage drinks than $1.60 drinks from the outlet. hahahha. dammit she super funny.
got better ones.
"wah lau you so kiam peng go to toilet drink water from there la!"
"IF I WANT I ALSO GO HOME FROZE THE WATER FIRST RIGHT??!"
*hysterical at this point*
and she THINKS she is CORRECT.
retard monz had to add onto the poor english.
-in between laughters-
"is FROZEN la!!!"
*cmi already. i was bending from all the laughing. my jaw muscles like going to snap anytime*
yes. both of them thought they were RIGHT. it was so outrageous the 4 of us cldn't stop laughing like hell. thinking back now, i think the people present must have thought we were out of our minds. =X
more bad english from monica. we were talking about something about weisheng, her LAOGONG.
"blah blah blah....wah lau, i so gek until i want to STRUGGLE him!"
i tell you. at this point. the other 3 of us really cmi cos' we were laughing till we had i)stomach cramps ii)jaw muscles aching iii)tears in our eyes iv)hyperventilating from the lack of air.
you know what's so funny about the entire thing? the way they said it so confidently and agitatedly. and then they go:
"huh? not correct mehhh?"
which totally adds onto the present fits of convulsions due to the unlimited idiot-cy.
ahhh, alot more crappy stuff contributed by all 4 of us. but it was just a normal conversation! hahahaha.
involved alot of jason teasing and goh's previous nosebleed incident. wah, really laughed my heart out. enjoyed myself thoroughly. those girls don't know how much they made my day! :)
you know when i know i'm stressed?
when:
1) pimples the size of mount everest pop up at the right side of my face ONLY.
white ass:"ehhh, why your pimples all on the right side of your face only???!" -proceeds to laugh at his own comment-
me: -_-'''
2) when eye rings appear under your eyes due to lack of sleep. the eye rings appear to look like mascara that ran off when touched by water.
3) you basically do not give a damn of how you look.
sis:"wah lau you whole there sit there to study, pigu confirm become bigger! no wonder you so fat!"
me: =(
4) when your close friend tells you you are PLUMP. and you usually don't care. but it depresses you this time.
5) when you look at yourself in the mirror and realise how ghastly pale you look without activities in the sun. like a vampire indeed.
6) when you become crazy and decide not to cut hair cos it would "cut away all you've studied".
i want to post pictures!!! but my lappy is as good as dead. switch on already hang. the ultimate. and the worst thing is i have everything inside..photos from sec sch onwards and hundreds of songs. =( if all gone, i also will die.
really will totally make me depressed. must save my com!!!
darn, anyway, i think the best presto sista ever will be reading this entry. so hiiiii!!! hahaha :D
i loved the lavenders mannnnn. muacks muacks. let's continue fa hua chi-ing! :D sHhhhh.
i found out yun ma watches the nurse show also. hahahah.
im so addicted. i look forward to weekends cos' got the show.
later got family dinner. don'y know where parents takin us to. hahaha. i wanna watch be with me that movie!!! abbas asked me watch with him!!! i wannnnn. but no time. =(
ys just msged me online to check on my shirt. and somehow we got to this topic of the fall. this is how terrible he is. of ALL people, he witnessed it??!!
Shen* says:
hahaha
Shen* says:
yewah
Shen* says:
i suddenly see u drop in front of me la
Shen* says:
haha.. i was like..
Shen* says:
"where did she disappear to?"
Shen* says:
haha
Shen* says:
so funny man
Shen* says:
hahahahahaha.. canot help it la.. really super funny la
(*nick changed to protect privacy of the mentioned.)
terrible isnt it?
wah, blog till very tired. my injury from the fall very painful. got pus liao. hahahaha. bathing become very torturous.
i so want a camera. T5 or T7 would be niceeeeee :) *hint hint*
wo yao jia ge you qian ren!!!!
this world is full of moments i wish to capture, yet have no ability, or the depth to do so.
i realised how good looking you are again. when i catch a glimpse of you as i walk past the hall doors after exams, my heart skips a beat. utterly wrong and sinful. i should not indulge in it.
never.
must put an end to all this craziness.
for everyone who religiously read every line of this entry till this ending, CONGRATULATIONS!!! you have effectively managed to complete reading a bunch of time-wasting words! :) hope you enjoyed it anyway.
very tired. i need my 12 hour sleep again.
ahhh, let's see..where did i stop off my previous entry..well, to start off with, the prelims are over!!! GONE!!! FINISHED!!! =D literally..and well, perhaps REALLY goners already..*sigh* heck la..gonna work harder...
oh ya! i was really touched when eileen msged me to wish me good luck for my physical geog paper! haha..*smiles*
anyway i only studied one topic each for both physical and human geog. can die already. hahahaha. at least i managed to crap my way through pretty much. =( nevermind la, i going to study geog liao..means alot to me...though i used to keep failing geog in secondary school, but miraculously i scored A2 for my Os geog paper despite not doing 2 Qs in the paper. two full Qs. hahahahaha. damn, im a lucky girl then..my ss hist also scored A2!!!! wahhhh. i always maintained a C6 highest lehhh..hahahah..i was SUPER determined to go to arts fac. look where i am now. sighhhh, but you know what, since im technically a seudo-science/arts person, i SHOULD do well for both science and arts subject. *sigh* i hate to say that it's not so. in fact, i think im good at neither now.
