Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Sunday, June 26, 2005
killing mode.
i just typed an entire entry and my net just collapsed infront of me. i did not copy my entry or whatsoever before hand, and the window just AUTOMATICALLY CLOSED INFRONT OF ME. i think im in traumatic shock. and i feel like killing someone or something. the problem is i dunno what or who to kill. the computer? my net? me? or someone else.
gRrr. i was in such a gd mood, but like shih jie says on msn now, everything happens for a reason. so i hope that reason better me a fishing good one, cos' i lost my mood to retype everything now.
anyways, since it was a pretty good day, i think i shall retype, for my own memory's sake. i have goldfish memory.
i spent the first half of my day stoning, slacking, singing outloud to songs on my shuffle, watching my ma iron the clothes, waited for the aircon man to finish fixing the living room aircon, ate some stuff and bathed. oh, i even tried some maths Q. and thanks to my retarded brain, i got 3/4 of my answers wrong. yay. then got ready to go out for my mother's mother birthday.
fetched my wai po from her house, then headed to chinatown. hmmm, chinatown seems to always be the place to celebrate my mother's mother birthday. hahaha. and i have no idea why. but the place was bursting at its seams today. my father took around half an hour to get a stupid parking lot after going to many many parking lots all over chinatown. no idea why on a perfect saturday night, people crowd around in chinatown instead of town. hahahha. then again, chinatown is a pretty quaint place. i fell in love with the place again today. :) will elaborate much later.
so eventually, we went to the SAME restaurant, sat at the SAME table, ate the SAME food, and the SAME people attended the celebration. hahaha. how new can things get i wonder? only that me and my sis noticed changes in our other cousin who turned up. yups. grew older la. i think in sec sch already. hahaha. my sis says she looks more "qian bian" now. and u noe i actually disliked her from young. i forgot what was the reason la, but now i pretty much ignore her. hahaha, don't get chances to talk to her tt often anyway. not close at all. i think even her parents don't like me. hahahha. sometimes i hate my attitude, then again, i don't find the need to pacify people ard me at the expense of my happiness. though i do compromise at times ok..i greet respectfully, and i smile and make conversation.
but anyway, that cousin looked less "qian bian" as the meal progressed. she even smiled at me. omg. i think the teenage hormones made her go crazy. hahahha. then again, my sis and i were having a blast ourselves. we cldnt stop talking abt everything. from the food on the table, the people sitting ard us, and even the waitresses. hahaha. the whole meal was hilarious la.
firstly was the food. since it was a 8( or 9 i forgot) coursemeal, it was pretty much a cheena feast. there were things we liked and disliked. we both loved the chicken, but whereas she loved the fish, i hated it. and so and. hahaha. at one point, i even made a bet with my pa and my sis that if i can pick up the fish's eyeballs with my chopsticks, then my father wld have to give me $50. HAHAHA. i think my pa was very confident i wldnt be able to do that since he cldnt. ok la, the starting was pretty difficult considering it was swimming abt in that disgusting gravy. hahahha. i managed to get it "onshore" and proceeded to try picking it up la. after one minute, i succeeded! WAHAHAHAHA. my father was stunned i tell u. i think he feels $50 poorer. hee. then again, i doubt he'll give me the money anyway. everyone, bow to the chopsticks PRO! :D
so anyway, that cousin heard la. and she was laughing away too. hmmm. funny. hahahha, since i din add her to our conversation. but i think my struggle with the dumb eyeball was pretty obvious la. BAH. not so pro afterall. hahahha. :)
then there was a point in time when two males came upstairs to the restaurant and sat at a two-seater table behind me and my sis. but my back was directly facing them so i cldnt really observe them. but my sis cld see them at an angle, then she kept complaining that the two men kept staring over at our food. hahahaha. so i told her maybe they want to see what we eating la. after the meal ended, my sis reported that they were still staring. so i told her maybe they staring at her. she punched me. then dessert arrived. then they were staring again. then i thot maybe they wanted to check out our dessert too. so i tilted my bowl and said very loudly: EHHHH, SOOOO NICE LEHHHHH! i think im a very sarcastic person. sigh. it's bad i think. then again, staring at people is RUDE. i think they knew i was arrowing them la, then they eventually stopped staring.
hahahha. the restaurant's waitresses are pretty cute too. all aunties. then everytime got customers enter the restaurant want to come upstairs, the auntie at the door wld shout: LOU SHANG YOU WEI MA?!!! which translates to meaning: is there any unoccupied table upstairs?
