4 digit.

=DDDDD

loves. cannot wait.
plansssss.
and i think i'm gonna work out a insurance plan.
she's nice anyway. gives me alot of tips on slimming leh.
she's gonna bring alot of stuff FOC for me to try. zzzz.
good life of the rich.

plan ahead for future sia.
that sum of money will do me good.
but i need consistent income lor.
=S

anyway, life's been crazy.
today went clementi wanted to sit down to slack and read up on the chapters which i'm lagging behind in.
then got to relief some p1 maths class. grrr.

and then T called at the most inappropriate time.
i was shuffling to and fro classes with attendances in one arm, materials in another arm, and talking to teachers while i put him on hold.

dodgeball. -_-

so i made him call back after my lesson.

and bettina is DAMN CUTE.
her eyes are huge with long lashes. -envy-
taught her maths.
and she loves drawing..noticed before i went into the room, she had a drawing book with her..and she was drawing this portrait picture.

so after completing two sets of work, i told her to draw a picture FOR me while i went down to photocopy more work.
when i came back up, which was only 2 minutes or so, SHE HAD A FREAKING DRAWING ALL DONE UP.
and the girl in the drawing was like.....CARTOON COMIC KIND. NO STICKMAN OK.
wtfff.
faints.

makes me wilt in shame.

anyway, so i asked her:

"the girl is so pretty! who is she? a princess?"
"no!! the girl is you!"
"HAR??? are you sure? this is a princess you know! don't look like me at all!"
"NO NO!! IT IS YOU. The princess is you!" -and she smiles at me-

DIED.

can you believe it?
i don't even look CLOSE to that.

still, children.

and she waved bye to me when her mum came to fetch her.
lol, i'm building credibility.
and i threatened to tickle all the p3s if they did not get up from the ground. monkeys!
pity L mans.

he IS cute, on a sidenote.
and he helped me kill a huge ka zua.
LOVESSS. and he was like "got any more?" HAHAHAHHA.
i could only reply meekly "no more".
pengs.

-slaps-
think too much.

anyway, i think my heart is lpp.
think too much.

and....i gave a huge portion to him.
haiz.
that piano.
blew me away.

T called after class.
and had a pretty nice chat.
LOL. sometimes i think he is too nice already mans.
the whole package.

unbelievable.

the image?
the confidence?
he has a point.
what do i use to validate myself?
sighs.

just that. beholders are none.

i don't think i have what most guys are looking for. just the minority.
and minorities are always overlooked.

parents are home.
no patent boots.
think i will really go search for it one day. ONE DAY.
pekcek.

got scarf!
wheewhee. PS.


now now, geminis and libras?

(:

think too much.