gotta take things one step at a time i guess. just keep going. here already.
ahhh, yes, my dad FINALLY decided to get a new com. woO! new and improved, significance increase in efficiency. hahaha! :) but lappy is still dead la..can't do anything with my shuffle =(
going to fail my econs really badly. really screwed up. first time do econs until fell asleep. dammit.
ahhh, some really wierd things happened during exams that really cracked me up. mrs K--- was extremely nice to me by helping me adjust the aircon which was directly above me, and even SMILED and asked me whether it was all ok now. actually, she just shifted the aircon from blowing my legs to my entire body. but since i was trying to concentrate and she was SMILING down at me, just muttered "yes" and went back to my paper. hahahaha. turns out poor winnie was suffering under the air-con AFTER the adjustment too.
ahh, today's geog paper was hilarious. some maths teacher decided to yell into the mike to tell ANOTHER teacher to "check his own class only". omg. i seriously couldn't help but burst out laughing. it was fucking funny. where got teacher like that one??? ok la, nevermind. hahahaha. but it just tickled me. very bad distraction from the preparation of the paper. hahahha.
did i mention i fell down on the day of my physics paper 1 and 2 and my econs paper 1 and 2? it's really irritatingly and idiotically funny. *grimaces* see, the problem with me is that i find everything so funny i can't stop laughing at my idiot-cy. i can NEVER restrain myself from bursting out in laughter when i see other people fall down in front of me. mean? yup, i will not deny that, but i certainly think it's a great thing to be able to laugh at yourself when you do something stupid, like for down for example.
one may ask how did i fall down.
hmmmmm. a really embarassing situation i must say.
you see, jee cheng was asking me how do you convert temperature in degrees celsius to kelvins. so i was thinking and i got really confused of whether it is plus or minus the value. so i checked my notes, while walking down the stairs from the cafe to the track. when i found the correct formula, i turned to show jee cheng. the next thing i knew, i was on the ground. sprawled in an awfully embarrassing fashion. my knees hit the ground. wah, my right knee is the worst. kenna abrasion. hurt like hell. so i was grinning and grimacing at the same time.
the worst thing? THERE WERE SUPER ALOT PEOPLE AROUND ME. we were going for morning assembly's for god sakes. *sighhhhhhh* that was perhaps the most unglam thing i've done this year. very not proud of myself. but anyway, the moment i found myself on the floor, (i was in a state of shock, trust me) i heard alot people behind me going, "ehhhh you ok not???" and many people infront of me turned to look at me in shock. yea yea.
the worst thing? i fell in front of the hockey table. and we all know that the hockey table is full of activity. and the hockey people were heading to the track for assembly too. hahahaha. dammit. paula saw me fell for the second time..
super super unglam.
yuan shen couldnt stop teasing me about the fall for the entire day. and he went around tell people about it. tell nevermind. had to re-enact somemore. just so yuan shen.
pamela started the "act cute" taunting war. stupid idiot. hahahaha, nevermind, i still think she more act cute. =D she hates being called act-cute, and so do i. hahaha, so we irritate each other by calling each other act cute when we do anything individually and the other one is near.
dotdotdot. her logic all wrong ok!!! WHERE GOT PEOPLE PURPOSELY FALL DOWN TO ACT CUTE. bianggggg. she good. she win, this time. she die, next time.
hahahaha.
hmmm, went out today after the paper to meet jieru who wanted to pass me something. turns out to be a bunch of lavender and a card! *clutches at my chest* darn, im REALLY REALLY touched man. i totally did not expect it..*sigh* i wished i had prepared something for you too..=( thanks girl!!! THE BEST PRESTO SISTA!!!! :D love ya to bitssss. still looking forward to a day when i get to stayover! :P
went to orchard with yun ma to meet the other guys. got berd, zh, zy, vek and eileen. oh yea, white ass came later. somehow i did not find the outing very enjoyable. *shrugs* i don't know why, till now, i can still never relate to some people..though i try very hard--not to say insensitve things, not to do insensitive things, but somehow, some people just don't give a damn. THEY give insensitive comments instead. *shrugs* perhaps life is all about taking things easy, dun give so much a damn about anything. i wished i cld take that approach, but i think the feelings of my close friends mean alot to me. not just cos' i want to PLEASE others whom i doubt i care much about. besides, they probably don't care much about me too. such attempts of kind actions are probably one-sided and never requited.
i know i know. they say give but do not expect anything in return. but i simply cannot tolerate ultimate insensitiveness. the worst thing is that one finds it totally hilarious to make fun of one based on the limited knowledge he/she has on the other person. and you know what's worse? others simply laugh along. maybe they are just afraid to stand up for ther friends.