hahaha, then the aunties upstairs wld shout down: YOU!!! which means have la. hahahha. it's hilarious. after a while, my sis and i wld start shouting back too. i think it's lame. shit..super throw face. lucky not much people. hahahha.
hmmmm, we left soon after dessert la. parted ways, then sent wai po home. hmmmm. i think today im really in a thinking mode.
hahaha, anyway i saw many really nice pubs with excellent ambience. i think i might go try them out one day. since im LEGAL already. wahahha. the little shop houses along the roads really have beautiful architecture. i fell in love with the buildings. so quaint, so gentle, so mysterious. bearing the history, yet making the present. ahhh, i wanna get a good cam soon so i can go take down all the pics of the places and things i saw. so in love with the world around me. nv fails to amaze me.
sigh. it's officially reading 12:54am on my computer clock. this means that after today ends, my exams starts officially. actually im terrified. but i remember what ms tan said after our consultation: just carry what u have learnt into the examination hall and don't panic abt what u haven't learnt. make the best of what you've got.
makes sense eh? since i'll be carrying many un-learnt stuff, might as well concentrate on what i've learnt and tried my best. i've lagged behind too long and one hols is not going to make me a genius. guess there is always a price for everything.
sigh. i hope God is reading my blog, so he can help me do something abt myself. hahahaha.
by the way, if any of u are wondering, im a free thinker.
i believe in everything. especially myself. but when i lose faith, im basically hopeless.
BAH. god bless me.
i've been a good girl today. :D
and sometimes i wonder, perhaps when u do not need me anymore, just discard me to one side.
cos' since im so willingly available whenever u need me to be by your side.
perhaps im dumb.
but i believe this is friendship.
gRrr. i was in such a gd mood, but like shih jie says on msn now, everything happens for a reason. so i hope that reason better me a fishing good one, cos' i lost my mood to retype everything now.
anyways, since it was a pretty good day, i think i shall retype, for my own memory's sake. i have goldfish memory.
i spent the first half of my day stoning, slacking, singing outloud to songs on my shuffle, watching my ma iron the clothes, waited for the aircon man to finish fixing the living room aircon, ate some stuff and bathed. oh, i even tried some maths Q. and thanks to my retarded brain, i got 3/4 of my answers wrong. yay. then got ready to go out for my mother's mother birthday.
fetched my wai po from her house, then headed to chinatown. hmmm, chinatown seems to always be the place to celebrate my mother's mother birthday. hahaha. and i have no idea why. but the place was bursting at its seams today. my father took around half an hour to get a stupid parking lot after going to many many parking lots all over chinatown. no idea why on a perfect saturday night, people crowd around in chinatown instead of town. hahahha. then again, chinatown is a pretty quaint place. i fell in love with the place again today. :) will elaborate much later.
so eventually, we went to the SAME restaurant, sat at the SAME table, ate the SAME food, and the SAME people attended the celebration. hahaha. how new can things get i wonder? only that me and my sis noticed changes in our other cousin who turned up. yups. grew older la. i think in sec sch already. hahaha. my sis says she looks more "qian bian" now. and u noe i actually disliked her from young. i forgot what was the reason la, but now i pretty much ignore her. hahaha, don't get chances to talk to her tt often anyway. not close at all. i think even her parents don't like me. hahahha. sometimes i hate my attitude, then again, i don't find the need to pacify people ard me at the expense of my happiness. though i do compromise at times ok..i greet respectfully, and i smile and make conversation.
but anyway, that cousin looked less "qian bian" as the meal progressed. she even smiled at me. omg. i think the teenage hormones made her go crazy. hahahha. then again, my sis and i were having a blast ourselves. we cldnt stop talking abt everything. from the food on the table, the people sitting ard us, and even the waitresses. hahaha. the whole meal was hilarious la.
