1, 2, 3 shoot!

hahaha. been camera crazy these days.
perhaps because i've been out every single day.
explains why my bank account keep registering out, out and more out.
no inputs at all.
seriously, people who owe me pay better give me pay.
i'm so fucking broke i can sue someone(except like i told quek, i have no money to sue =( ).

sigh.




i believe one can only be so stupid.
so foolish.
i'm done being a clueless idiot.
suddenly the world around me opened and show me what it truly is about.

hurt, hurt and more hurt.
for a moment, i hated myself for being such a fool.
for liking you when i knew it wasn't meant to be.
i couldn't help myself.
not now. i can help myself now.

gonna pull myself out of it.

hating someone is tiring.
i can only despise.
and distance.

friends whom i don't think i can truly click with..
why bother making an effort to?
being so nice all the time..does it really pay?


i cannot help it.
being nice.
being friendly.
being helpful.
being courteous.


maybe this is where you and i are different.
personalities. our beliefs. our perspectives.

it's so much like polar opposites, i won't try to compromise anymore.

it's not so much about wanting to believe there is a good side of you. it's just that you keep changing your mind. and you don't stick to what you say. what you decided to do.

and you end up hurting people like that.
people like me.

so i'm done with the hurt and the pain.
and i'll move on with life finally.

it IS for the better.
because i've come to fully understand what i really want now.
at least my mindset has been consistent...

just confused...sidetracked.
wrong signals.


i'm not a flirt. i cannot live life the way you do.






pictures are uploaded into my shutterfly account.

-breakfast
-zoo
-dinner at lao pa sat
-movie and coffee club
-at sim with monz
-gss shopping therapy with monz



finally went to zoo after super long! hahaha. thanks to white ass, i finally had the chance. thanks for accompanying me down ok! =) it was fun lah. really. =D

day out with monz included the sim outing and shopping. hahaha. it's crazy how we can pack half a day with so many things. went crazy with the camera too. hahahah. at sim, EVEN waiting for the queue.

in the changing rooms...omg. ahahah.

no wonder both of us felt so exhausted at the end of the day, when someone nice sent both of us home. hahaha. but still, we are VERY pleased with our buys, no? =) she's the bestiest friend ever. serious.
i might never find someone like her again.
80 year old bond. means so much to me.
=)
thanks girl..you really brightened up my day.
it was crazy lah!!! hahahah.
we're so crazy together. pics are up, porn star! =D


ps: sidebar for pics. i hope they are uploaded properly.