i detest such people. and i detest such behaviour. go get some backbone. im sick of being not-me just to please you. im sick of holding myself down just to make you happy or not hate me or make fun of me. im just utterly sick of being so not me.
please DO NOT fucking anyhow infer from what i typed and think im talking about you. cos' i fucking don't want anyone to accuse me of being insensitive. i just feel this immense dislike now. this huge attitude i have. undesirable perhaps, but im just fucking irritated of how things are sometimes. ignorance is bliss. yet i cannot turn a blind eye to things that happen around me. not when they involve the people i love.
anyhow, i returned to school to prepare to surprise the turkey for HER BIRTHDAY!!! :D went back with yun ma, convinced her to take train with me to harbour when she cld take the train to her station instead. :P WE SAW DEEPAN!!! hahahha, we were going down the escalators and he was like quite far away, camel-walking towards the train platform. actually i wasn't too sure.
"ehhh yun ma!! see, look like deepan leh!!"
"really not??"
"ya, let's go creep up on him and scare him!"
"don't want la, later wrong person how??!"
"aiyya, you see that guy so BL*CK, walk like ah beng, confirm is him la. never see anyhow so BL*CK as him before. CONFIRM!"
"......"
hahahha. shit. HEY IM NOT BEING RACIST OK! deepan is my BEST FRIEND!! :) but he is REALLY tanned la. must be all that soccer and hockey.
anyway i convinced yun ma to run with me to creep up on him. hid behind the signboard for pretty long deciding how to scare him. hahahah. in the end we pounced on him from behind. :P damn funny. he jumped.
"ehhh! you scared ah!"
*shakes head violently* "NONSENSE! where got!!"
hahahha. best friend's pet phrase is "nonsense", i found out. :P so we took to harbour together. 3 of us. then yun ma decided to itchy mouth tell him about our previous conversation. then unfortunately for her, depan thought that SHE was the one who made the "B" comment and immediately demoted her to "best enemy" again! ahahahahah. poor yun ma. hahahah, i just kept quiet, smirking. :P too bad deepan didn't believe that it was me. hahahah! cracked me up, the both of them.
so it turned out that deepan was VERY late to meeting hanis to get the cake. went around to find the PERFECT cake. alot alot of arguments. that stupid best friend decided that it was MY JOB to get the perfect cake. then keep scolding me for not choosing quickly. THEN, he made me go back to school alone with the cake while the two of them "rush around Singapore in 40 minutes to find a present". hanis thinks Singapore is very small, but travelling still needs time. deepan says "confirm enough time la! i confirm!" he thinks deepan thinks he is India. HAHAHAHAHA. i don't know why he got such irrelevant thoughts. a lit student indeed.
WORST. he don't know how to pronounce "mousse". LIT STUDENT LEH. he told me its "MOUSE" or "MOU-SEI".
-_-'''
really not ah? i also don't know how to pronounce leh.
anyway, it was a banana chocolate cake! i hop turkey loved it!
besides, SHE BETTER. hahahaha. ok la, im really sorry i smeared your hair with the cream. =( i wanted to aim for the face only, but you kept moving about ma. hahahaha.
BUT, you returned with revenge of the BIRTHDAY CAKE BASE. ULTIMATE!! hahaha, i was drinking water from the water cooler. then i heard monica yell run! when i looked up, the turkey was flying at me. WAH, REALLY FLY OK. wings flapping and all. AND the base of the cake in her bands. i knew i was doomed.
i tried to run. but suddenly like got alot people infront of me. then to avoid them i had to siam through them. which apparently slowed me down. cos' i felt the base hit my back. DOOMED. the turkey stood there laughing away. that moncia was laughing. horrible ingrate! hahahaha. but ok la, i deserved it! :D the birthday girl is the one with the say!
hope your blouse ain't too bad too! *regret*
:)
love ya girl! i hope u erm, liked our "surprise". hahaha, u're the best captain ever, the greatest friend to have around! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIFANG!!!
ah. monz kindly offered to help me wash my ruined blouse. it was terrible. like i rolled in mud, or a VERY HUGE PILE of SHIT. really disgussting. hahaha. even the muslim stall auntie sympathised with me. helped me clean up abit. thankful really. :) next time buy fruit cake if want to smash people. less damage. hahahaha!
my blouse became totally transparent after that. wet with water. terribly cold and uncomfortable. hahahah. lazed around for a while. then decided to head for dinner after endless, directionless discussions. ended up at harbour front because it was "the central for everyone maaaa". quoted from xl or goh i forgot.
*grins*
anyhow, the time from then was so awesome i literally had cramps at my jaws and stomach from laughing. can say i almost died from laughing. never laughed so hard and genuinely for SO LONG! damn, the feeling is great! :) going out with goh, xl and monz really made my day today. :)
the conversations we had was so full of shit that we ended up in shrieks of laughter after an average of ONE SENTENCE. god, i almost hyperventilated. lack of oxygen. xl stomach cramped. monz became psychotic. goh was ultra loud.
we were talking about the murder of late, the one involving the filipinno maids.
