adrenalin rush-

went out with mz and nehneh yesterday.
slacked around town, shopping, talking cok, basically trying to chill out. sigh. i still feel the pressure though.

they bought me a topshop skirt for my birthday present. thanks babe! really pretty blue. though sizes too big, but i guess loose is better than tight. sighhhs.

i'm ballooning again. damn sianz. i wonder why i cannot just be skinny.

"what's his name?"
"frank something ah..(not convenient to put full name)"
"eeee. frank sounds like some ah pek. frank benjamin!"
"who's that?? i only know that frankenstein! VERY SMART ONE!!"

nehneh and i -_-''' FRANKENSTEIN IS KNOWN FOR BEING SMART MEHHH?

then i realised. that LAO MEOW was refering to EINSTEIN.

MY GOD. pengness. i wonder if laomeow is retarded sometimes. like lapses here and there. sibei funny.



met marshy, gene and bishi after tuition.
tuition is driving me nuts. though i need the money, i think the stress combined from all aspects of my life is damn shitty now. really can't breathe.

but i was surprised by the gift wy, jh, wj and pw gave me. hahaha. sweetness. i feel so doted on. HAHAHAH.


anyway, we wenta some branch of billybombers at cineleisure. hip place something. forgot the name of the restaurant. the food was pretty ok. yums.

and the cake. THANKS GUYS. i swear it's the 1st/2nd best cake i've eaten so far this year. :) CHOCOLATE MOUSSE CAKE. loves. sinfullll. hahahhaahha.
and yes, it WAS a surprise indeed. i was damn shocked. totally didn't expect. damn, now i feel guilty not buying the guys a big big gift too. =((((

sweetness. i guess some friends definitely do make your day.
laughed alot, even though the meeting time was short. i love the fact that it doesnt matter when you join into the conversation, because everywhere you go, you are wanted, you are loved, and you are part of everything. this is why i love you guys. :)

and for the vodka peach. thanks man!!! another surprised gift! :)
i feel so blessed mans.
i can't wait for the kayaking.

mans, can see haoz scratching his armpit. no brolly today. got alot armpit hair and armpit jokes. HAHAHAHAHHA.
reallllyyyy. -grins.

but i still dread the upcoming week.
i'm so tired i cannot even feel tired without going anywhere.
it's so taken for granted to feel like this, i cannot really define how it really feels.
confusing isn't it?

sometimes, i just need people like you to make me breathe.
to make me feel alive and part of this world.
to make me laugh till my jaws ache.
to make me tear from laughing.
to make me wanna time to stand still so that i can be with you all.

they say good things don't last long. i'm fine with it.
because although we met up for a mere 2 hours or so, i never felt so alive in a long long time.

some things, some people, mean everything.
i hope it's mutual.
=)





side note: i hope my spree clothes arrive soon!
no clothes to wear already.
sigh. and i really want those stubborn fats to disappear.
sick of m ________.