firstly was the food. since it was a 8( or 9 i forgot) coursemeal, it was pretty much a cheena feast. there were things we liked and disliked. we both loved the chicken, but whereas she loved the fish, i hated it. and so and. hahaha. at one point, i even made a bet with my pa and my sis that if i can pick up the fish's eyeballs with my chopsticks, then my father wld have to give me $50. HAHAHA. i think my pa was very confident i wldnt be able to do that since he cldnt. ok la, the starting was pretty difficult considering it was swimming abt in that disgusting gravy. hahahha. i managed to get it "onshore" and proceeded to try picking it up la. after one minute, i succeeded! WAHAHAHAHA. my father was stunned i tell u. i think he feels $50 poorer. hee. then again, i doubt he'll give me the money anyway. everyone, bow to the chopsticks PRO! :D
so anyway, that cousin heard la. and she was laughing away too. hmmm. funny. hahahha, since i din add her to our conversation. but i think my struggle with the dumb eyeball was pretty obvious la. BAH. not so pro afterall. hahahha. :)
then there was a point in time when two males came upstairs to the restaurant and sat at a two-seater table behind me and my sis. but my back was directly facing them so i cldnt really observe them. but my sis cld see them at an angle, then she kept complaining that the two men kept staring over at our food. hahahaha. so i told her maybe they want to see what we eating la. after the meal ended, my sis reported that they were still staring. so i told her maybe they staring at her. she punched me. then dessert arrived. then they were staring again. then i thot maybe they wanted to check out our dessert too. so i tilted my bowl and said very loudly: EHHHH, SOOOO NICE LEHHHHH! i think im a very sarcastic person. sigh. it's bad i think. then again, staring at people is RUDE. i think they knew i was arrowing them la, then they eventually stopped staring.
hahahha. the restaurant's waitresses are pretty cute too. all aunties. then everytime got customers enter the restaurant want to come upstairs, the auntie at the door wld shout: LOU SHANG YOU WEI MA?!!! which translates to meaning: is there any unoccupied table upstairs?
hahaha, then the aunties upstairs wld shout down: YOU!!! which means have la. hahahha. it's hilarious. after a while, my sis and i wld start shouting back too. i think it's lame. shit..super throw face. lucky not much people. hahahha.
hmmmm, we left soon after dessert la. parted ways, then sent wai po home. hmmmm. i think today im really in a thinking mode.
hahaha, anyway i saw many really nice pubs with excellent ambience. i think i might go try them out one day. since im LEGAL already. wahahha. the little shop houses along the roads really have beautiful architecture. i fell in love with the buildings. so quaint, so gentle, so mysterious. bearing the history, yet making the present. ahhh, i wanna get a good cam soon so i can go take down all the pics of the places and things i saw. so in love with the world around me. nv fails to amaze me.
sigh. it's officially reading 12:54am on my computer clock. this means that after today ends, my exams starts officially. actually im terrified. but i remember what ms tan said after our consultation: just carry what u have learnt into the examination hall and don't panic abt what u haven't learnt. make the best of what you've got.
makes sense eh? since i'll be carrying many un-learnt stuff, might as well concentrate on what i've learnt and tried my best. i've lagged behind too long and one hols is not going to make me a genius. guess there is always a price for everything.
sigh. i hope God is reading my blog, so he can help me do something abt myself. hahahaha.
by the way, if any of u are wondering, im a free thinker.
i believe in everything. especially myself. but when i lose faith, im basically hopeless.
BAH. god bless me.
i've been a good girl today. :D
and sometimes i wonder, perhaps when u do not need me anymore, just discard me to one side.
cos' since im so willingly available whenever u need me to be by your side.
perhaps im dumb.
but i believe this is friendship.
Friday, June 24, 2005
and they say.
someone once told me that in order to mug, sometimes u just have to forgo your social life. hahaha, that is quoting from a gd senior of mine. hmmmm. and he obtained reasonable grades. and he is very very hardworking, and very very smart in the top 3 JCs. this means that there is a high possibility that i might get worse-off grades than him. since theoretically i did much worse than his Os, and i ended up a in lower ranking school, and im not coping well. hahahha. but im willing to defy fate. BAH. and i told him i'll win him in grades.
hopefully i do. so he wun laugh at me. :P
heh. actually im pretty amazed with myself. hahahha. firstly, do not say that im self-consoling cos the truth is that i spent like more than ONE day on maths. and im actually trying out my tutorials. okok, perhaps these chapters are easy by you guys standards, but they are not for me ok. im kinda like intellectually challenged when it comes to MATHS. gRrrr. doing and studying maths is like going to see the principal. BAH. i shall not go into details abt that.
i met the principal in my sec sch for tea after my mid yrs.
i hope i will not meet this principal in this sch after my bt2.
i cant imagine.
and i don't want to.
