friday is a wonderful day.

wtf am i doing online instead of sleeping? sometimes i DO think that i am responsible for shortening my own lifespan. SIGH.

anyway, some pictures i just uploaded from blackie. didn't want things to keep piling up. some are random pictures unless i say otherwise.
and just to keep in touch with the rest of the world. i can't seem to find time to talk online anymore. but that doesn't mean i don't care..sigh.

from mcdelivery. the free glass. and my morning milo. preparing to start work!

some healthy bar that actually tastes quite nice! i love groccery shopping with fatbearbearrrr! (:

pardon the morning puffiness and really strained smile. HAHA.

a few days ago, i cleverly walked into a cabinet. i was carrying huangy and he kinda blocked my line of vision. i was walking briskly. and my left knee whammed into a corner of the cabinet. my right knee whammed into another corner. and my right ankle whammed into the lower corner of the cabinet.

I SWEAR I SAW STARS.

i hurriedly sat down and cursed non-stop, trying to ease the extreme pain by rubbing the areas gently. left knee soon turned purple. GAHHHH.

to spend our 8th month anniversary, we decided to go to mount faber for a short walk at night. fatbear just finished his short OT and since i was stuck at home from the lousy red eye that gradually recovered over the day, he picked me up after his work! we had mutually agreed months ago that no matter how busy we were, we must make time for our monthly anniversaries. (:

and i realized from yesterday, that i'd rather be in office doing work than staying at home doing work. office really ups your efficiency level. and my eye is definitely better. slightly sore and still itching, but not that lobster red.

today i woke up with a slightly red and itchy eye still. but i forced myself NOT to rub it. =(

EH, no concealer day again. infact, no moisturizer or whatever. HAHA. i had just finished editing some proposals and sent them out to my boss before i left the house. aiya, doesn't matter. =X can't really tell since i never put on thick makeup anyway. my thickest is moisturizer with concealer HAHA. fml. i think i'm 12 instead of 22.

my poor right eye was still tearing.

fatbear wants to sleep. and here you can see my fatface!

blurry. henderson waves. there were quite a number of people there when we arrived. all chilling out.



my right eye is usually bigger than my left. but because of the stupid red eye, it became smaller. wtf?!?!

guailan face ah.

i love fatbear's ears wtf HAHAHAHA. eh what lah, i'm not into the kissing pose ok. mis-aim cannot ah! hmpfff.

hellooooooo! haven't changed much, have i?

fatbear.

he looks shocked, don't ask me why.

OH! this picture was taken a few minutes ago. wtf. horribly ugly in real life. it looks better on camera ok. HAHAHAH photogenic bruise. in real life it looks like some patch of brown shit. gross.

anyway, work on friday was just....work. fridays are like...heaven. signals weekends and .....more sleep hopefully. (:

had a meeting in the morning with the boss. editing later. then i had to hurriedly send out a proposal to someone before i was chased out of the office for lunch with hrm, hre(hr executive) and boss. apparently, boss was intending to treat us lunch.

the weather was so bloody hot outside the office i think i got a momentary heat stroke. wtf. i drank super a lot of water and kept going to the toilet to pee...BUT i still ended up with a horrible headache (i get headaches easily in extreme heat and cold, AND alternating between both).

the traffic was slow which made sitting in the car worse. gahhh. lunch wasn't some great buffet or what, but at a muslim food place they usually visit. the food was not bad, maybe because i was kinda hungry. but we rushed our food because we were really late from the stupid traffic and cannot leave office for too long.

traffic back was no where better. this is crazy.

by the time i got back to office, my head was splitting. and under the crazy air-con, my head felt like there was an on-going war inside. =.= i wanted to DIE. managed to do more editing, then had another short meeting to discuss my work for the next few months and then i went back to rotting infront of my com.

i just wanted friday workday to end. the headache was so bad i was non-functional. fatbear knew i was feeling terrible and postponed his OT to the weekends just to come pick me up. TOUCHED OK. =)))))

i died on the car and napped all the way from kallang to BP. went to plaza to find food (fatbear) but i didn't have any appetite because of my head. so we left. went to fatbear's place to crash. i wanted to nap away 2 hrs before going home, but i KNEW i'll never be left in peace wtf.

i managed to grab a short disturbing nap while fatbear went to bathe. he went to cook some glass noodles soup thingy for me with hotdogs and all. i still had to appetite. he dragged me up and made me eat the PANADOL STRONG pill (sibei bitter)and then dragged me to eat my late late late dinner. wtf. =((((((

picked at my food, but managed to finish my bowl of food eventually and was fed by fatbear too. i hate it when i'm sick. but i love it when fatbear takes care of meeee! -beams- he makes me feel like a little girl, which is rare because i can be such an anal bitch when it comes to work, i evolve into some highly independent and strong-minded female. =.=

i guess fatbear is my catharsis wtf. HAHA. thank you baby! (:

i felt better after having something simple and warm in my tummy. wanted to nap. but was dragged into fatbear's mum's air-con bedroom to chat and look at photographs of them when they were younger HAHAHAHA. geee. fatbear so fat.

then the mum made me sleep for a bit on the mattress in the room to make my headache go away. fatbear and i ended up in a tickling war WTF WHY ARE WE LIKE THAT???!! but we finally retired after much wrestling zzzz. i started sneezing violently. and made fatbear wake up to time-check. was late, so he sent me home and here i am after a good hot bath.

it's saturday. i need to grab more sleep when i can. I HAVE A HUGE PIMPLE ON MY LEFT CHEEK. then i have a perpetual pimple on my right. so from far i look like i have one DOT on each side of my cheek wtf. fatbear says it looks cute and funny. =.= i'm traumatised.

ok, pictures soon when i take more.

