stupified.

so i thought i'll be hardworking and read chapter 6 of com202.
THEN NEHNEH TELLS ME IT'S NOT IN THE SYLLABUS.
sianz. i hate myself sometimes.

BOO.
LAGGING.

i'm failing this sem. VERY VERY HIGHLY POSSIBLE.
HA.

with screwed up profs.
and crazy schedules.
injustice.
fight as hard as i can right? nothing much i can do.

just plan something to look forward to everyday. so that it wouldn't seem that bad.

SO, thanks to marshy, i have a date for next saturday and sunday.
looking from both com202 and 205 timelines, i don't SEEM to have anything on.
BUTTTTTTTTT, things could screw up.
i'm praying hard.
KAYAKING COURSE HERE I COME! damn determined to get it done this time. procrastinating for years.
ONE STAR FIRST. INSTRUCTOR NEXT. wheeee!!
and to do it with all my good friends. damn exciting. =)


for now, it's more blackills stuff, tuition, schoolwork.
i need to pratice the art of not sleeping.
vamp me up.
i like vampires.

sevensixeightseven.
do you remember?
would you care to?
would it even make a difference?
how important is it to me? i have no idea. i feel nothing, yet i feel injustice.
this aint supposed to be like this.
saviour.
counting down.