ok, fine, so i am not done studying maths either. left 2 more tutorials to do. hmmmm. i just hope i will not fail la. if i fail for these few chapters, i think i do not have much hope for Alevel maths already. sigh.
another problem is i do not have tuition unlike most people. so this means i'll have to rely on myself. yea, just like the Os, and the PSLE. heh. wish me luck.
later today im going celebrate my mother's mother birthday.hahaha. which is my wai po lar..hahaha..hope it'll be fun. hmmm..
i really cannot wait for all this shit to end. den i wanna go out and havoc. hahaha! :) loads of shopping to do. loads of catching up with friends..rmb ok regx! we must meet up!!! sorry din go to the sjab anniversary. :P
hahahha. now talking to daniel online. a long lost platoon mate from sjab course days. wahahaha. super funny now recounting everything. esp cos' our birthdays collided in the course days, so we celebrated there. hahahha..very very memorable. darn, i miss them! =X foxtrot rocks!!!! :)
it's times like these that make me treasure my friends more.
hopefully i do. so he wun laugh at me. :P
heh. actually im pretty amazed with myself. hahahha. firstly, do not say that im self-consoling cos the truth is that i spent like more than ONE day on maths. and im actually trying out my tutorials. okok, perhaps these chapters are easy by you guys standards, but they are not for me ok. im kinda like intellectually challenged when it comes to MATHS. gRrrr. doing and studying maths is like going to see the principal. BAH. i shall not go into details abt that.
i met the principal in my sec sch for tea after my mid yrs.
i hope i will not meet this principal in this sch after my bt2.
i cant imagine.
and i don't want to.
ok, fine, so i am not done studying maths either. left 2 more tutorials to do. hmmmm. i just hope i will not fail la. if i fail for these few chapters, i think i do not have much hope for Alevel maths already. sigh.
another problem is i do not have tuition unlike most people. so this means i'll have to rely on myself. yea, just like the Os, and the PSLE. heh. wish me luck.
later today im going celebrate my mother's mother birthday.hahaha. which is my wai po lar..hahaha..hope it'll be fun. hmmm..
i really cannot wait for all this shit to end. den i wanna go out and havoc. hahaha! :) loads of shopping to do. loads of catching up with friends..rmb ok regx! we must meet up!!! sorry din go to the sjab anniversary. :P
hahahha. now talking to daniel online. a long lost platoon mate from sjab course days. wahahaha. super funny now recounting everything. esp cos' our birthdays collided in the course days, so we celebrated there. hahahha..very very memorable. darn, i miss them! =X foxtrot rocks!!!! :)
it's times like these that make me treasure my friends more.
Thursday, June 23, 2005
doctor.
finally went to see the doctor today.
he seemed rather shocked tt i finally went to seek medical attention after being sick for so long. hahahah. but he was pretty funny. first time seeing that doctor.
BUT, the stupid auntie issuing the medication sucks. she cldnt even be bothered to tell me the dosage i shld consume when i went to the counter to collect my medicine.
wtf.
the most disgusting thing was that she talked to the other MALE patients. BAH. talk abt middle-aged aunties. gRrr. im starting to anti-certain-middle-age-aunties.
yesterday wenta cut my hair with my sis and went for a little shopping trip with her. hahaha. den we wenta the market to get something to drink. ended up at the soya bean and ching chao stall. we stood there waiting to tell her our orders, and guess what was that woman doing???!! she was flirting with a middle-aged man. oh god. i wanted to puke there and then. do the stall-keepers always do this? cos' this is my first time seeing such a turn-off sight. i mean, wld someone ignore business just to flirt, and infront of her customers???! she took a freaking 5 mins to get our drinks ready anyway. i was quite pissed.
call me a brat. spoilt. whatever. but i still think its inappropriate.
bah. i guess i'll stop here.
i hate tablets.
he seemed rather shocked tt i finally went to seek medical attention after being sick for so long. hahahah. but he was pretty funny. first time seeing that doctor.
