happy early birthday to me.

tomorrow's my birthday.
i still cannot believe it.
somehow i felt so anticipation, no excitement, no eagerness this year.

nothing close to such emotions.

perhaps because so much has been happening.

birthdays..what do they really mean to me?


i've nto yet figured that out.

last time, i wished time could hasten, let me grow up.
let me prove myself to the world.


now, i don't know what to do with time.

it's something i'll have to figure out..

maybe i'll feel happier tml.
for it's a gloomy gloomy day today.
raining.
raining.
raining.



hahaha.
happy early birthday to me.
=)