"wah that murder very disgusting lehhh. how she got so much energy to chop up people ah??!"
"aiya, people that are angry can do anything one!"
"hanor! you don't see people si si wen wen actually can be very sick one.."
*everyone turns to look at xl*
*uncontrollable laughter*
"ehh, that 3 women sitting there keep staring at us leh!"
"really ah? we know them meh?"
"don't think so.."
"wahh, stare wad stare, careful i chop you all up ah!"
(that was spoken in a very monica crazy tone, which cracked us up like hell. because we CAN imagine her chopping up people)
and besides, she was VERY loud.
we didn't want people to think that we are a bunch of maniac choppers going around chopping up people who stare at us.
but it was really funny cos' the three women were wearing similar stripped shirts and they kept looking over at us, which bothered them alot. i did not even notice la..hahaha.
"wahhh!! THE DRINK VERY EXPENSIVE LEH! LIKE THAT $1.60 LIAOOO! GO COLD STORAGE 90 CENTS ONLY!" (note: the caps shows how loudly auntie goh was talking)
three of us: -_-'''
"ehhh, i know i very short la! don't keep talking about this topic can?"(goh)
"are you taller than paula ah?"(asked by monz)
"ehhh, i look like right? but paula say she same height as me lehhh!"
"paula must be lying!"(monz)
"jill also around same height right? why she look taller ah? must be she very skinny."(monz and xl)
"HANAR HANAR, I VERY FAT LAAA!"
(please ntoe the caps again)
i am very sure at least half of yoshi knows that goh thinks she is very fat and prefers 90 cents cold storage drinks than $1.60 drinks from the outlet. hahahha. dammit she super funny.
got better ones.
"wah lau you so kiam peng go to toilet drink water from there la!"
"IF I WANT I ALSO GO HOME FROZE THE WATER FIRST RIGHT??!"
*hysterical at this point*
and she THINKS she is CORRECT.
retard monz had to add onto the poor english.
-in between laughters-
"is FROZEN la!!!"
*cmi already. i was bending from all the laughing. my jaw muscles like going to snap anytime*
yes. both of them thought they were RIGHT. it was so outrageous the 4 of us cldn't stop laughing like hell. thinking back now, i think the people present must have thought we were out of our minds. =X
more bad english from monica. we were talking about something about weisheng, her LAOGONG.
"blah blah blah....wah lau, i so gek until i want to STRUGGLE him!"
i tell you. at this point. the other 3 of us really cmi cos' we were laughing till we had i)stomach cramps ii)jaw muscles aching iii)tears in our eyes iv)hyperventilating from the lack of air.
you know what's so funny about the entire thing? the way they said it so confidently and agitatedly. and then they go:
"huh? not correct mehhh?"
which totally adds onto the present fits of convulsions due to the unlimited idiot-cy.
ahhh, alot more crappy stuff contributed by all 4 of us. but it was just a normal conversation! hahahaha.
involved alot of jason teasing and goh's previous nosebleed incident. wah, really laughed my heart out. enjoyed myself thoroughly. those girls don't know how much they made my day! :)
you know when i know i'm stressed?
when:
1) pimples the size of mount everest pop up at the right side of my face ONLY.
white ass:"ehhh, why your pimples all on the right side of your face only???!" -proceeds to laugh at his own comment-
me: -_-'''
2) when eye rings appear under your eyes due to lack of sleep. the eye rings appear to look like mascara that ran off when touched by water.
3) you basically do not give a damn of how you look.
sis:"wah lau you whole there sit there to study, pigu confirm become bigger! no wonder you so fat!"
me: =(
4) when your close friend tells you you are PLUMP. and you usually don't care. but it depresses you this time.
5) when you look at yourself in the mirror and realise how ghastly pale you look without activities in the sun. like a vampire indeed.
6) when you become crazy and decide not to cut hair cos it would "cut away all you've studied".
i want to post pictures!!! but my lappy is as good as dead. switch on already hang. the ultimate. and the worst thing is i have everything inside..photos from sec sch onwards and hundreds of songs. =( if all gone, i also will die.
really will totally make me depressed. must save my com!!!
darn, anyway, i think the best presto sista ever will be reading this entry. so hiiiii!!! hahaha :D
i loved the lavenders mannnnn. muacks muacks. let's continue fa hua chi-ing! :D sHhhhh.
i found out yun ma watches the nurse show also. hahahah.
im so addicted. i look forward to weekends cos' got the show.
later got family dinner. don'y know where parents takin us to. hahaha. i wanna watch be with me that movie!!! abbas asked me watch with him!!! i wannnnn. but no time. =(
ys just msged me online to check on my shirt. and somehow we got to this topic of the fall. this is how terrible he is. of ALL people, he witnessed it??!!