BUT, the stupid auntie issuing the medication sucks. she cldnt even be bothered to tell me the dosage i shld consume when i went to the counter to collect my medicine.
wtf.
the most disgusting thing was that she talked to the other MALE patients. BAH. talk abt middle-aged aunties. gRrr. im starting to anti-certain-middle-age-aunties.
yesterday wenta cut my hair with my sis and went for a little shopping trip with her. hahaha. den we wenta the market to get something to drink. ended up at the soya bean and ching chao stall. we stood there waiting to tell her our orders, and guess what was that woman doing???!! she was flirting with a middle-aged man. oh god. i wanted to puke there and then. do the stall-keepers always do this? cos' this is my first time seeing such a turn-off sight. i mean, wld someone ignore business just to flirt, and infront of her customers???! she took a freaking 5 mins to get our drinks ready anyway. i was quite pissed.
call me a brat. spoilt. whatever. but i still think its inappropriate.
bah. i guess i'll stop here.
i hate tablets.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
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oh yar, the thought of that new SMU building just cant seem to get out of my mind. i think tt's my inspiration. my dream. :)
silent musings.
finally came online to pen out my musings. too much. too worrying. yet im like trying my best to ignore them. i seem to be having bad dreams since god knows when. and the worst thing is tt the dreams are almost illogical and DUMB. plain dumb. BAH. i dreamt abt chickens and ants yesterday. tell me how dumb was tt.
sigh. anyway, studying so far isnt very gd. though by right i've completed all my subs, but "completed" meaning nv practice tutorials or wadeva. and besides, i cant even guarantee myself that i rmbed everything i've learnt. double bah.
gonna start doing tut soon. sigh. im like way behind, all maths tut blank. BLANK. and i realised my maths notes were BLANK too, so i had to borrow them from yun ma during the flag day to copy. and yun ma finished studying her maths already, so she kindly lent me home to copy(cos they were FREAKING ALOT). haix.
just now watched project superstar. the first time i managed to catch a glimpse of the tv today. hmmm. quite ok la. all got some quality, so i dun feel like strangling them. hahahaha. then i told my sis i think one guy very cute, so i support. BUT, she had to say he looks like cheena guy. PLEASE LOR, DON'T OK!!! gRrr. my taste cant be that bad la! :P hahahah. but sadly, tt guy cldnt sing. i guess god made us perfect somewhere and imperfect somewhere! :) and oh, he got the lowest score of all the guys, and jie cldnt stop laughing at me. triple bah.
oh yea, i cut my hair finally. super happy. cos the weather is freaking stupily HOT, and i have like many many new pimples tt popped out from nowhere despite drinking almost 5 litres of water everyday. gRrr. and im getting fatter and fairer. this all dun sound good eh? dun look gd either. :( the haircut was ok. but its so frizzy now it pokes up like antennas searching for frequencies to tap on. WAHAHAHA. shit, im really mentally unbalanced. =X
hmmm, these arent my musings actually. the large portion of them boils down to the Alevels and the grades im going to have. and what im gonna do in life. who im gonna meet in life. and i just realised that i am very OLD. BAH. i realised tt when i went to my popo house for lunch two days ago. then i saw my nephews and cousins there. the youngest there was kindergarten 1 or 2 i think. then i was calculating..if i were to be 18, and her 3 or 4 yrs old. then when im twice my present age--36, she would only be 21!!! just completing her university days! and it just hit me like a piano dropping from 100th storey above me, that my life had just whizzed by me, and me being an idiot, has been standing there and letting my life waste before me. practically WASTE. shucks. i can use my fingers to count the number of achievements and happiness moments in my life so far, and i call that sad. but, i aim to achieve more in the future, cos' i had made up my mind since i was young not to lead a normal life. no, i mean no insult. a normal life, be in housewife or a regular office worker is not insignificant, but i just plan to inject more power, colour, finance, freedom, status and pride into my life. something that i can die one day and smile, saying that i've not regretted living my life.
but first, let's be real. if i cant even get past this a-hole Alevels, then there is almost no point talking "big" abt all this shit right? the world is practical and harsh. if we dun have what it takes for them to even take a glance in our direction, then we wld nv make it. life is abt grabbing the given chances, and if we do not even have those chances given to us, then i think plainly using all our might to create those chances is going to drain all our energy. sure, some of the people who struggled have emerged victorious. and i admire them. but i've admitted tt that i do not have such strength to fight so hard. not now. im not sure abt the future.
let me just reconsolidate my thoughts. but first, abt block test 2. im quite sure that i will not do well for it.it's just too late to regret now. and i've also realised that the As are fast approaching, and i have almost no idea of the past yr and this yr's work content. im so dead. and in like a few months, im supposed to sit for this exam whereby the examiners think the candidates know their stuff. and all this don't add up for me. im quite screwed in a sense.
just like the Os. then again, i won't just go down like that. that's not me. fight, i will. try, i will. it's me against myself.
