damn it.

i have a fucking backache on my lower back.

it hurts to move.
it hurts to sit.
it hurts to stand.
it hurts to bend.



it fucking hurts even if i don't move.



i wanna die.
i'm living on painkillers. and that is not going to last me long.

fuck bad posture. i don't believe bad posture can cause such sudden and extreme pain.

it hurts so much walking hurts. i hate complaining and whining.

sneezing hurts like worse than hell. every sneeze sends me into near paralysis.

i almost cried from the pain after every sneeze. it fucking hurts. i don't ever want to sneeze. i cannot even move after i sneeze. every movement sends me into aches and tears.

i'm no weakling.

yet i'm crying from this fucking pain.

how long more? how long more do i have to endure this?



i've applied for all 3 local unis.