Shen* says:
hahaha
Shen* says:
yewah
Shen* says:
i suddenly see u drop in front of me la
Shen* says:
haha.. i was like..
Shen* says:
"where did she disappear to?"
Shen* says:
haha
Shen* says:
so funny man
Shen* says:
hahahahahaha.. canot help it la.. really super funny la
(*nick changed to protect privacy of the mentioned.)
terrible isnt it?
wah, blog till very tired. my injury from the fall very painful. got pus liao. hahahaha. bathing become very torturous.
i so want a camera. T5 or T7 would be niceeeeee :) *hint hint*
wo yao jia ge you qian ren!!!!
this world is full of moments i wish to capture, yet have no ability, or the depth to do so.
i realised how good looking you are again. when i catch a glimpse of you as i walk past the hall doors after exams, my heart skips a beat. utterly wrong and sinful. i should not indulge in it.
never.
must put an end to all this craziness.
for everyone who religiously read every line of this entry till this ending, CONGRATULATIONS!!! you have effectively managed to complete reading a bunch of time-wasting words! :) hope you enjoyed it anyway.
very tired. i need my 12 hour sleep again.
Monday, September 12, 2005
gone.
yup, i think i've been gone for quite some time.
eloped with mayday!!! hahahaha, in my dreams perhaps.
no la, computer crashed as usual then super sian to wait for it to restart for 10 mins or so, so decided not to waste my time to do so. sighhhh. and i don't have much to type anyway.
what's so interesting about studying alone at home? ahahaha.
sigh, ok maybe the highlight of the weekend was watching the nurse show!!! omg, i declare im absolutely(and ridiculously..wonder zihao know how to spell already not..) in love with that show. i AM pretty brainless, but i think it is a rather meaningful show..speaks alot about friendships and compassion amongst other things la..but anyway, the latest episode was that this girl(cailing) who likes her really close guy friend(deji)..hahahaha, speaking of which, i found the name RONGDEJI pretty hilarious.
hahahahah.
got chicken?
okok, i digressed as usual. anyway, i am simply dying to see how the plot unveils itself..don't know whether anything will come out of it or not..cos' i really don't believe in friends becoming something more..hahaha..maybe it's just me..doesn't really matter anyway, i have a bunch of really nice guy friends..hahahah..(:
cannot imagine..ok..i rather not..
=P
ARGH! this stupid advertisement about spyware keeps popping up every few seconds..im like racing against time to type this..stupid. REALLY REALLY stupid.
nvm. im here to charge my shuffle anyway. :)
song therapyyyyyyy!!
aiya, econs today was relatively survivable. though i doubt if i can get respectably good marks. heck la. over already. nothing much i can do. at least this time i never write wrong question number. HAHAHAHA. i checked 3 times ok! traumatising experience.
lost from the virtual world. sometimes i doubt if any noticed. hahaha. but then again, im probably thinking too highly of myself. :D who cares anyway.
lalaaaa. yesterday went harbour to study with ah gong wei qiang. wahhh, it ell you, i never had such a huge GENERATON GAP with anyone before. not even with my popo. this wei qiang, is the ultimate OLDEST MAN i ever know. his songs worse than yun ma ones..wahhhh, must go don't know what cash converters to hunt for it somemore..oh mans..
hahahaha, but nevermind la, he is quite funny to be with. let me laugh non-stop at his stupid antics. hahahahaha. the fall down in bathroom then get up like old man story. but quite poor thing la, laughing at him..hahahah. but it was really funny. cos he IS old. at least he behaves very eccentric-ally.
hahahaha. ok, enough of suan-ing. ahhhh, i miss everyone so much. yet i don't know how to put it down in words.
oh, i have geog exam tml. and surprisingly i did not even touch it. SHIT. really dead. i never never never touch geog before ok. really dead. hahahahah. sigh. thank god it's not As. counting my blessings! it's gonna be a hell of a rough ride..but gonna do it man!!! so many people owe me treats!!! erm..providing i do up to that expectations la. shit.
but its really touching that so many people supporting me. sighhh. really pressurised though. i think parents really give silent pressure. its freaking tiring to withstand all this shit. and my sister like holiday like that so relaxing. maybe she studied finished. or maybe he subjects combi easy. im half dead at the end of the day and she can appear relaxed and refreshed. dunno got study not.
think got la. she's smart. just lazy and preferential studying.
hahahahaha. damn, i pray both of us go to our dream uni-s or any institution la..wanna pursue our dreams!!! :D
very different dreams. but i still love her. sigh.
pressure. either it makes me or breaks me. i gonna forgo the latter!!!!
yayyys.
i feeling very mixed now. sigh. nevermind. i think i am someone hard to understand at times. pretty frustrating to people around me. really sorry..
but i guess my highs are too high, and lows too lows..
gonna start bingeing. im inflating again.
i miss you.
eloped with mayday!!! hahahaha, in my dreams perhaps.
no la, computer crashed as usual then super sian to wait for it to restart for 10 mins or so, so decided not to waste my time to do so. sighhhh. and i don't have much to type anyway.