sigh. anyway, studying so far isnt very gd. though by right i've completed all my subs, but "completed" meaning nv practice tutorials or wadeva. and besides, i cant even guarantee myself that i rmbed everything i've learnt. double bah.
gonna start doing tut soon. sigh. im like way behind, all maths tut blank. BLANK. and i realised my maths notes were BLANK too, so i had to borrow them from yun ma during the flag day to copy. and yun ma finished studying her maths already, so she kindly lent me home to copy(cos they were FREAKING ALOT). haix.
just now watched project superstar. the first time i managed to catch a glimpse of the tv today. hmmm. quite ok la. all got some quality, so i dun feel like strangling them. hahahaha. then i told my sis i think one guy very cute, so i support. BUT, she had to say he looks like cheena guy. PLEASE LOR, DON'T OK!!! gRrr. my taste cant be that bad la! :P hahahah. but sadly, tt guy cldnt sing. i guess god made us perfect somewhere and imperfect somewhere! :) and oh, he got the lowest score of all the guys, and jie cldnt stop laughing at me. triple bah.
oh yea, i cut my hair finally. super happy. cos the weather is freaking stupily HOT, and i have like many many new pimples tt popped out from nowhere despite drinking almost 5 litres of water everyday. gRrr. and im getting fatter and fairer. this all dun sound good eh? dun look gd either. :( the haircut was ok. but its so frizzy now it pokes up like antennas searching for frequencies to tap on. WAHAHAHA. shit, im really mentally unbalanced. =X
hmmm, these arent my musings actually. the large portion of them boils down to the Alevels and the grades im going to have. and what im gonna do in life. who im gonna meet in life. and i just realised that i am very OLD. BAH. i realised tt when i went to my popo house for lunch two days ago. then i saw my nephews and cousins there. the youngest there was kindergarten 1 or 2 i think. then i was calculating..if i were to be 18, and her 3 or 4 yrs old. then when im twice my present age--36, she would only be 21!!! just completing her university days! and it just hit me like a piano dropping from 100th storey above me, that my life had just whizzed by me, and me being an idiot, has been standing there and letting my life waste before me. practically WASTE. shucks. i can use my fingers to count the number of achievements and happiness moments in my life so far, and i call that sad. but, i aim to achieve more in the future, cos' i had made up my mind since i was young not to lead a normal life. no, i mean no insult. a normal life, be in housewife or a regular office worker is not insignificant, but i just plan to inject more power, colour, finance, freedom, status and pride into my life. something that i can die one day and smile, saying that i've not regretted living my life.
but first, let's be real. if i cant even get past this a-hole Alevels, then there is almost no point talking "big" abt all this shit right? the world is practical and harsh. if we dun have what it takes for them to even take a glance in our direction, then we wld nv make it. life is abt grabbing the given chances, and if we do not even have those chances given to us, then i think plainly using all our might to create those chances is going to drain all our energy. sure, some of the people who struggled have emerged victorious. and i admire them. but i've admitted tt that i do not have such strength to fight so hard. not now. im not sure abt the future.
let me just reconsolidate my thoughts. but first, abt block test 2. im quite sure that i will not do well for it.it's just too late to regret now. and i've also realised that the As are fast approaching, and i have almost no idea of the past yr and this yr's work content. im so dead. and in like a few months, im supposed to sit for this exam whereby the examiners think the candidates know their stuff. and all this don't add up for me. im quite screwed in a sense.
just like the Os. then again, i won't just go down like that. that's not me. fight, i will. try, i will. it's me against myself.
Sunday, June 19, 2005
BAH.
seems like many many things haben these days but very tired lazy to update la. hmmm..oh yea, studying with bishi was highly unproductive, but at least got to spend some time together. and ya, buying of the nice nice piggy hp cover to make my poor 3315 look less lousy. wahahahaha. hey, it's gonna be with me for like 4 plus months more ok! hahaha, i call tt gd investment, though it left me broke for the weekened. gRrr. my sis says its lousy investment. LOL. nvm la, i like can already. BAH.
