i'm lousy.

i'm a lousy person.
many ways.
many many ways in which i'm lousy.

i admit it..

i'm sorry to everyone.
sharon quek, yanyi, huifang, weichen. everyone of you.

i think i'm the cause of the cancellation of the trip, i sincerely apologise.

i hope you all accept my apology.



in every way that you think i'm faulty in, i will try my best to fix it.

best solution now is not to make any more promises.



past incidences..i'll just take it that it's my fault.
makes things easier.

these stuff do drain me. but i still feel better talking and thinking it out.

this way, i grow as a person and character.
i develop i guess.
can't stay stagnent forever.


human relations.
simplicity...can become all so complicated.



i just want to keep it simple.


the way people are living nowadays, with no sense of righteousness most of the time, i believe if they were put in the world of HK traids, would have died long ago.
hahaha.
loyalty.
something i respect amongst all traids.
i doubt it works still in this dog eat dog world.

the naggy security guard at cali used to tell me: loyalty now in today's world--no use one!


heh. i wonder if it's true..i'll find out in years to come i guess.




some jokes by courtesy of the soccer guy, steven. millions of thanks to his presence and advice.
like they always say: elders' advices are the MOST precious.
hahahaha. though he insisted he is only older by two years. =D


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Q: Why couldn't the mummy answer the phone?




A: Because he was all wrapped up.
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Q: How do vampires invite each other out for lunch?




A: Do you want to go for a bite?
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Q: Why didn't the skeleton cross the road?





A: Because he didn't have any guts.
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Q: Why did the witches cancel their baseball game?





A: Because they ran out of bats.
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Osama Bin-Laden started believing in astrology and went to a special astrologist to ask him when will be the day he dies.

"You will die on an American holiday", said the astrologist.

"How can you be so sure of that " asked Bin-Laden.

"Well, any day you die will be an American holiday".
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in your eyes, i lost my place..
and i'm melting in your eyes.

stay and watch me fall,
and i'll ask for help.