what's so interesting about studying alone at home? ahahaha.
sigh, ok maybe the highlight of the weekend was watching the nurse show!!! omg, i declare im absolutely(and ridiculously..wonder zihao know how to spell already not..) in love with that show. i AM pretty brainless, but i think it is a rather meaningful show..speaks alot about friendships and compassion amongst other things la..but anyway, the latest episode was that this girl(cailing) who likes her really close guy friend(deji)..hahahaha, speaking of which, i found the name RONGDEJI pretty hilarious.
hahahahah.
got chicken?
okok, i digressed as usual. anyway, i am simply dying to see how the plot unveils itself..don't know whether anything will come out of it or not..cos' i really don't believe in friends becoming something more..hahaha..maybe it's just me..doesn't really matter anyway, i have a bunch of really nice guy friends..hahahah..(:
cannot imagine..ok..i rather not..
=P
ARGH! this stupid advertisement about spyware keeps popping up every few seconds..im like racing against time to type this..stupid. REALLY REALLY stupid.
nvm. im here to charge my shuffle anyway. :)
song therapyyyyyyy!!
aiya, econs today was relatively survivable. though i doubt if i can get respectably good marks. heck la. over already. nothing much i can do. at least this time i never write wrong question number. HAHAHAHA. i checked 3 times ok! traumatising experience.
lost from the virtual world. sometimes i doubt if any noticed. hahaha. but then again, im probably thinking too highly of myself. :D who cares anyway.
lalaaaa. yesterday went harbour to study with ah gong wei qiang. wahhh, it ell you, i never had such a huge GENERATON GAP with anyone before. not even with my popo. this wei qiang, is the ultimate OLDEST MAN i ever know. his songs worse than yun ma ones..wahhhh, must go don't know what cash converters to hunt for it somemore..oh mans..
hahahaha, but nevermind la, he is quite funny to be with. let me laugh non-stop at his stupid antics. hahahahaha. the fall down in bathroom then get up like old man story. but quite poor thing la, laughing at him..hahahah. but it was really funny. cos he IS old. at least he behaves very eccentric-ally.
hahahaha. ok, enough of suan-ing. ahhhh, i miss everyone so much. yet i don't know how to put it down in words.
oh, i have geog exam tml. and surprisingly i did not even touch it. SHIT. really dead. i never never never touch geog before ok. really dead. hahahahah. sigh. thank god it's not As. counting my blessings! it's gonna be a hell of a rough ride..but gonna do it man!!! so many people owe me treats!!! erm..providing i do up to that expectations la. shit.
but its really touching that so many people supporting me. sighhh. really pressurised though. i think parents really give silent pressure. its freaking tiring to withstand all this shit. and my sister like holiday like that so relaxing. maybe she studied finished. or maybe he subjects combi easy. im half dead at the end of the day and she can appear relaxed and refreshed. dunno got study not.
think got la. she's smart. just lazy and preferential studying.
hahahahaha. damn, i pray both of us go to our dream uni-s or any institution la..wanna pursue our dreams!!! :D
very different dreams. but i still love her. sigh.
pressure. either it makes me or breaks me. i gonna forgo the latter!!!!
yayyys.
i feeling very mixed now. sigh. nevermind. i think i am someone hard to understand at times. pretty frustrating to people around me. really sorry..
but i guess my highs are too high, and lows too lows..
gonna start bingeing. im inflating again.
i miss you.
Thursday, September 08, 2005
mayday!
note the exclaimation mark!!!! hahahahaha.
im becoming crazy. pardon the lack of logic.
ahhh, before you guys jump into conclusions, no, im NOT a cheena pork. just cos' i love mayday does not mean i am a cheena pork. i'm not a banana either.
this prompts me to wonder why all the awful names are EDIBLE food. does it mean that a idiotic things are perishables???
hahaha. ate porridge. with some chilli meat. don't know what you call that in english. but i really experienced DIMINISHING MARGINAL UTILITY. my additional satisfaction derived from an additonal piece of that meat i eat dropped. i burped and declared defeat. hahaha. my favourite meat in can food, but aiya, don't we all know The Law of Diminishing Marginal Utility applies? :) i love economists! makes sense of senseless stuff.
but then again, it may not apply to zihao.
quoting:
bishi: when eat until very full then never enjoy the food already must stop. if not not enjoyable already..
zihao: aiyo, seems like i always eat until very full still continue eat. no wonder never enjoy food before..
totally irrelevant. but that conversation just popped into my head.
hahahah. my dad was washing the dishes. he rolled up his sleeves. looked like want to fight like that. however, one must always consider this physique and size first. i think the rival will bounce of his stomach even before anyother part of his body touches my dad.