hmmm, the flag day for the yellow ribbon project was highly refreshing and interesting. been like one yr since i did flag days. hmmm, i kina forgot how itll feel to be snubbed, but hey, i think my luck was up yesterday cos' i din get snubbed much at all. almost everyone donated. the old people are really nice peeps man. hahahaha. i was situated at some small stairway from the hdb blocks to a pavement. across the pavement was a food market, and of cos' yun ma and seo hoon. winnie was walking ard collecting donations. woahs, i was pretty happy there because there were many many trees to shade me from the horrible sun. heee. but then came a flock of crows tt kept flying and yakking above my head i was quite worried tt they wld shit on me. i seem to have too much "fate" with birdshit-s. bleh.
so anyway, i met many nice old people who were very kind and smiley and generous. =) dunno y i felt quite happy yesterday doing the flagday. maybe cos' i love the elderly? reminds me of my ah gong and popo. hee. really nice la they all. got one uncle even offered me to drink kopi-o. LOL. then he kept telling me abt the eldery condo and how rich the people there were. then some aunties told me to go to the market to collect money cos there more people. then one really old grandma put down all her plastic bags to stop and donate to me. woahs, i was super touched la. i even offered to help her carry her stuff but she insisted on going herself though the bags were very heavy. mans..but she thanked me profusely la. i think tt was the nicest granny i've ever met. very friendly and kind. :)
besides, i feel happy doing things i believe in. people, pls support the yellow ribbon project!! help unlock the second prison, cos' everyone deserves a second chance. :)
many many more nice people i met today. got ard 3 5 dollar notes and 7 2 dollar notes, many fifty cent coins and one dollar coins. hee. HALF A DAY ONLY LEH. wahh, in fact less than half la. since all of us stopped quite early and wenta slack n relax cos we were so tired. LOL. sHhhh. but quite fun! had a pretty gd day.
at night wenta revendous(issit how u spell tt) hotel to eat dinner with parents n sis to celebrate father's bdae and father's day. hee. nice nice la, ate alot. damn fattening. gRrr. and we had ice cream cake for his bdae cake. wahhhh. lately nv exercise at all la. die.
oh ya, winnie got me a nice cap from australia band trip. thanks girl! :) like it alot..hmmm..im sick of my songs in my shuffle, can someone pls send me more new songs to liven it up? :)
there's this pain inside, that sleeps with just one eye.
hmmm, the flag day for the yellow ribbon project was highly refreshing and interesting. been like one yr since i did flag days. hmmm, i kina forgot how itll feel to be snubbed, but hey, i think my luck was up yesterday cos' i din get snubbed much at all. almost everyone donated. the old people are really nice peeps man. hahahaha. i was situated at some small stairway from the hdb blocks to a pavement. across the pavement was a food market, and of cos' yun ma and seo hoon. winnie was walking ard collecting donations. woahs, i was pretty happy there because there were many many trees to shade me from the horrible sun. heee. but then came a flock of crows tt kept flying and yakking above my head i was quite worried tt they wld shit on me. i seem to have too much "fate" with birdshit-s. bleh.
so anyway, i met many nice old people who were very kind and smiley and generous. =) dunno y i felt quite happy yesterday doing the flagday. maybe cos' i love the elderly? reminds me of my ah gong and popo. hee. really nice la they all. got one uncle even offered me to drink kopi-o. LOL. then he kept telling me abt the eldery condo and how rich the people there were. then some aunties told me to go to the market to collect money cos there more people. then one really old grandma put down all her plastic bags to stop and donate to me. woahs, i was super touched la. i even offered to help her carry her stuff but she insisted on going herself though the bags were very heavy. mans..but she thanked me profusely la. i think tt was the nicest granny i've ever met. very friendly and kind. :)
besides, i feel happy doing things i believe in. people, pls support the yellow ribbon project!! help unlock the second prison, cos' everyone deserves a second chance. :)
many many more nice people i met today. got ard 3 5 dollar notes and 7 2 dollar notes, many fifty cent coins and one dollar coins. hee. HALF A DAY ONLY LEH. wahh, in fact less than half la. since all of us stopped quite early and wenta slack n relax cos we were so tired. LOL. sHhhh. but quite fun! had a pretty gd day.
at night wenta revendous(issit how u spell tt) hotel to eat dinner with parents n sis to celebrate father's bdae and father's day. hee. nice nice la, ate alot. damn fattening. gRrr. and we had ice cream cake for his bdae cake. wahhhh. lately nv exercise at all la. die.
oh ya, winnie got me a nice cap from australia band trip. thanks girl! :) like it alot..hmmm..im sick of my songs in my shuffle, can someone pls send me more new songs to liven it up? :)
there's this pain inside, that sleeps with just one eye.
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