the state of whatever-

due to the lack of pictures and updates, much apologies to those who still actually frequent my blog to read about my much-whined about lousy life. heh. life's been really maddening recently. tons more work for the next few weeks. i really feel half-dead. and having to entertain oneself or keep onself smiling at all times is taxing my endurance.

i guess i will pull through as usual. losses and gains.
i'm just tired of everything. i don't need you to be my venting machine.
if of cos', you are not happy being one.

i miss zh, gene and bishi. really.
miss all our crazy times. i'm sorry for my lack of attendance.
i hate it, but....i cannot control it.

all i need is someone real.
thank you yiyan (if you actually read my blog (: )!
thanks for all the hugs and comforting words, the encouragements, the smiles, the pats on the back, the squeezes on my shoulder, and the heart! HAHAHAH.
but reserve your first kiss ok. =D




pf sleeping, sandra avoiding, then acting cute, pf acting cute also. tskkk. during lectures. rosemary i think.




mz wants to be the spokeswoman for eclipse, so we attempted taking "advertisement pictures". lame shit. random pics during breaks and lectures.



she is actually a set meal in pizza hut. and i ate her. unbelievable. she tests my limits to the maximum.




they are camwhores too ok! -_-



whose legs???!!!



none other than mr beng himself.
quote unquote:"please lah, heels so easy to wear. knn complain what pain here pain there. i teach before catwalk to models one you know.......(continues and i drift off)"

HANAR sexy. a little too hairy though.




behind every ugly girl, there is a pretty one(abeit a little mad; don't know what she's doing???!!).




i think i love fatty's phone. dammitttt. it makes my skin look....good.




met up with monz darling at vivo for a short meal and chat..then took pics at the pretty night line outside.
LOL. she does not know that her "phone of the year" has self-timer functions. zzz. we spent damn long fiddling with the settings in order to take some decent pictures.
i still love her. missed.



testing my height while she adjusts.



now she's here!!


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quite a lot of stuff happened. too tired to narrate. uploading pics took half my life.

one side note, i really want to end it all.
beyond words.

byebye. i need sleep. my face is fuck.