:) did i mention i love my daddy? :)
i'm such a daddy's girl.
ahh, i've digressed!!!
someone get me a MAYDAY ALBUM!!!! the new one contains so manyyyyyyy niceeeee songssss. it's pretty much orgasmic listening to them.
i DON'T like boybands. much less CHINESE boybands. (note: i think the word boyband has reinvented and redefined itself in these years. many bands are definitely worth listening to!!)
okok, maybe just download their songs and send to me so i can indulge listening to my shuffle, rather than praying and hoping i'll hear them on the radio. hahahaha.
okok, enough crap. yesterday began my study marathon. i've never realised how much i have left.
the unfinished finished.
so much unfinished, really condemns me to being finished.
damn. i'm so sad.
coffee makes me sick already.
im becoming crazy. pardon the lack of logic.
ahhh, before you guys jump into conclusions, no, im NOT a cheena pork. just cos' i love mayday does not mean i am a cheena pork. i'm not a banana either.
this prompts me to wonder why all the awful names are EDIBLE food. does it mean that a idiotic things are perishables???
hahaha. ate porridge. with some chilli meat. don't know what you call that in english. but i really experienced DIMINISHING MARGINAL UTILITY. my additional satisfaction derived from an additonal piece of that meat i eat dropped. i burped and declared defeat. hahaha. my favourite meat in can food, but aiya, don't we all know The Law of Diminishing Marginal Utility applies? :) i love economists! makes sense of senseless stuff.
but then again, it may not apply to zihao.
quoting:
bishi: when eat until very full then never enjoy the food already must stop. if not not enjoyable already..
zihao: aiyo, seems like i always eat until very full still continue eat. no wonder never enjoy food before..
totally irrelevant. but that conversation just popped into my head.
hahahah. my dad was washing the dishes. he rolled up his sleeves. looked like want to fight like that. however, one must always consider this physique and size first. i think the rival will bounce of his stomach even before anyother part of his body touches my dad.
:) did i mention i love my daddy? :)
i'm such a daddy's girl.
ahh, i've digressed!!!
someone get me a MAYDAY ALBUM!!!! the new one contains so manyyyyyyy niceeeee songssss. it's pretty much orgasmic listening to them.
i DON'T like boybands. much less CHINESE boybands. (note: i think the word boyband has reinvented and redefined itself in these years. many bands are definitely worth listening to!!)
okok, maybe just download their songs and send to me so i can indulge listening to my shuffle, rather than praying and hoping i'll hear them on the radio. hahahaha.
okok, enough crap. yesterday began my study marathon. i've never realised how much i have left.
the unfinished finished.
so much unfinished, really condemns me to being finished.
damn. i'm so sad.
coffee makes me sick already.
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
awake.
im in love with the not early not late time of the day. it's the only time i actually enjoy total peace and quietness in this house.
i really enjoy it. i'm relishing these moments in fact.
the calmness and stillness of this time appeals so much to me.
alone.
melancholy often surges from within.
it's because this time of the day, i can stop and think for a while, what i've done/not yet done for the day. i feel anticipation. awaiting what will happen when i go to sleep and awake a few hours later.
i can think of the past. i enjoy being lonely now.
i gaze out at the empty roads outside my house. i smile at the ridiculously sweet dedications made on-air. i laugh at my favourite DJs' jokes. i feel nothing but silly happiness when i hear my favourite songs on the radio.
it's a simple joy, i tell you.
little can appreciate this love i have for this time.
it's hard to describe. you see, it's not early, neither is it late.
it seems to be as if i am suspended in between two phases of the day. the ending, and the beginning.
a wonderful feeling, aiya, i can never describe this emotion im feeling now. till i find the appropriate words..(:
can't online. com screwed up still. using parents com now. yup, typing reallllly softly. hahahah. everyone's asleep.
i think i've missed alot of interaction between my friends. somehow, i've realised much of my life and communication revolves around technology--MSN and SMS.
HAHAHAHAH. dammit. such a sad thing ok.
ahhhhh. a nice song. :)
my progress so far?
fucked up la. super slow.
if i can finish everything, i swear i'll go jump down from my house.
as in finish studying thoroughly instead of the skimpy run-throughs i've done.
sigh. i feel pathetic for myself.
weiqiang said his brain is pentium 1, need to upgrade ram and memory space.
i say mine is lao kok kok computer, cannot find in market already. too long never use then brain kinda malfunction.
did i mention i hate studying???!!
i'm like so envious of people i know who seems to be good at everything. they seems to be blessed in EVERY SINGLE aspect can??!
*pouts*
academics. check.
sports. check.
looks. check.
friends. check.
personality and character. check.
ok. im sure there is more. but im really sleepy now. *yawn*
gonna finally get started on my econs. ARGHHHS. my hope for A!!
