Saturday, October 22, 2005

nothing much.

For all the years that I’ve known you baby
I can’t figure out the reason why lately
you’ve been acting so cold (didn’t you say)
if there’s a problem we should work it out
so why you giving me the cold shoulder now
like you don’t want to talk to me girl (tell me)
okay I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)
I’m sick and tired of this silly game
don’t think that I’m the only one here to blame
it’s not me who’s been going round slamming doors

That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more

I know that I’ve made a few mistakes
but never thought things would turn out this way
doesn’t make sense to me now that you’re gone (I see it all so clearly)
me at the door with you in a state
giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face

That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more

Those simple words hit so hard
they turned my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on that night you said to me
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more


Craig David, Don't Love you no more(i'm sorry)
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i just realised. this has got to be one of the nicer english songs i've heard recently.

this teeny tinge of regret hit me everytime i see you online.
would things have been different if i had chosen that path you presented to me? would things have been better? would i have been happier?

but it's all too late to regret. the day i realised that you are with another girl, my world crashed. not so much because i was jealous or whatever, but because we had lost contact for so long..and you never bothered to msg me..you never bothered to care what was happening in my life. and i learnt about this only through a mutual friend.

i recall sending a few msges to you, asking about you and your life. you never replied. never. i thought our friendship meant something. you were one of my closer guy friends back then. i told you why i had to refuse your proposal. was i stupid? i don't know.

i cannot regret right now. perhaps i regret just..simply that we are no longer friends..that we no longer care about each other at all.

from close friends, to barely even strangers.

i just don't understand why some platonic friendships never work out.

maybe it's meant to be so. well, since you hardly even bother, i guess i might as well let things go.

you don't know how much you mean to me.
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i am craving bbq marshmellows dipped drenched in chocolate sauce.
DAMMIT.

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