*sigh* i such a huge loser.
but i must say first, i study for my father.
cos' he is really working freaking damn hard to earn money for the entire family.
and the fucking exams fees costs a bomb.
i don't wanna retake or whatever shit then he have to pay all tt shit money again.
besides his all-too-loud voice sometimes, he is a great dad! :)
ahhh, besides, i want to fulfil my dream of 3 years. :)
GO JIELIN!!!
hahahah.
everyone is chiong-ing like mad. its fucking scary.
people doing PRELIMS/ALEVELS/TYS papers, i here READING and UNDERSTANDING notes.
so loser right?
hahahaha.
but it's ok. long term goals.
long term goals.
ya right. not so long term already.
i better fucking get my ass moving.
sighhhhh. so vulgar. but im exasperated.
can you believe i almost burst out crying studying for the stupid idiotic physics???? don't get me wrong, i rather me studying physics than maths, but i was really demoralised and DEFLATED(but i'm still fat) by the fact that i can't get simple concepts right!
and you know what? i've engaged a free tutor!! hahahaha. weiqiang has kindly offered his services. poor him.
darn. econs and geog. UNTOUCHED.
so dead. so dead. shall study econs. higher hopes of passing.
heard from other classes the prelims for econs is going to be so murderous that those who used to do well may not do so well, and those who just pass may just JUST really pass or get a O.
oh well. im screwed.
why do i seem to be re-enacting my prelims for Olvl days?
i hope i don't have to see the principal for this case. turn-off.
enough of blabbering. i wonder why do people even BOTHER to read my blog.
hahahahah.
so full of shit.
by the way, to everyone who reads this dumb blog,
I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!
*BIG GROUP HUGGGGGG*
=D
i really enjoy it. i'm relishing these moments in fact.
the calmness and stillness of this time appeals so much to me.
alone.
melancholy often surges from within.
it's because this time of the day, i can stop and think for a while, what i've done/not yet done for the day. i feel anticipation. awaiting what will happen when i go to sleep and awake a few hours later.
i can think of the past. i enjoy being lonely now.
i gaze out at the empty roads outside my house. i smile at the ridiculously sweet dedications made on-air. i laugh at my favourite DJs' jokes. i feel nothing but silly happiness when i hear my favourite songs on the radio.
it's a simple joy, i tell you.
little can appreciate this love i have for this time.
it's hard to describe. you see, it's not early, neither is it late.
it seems to be as if i am suspended in between two phases of the day. the ending, and the beginning.
a wonderful feeling, aiya, i can never describe this emotion im feeling now. till i find the appropriate words..(:
can't online. com screwed up still. using parents com now. yup, typing reallllly softly. hahahah. everyone's asleep.
i think i've missed alot of interaction between my friends. somehow, i've realised much of my life and communication revolves around technology--MSN and SMS.
HAHAHAHAH. dammit. such a sad thing ok.
ahhhhh. a nice song. :)
my progress so far?
fucked up la. super slow.
if i can finish everything, i swear i'll go jump down from my house.
as in finish studying thoroughly instead of the skimpy run-throughs i've done.
sigh. i feel pathetic for myself.
weiqiang said his brain is pentium 1, need to upgrade ram and memory space.
i say mine is lao kok kok computer, cannot find in market already. too long never use then brain kinda malfunction.
did i mention i hate studying???!!
i'm like so envious of people i know who seems to be good at everything. they seems to be blessed in EVERY SINGLE aspect can??!
*pouts*
academics. check.
sports. check.
looks. check.
friends. check.
personality and character. check.
ok. im sure there is more. but im really sleepy now. *yawn*
gonna finally get started on my econs. ARGHHHS. my hope for A!!
*sigh* i such a huge loser.
but i must say first, i study for my father.
cos' he is really working freaking damn hard to earn money for the entire family.
and the fucking exams fees costs a bomb.
i don't wanna retake or whatever shit then he have to pay all tt shit money again.
besides his all-too-loud voice sometimes, he is a great dad! :)
ahhh, besides, i want to fulfil my dream of 3 years. :)
GO JIELIN!!!
hahahah.
everyone is chiong-ing like mad. its fucking scary.
people doing PRELIMS/ALEVELS/TYS papers, i here READING and UNDERSTANDING notes.
so loser right?
hahahaha.
but it's ok. long term goals.
long term goals.
ya right. not so long term already.
i better fucking get my ass moving.
sighhhhh. so vulgar. but im exasperated.
can you believe i almost burst out crying studying for the stupid idiotic physics???? don't get me wrong, i rather me studying physics than maths, but i was really demoralised and DEFLATED(but i'm still fat) by the fact that i can't get simple concepts right!
and you know what? i've engaged a free tutor!! hahahaha. weiqiang has kindly offered his services. poor him.
darn. econs and geog. UNTOUCHED.
so dead. so dead. shall study econs. higher hopes of passing.
heard from other classes the prelims for econs is going to be so murderous that those who used to do well may not do so well, and those who just pass may just JUST really pass or get a O.
oh well. im screwed.
why do i seem to be re-enacting my prelims for Olvl days?
i hope i don't have to see the principal for this case. turn-off.
enough of blabbering. i wonder why do people even BOTHER to read my blog.
hahahahah.
so full of shit.
by the way, to everyone who reads this dumb blog,
I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!
*BIG GROUP HUGGGGGG*
=D
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