thanks for reading thus far! everyone is sorely missed! (:

swollen eye pirate.

ok so fatbear called after i msged him my displeasure.
he claims that he fell asleep while waiting for the clock to strike 12am.
hmpf. alrighteyyy, i'm not mad now.

ah, people may note the time and wonder...why is jielin blogging at this time?
reason being, i'm on leave today!
i'm not being a lazy bum and staying home. in fact, i woke up, bathed and breakfast-ed as usual.

the only thing that was different today was my severely swollen right eye.
i woke up on tears; eye was super irritated and kept tearing. very itchy.
i cannot remember if i rubbed it too hard during my sleep or whatsoever.
but i woke up with a right eye so RED it looked like all my blood vessels had burst in my eye.
zzzzz.
i was so shocked myself.
plus my eyelids were swollen to twice the usual size, and the area under my eye was superbly swollen too.
it's crazy!!!


i could not open my eyes because of all the swelling!
had to pry my eyelids open to see what was wrong with my right eye.
only made it worse.
had to bathe half-blind, eat half-blind, dress half-blind.
then i figured, i can't work half-blind, especially if i'm gonna be staring at the computer the entire day.
i definitely don't want to travel to kallang on a 1hour bus half-blind wtf.


plus i was worried it was sore eyes or something of that sort.
spreading it would also be the last thing on my mind.
so i called in to take leave.
SIGH. it's no pay leave btw.
my sad life ya.

about 2 weeks (estimated) since i started work, my first leave because of a lousy eye wtf.
but i get bouts of these sometimes. could be recurrent up to 2-3 days. i wonder why.
=((((
in any case, i amended my share of proposals at home and just sent them out.
will await instructions.


oh! the eye is better now! still swollen, but lesser extent. still red, but faint red.

i wanted to go to see the doctor BUT the doctor only came at 1030am WHEN the clinic claims it opens at 0830am. HELLO???? open clinic without doctor inside??? don't make sense ok! shitheads.

and i tried the other clinics but ALL were full!!! like 10 plus people and queue moving slowly.
so i went back to my first choice, continued waiting.....THEN i gave up.
fucking pissed.
the queue wasn't moving!
how come so many singaporeans are sick!!!!!!! -slaps random people in anger-


so i don't really know what went wrong with my eye, but i hope it won't happen again, or something else worse for that measure.
SIGH.
i need sleep. maybe i'm gonna nap for a bit.
my eyes are way overworked. maybe it's a sign of protest HAHA.


in any case, i found a tailor/alteration place near my area. walkable distance. i think i'll bring my stuff over for altering if it's good. shall wait for my pants alteration to return before deciding future outfits. HAHA.
i need more working stuff. before i grow smelly wearing the same bottoms again and again wtf.
SHHHHH don't tell anyone.


i use ralph lauren perfume anyway. TSK! how can i smell bad! =D

AND I NEED SUPER A LOT OF MONEY.
aye.

happy 8th month!

happy 8th month anniversay, fatbear!
many more to come!

my first working month (well...part of) and fatbear didn't even wish me happy anniversary this month.

i'm so HURT.
grrr.
he's probably sleeping.


i need a spanking new phone.
and some contact lenses.
and more working clothes.


i swear, days fly by without me noticing.
everyday is so loaded, that at the end of it, i'd rather not THINK.
i spend 80% of my day thinking. and 5% sleeping, 5% with fatbear, 10% on public transport WTF. fml seriously.


this is some crazy life i'm leading.
and it's some crazy industry i'm being introduced to.
there's so much more for me to know. and i'm barely 1% there.


it's thursday again.
goodnight.

another week start.

i'm starving now, and super uber tired my eyes are closing. my last meal was at 1pm (macs delivery to office because it was a busy day. had meeting after that). my last time i was sleeping was 630am early morning.

i thought i could get off work relatively early today. i did. i got off around 7plus. but fatbear was OT-ing although i thought we were supposed to dinner together. SO I STARVED and went home and CONTINUED STARVING.

my life sucks. seriously. FATBEAR U BETTER BE GUILTY. =(((((

reached home 830 to 9pm or so. fucking bloody tired. the bus ride was amazingly.......long. feels longer than the morning ones. but then again, maybe because all i want to do is go home and sleep.


i wanted to just relax at home and...nua and rest...REALLY rest. and maybe upload pics onto my blog to write about my week and...watch korean drama if i'm lucky. ended up....doing the uploading only. i'm struggling to write this. may not succeed...may succeed, depending on my willpower to keep awake.


just some pictures off blackie t77.

fatbear's new watch for his birthday. and mine on the left. couple watches!!!





taken on the way to the airport to send fatbear's maid off. a new maid came to take over.

sauna all the way from BP to changi. freaking crazy shits. and sauna all the way back again. =( stupid car air-con.

saturday was tuition as usual. then proposal-ing.

sunday was SLEEP till 12plus in the afternoon. nua-ed around managed to watch a few episodes of korean drama likeable or not!

and i think the sleep helped my body quite a bit because my period finally came on monday! woootss. ok but i'm seriously bleeding to death wtf. =.=

anywayyy, sunday night, fatbear and i decided to head out to finish up our bottle of SHAO1 JIU3. HAHA. plus i needed some food pampering. i spend most of my days eating maggi mee from the company's pantry HAI because like that can save money. i deserve some nutrients mannn.

by the way, i know i didn't blog about this because i got too lazy to do backdated posts so i'm gonna briefly mention it here. we went to this place for valentine's day too. opened a bottle which we couldn't finish. so now we're coming back to finish it up!

LOADS of CAMWHORE pictures from here on. sorry lah. AND DO NOT JUDGE ME OK. i nua-ed at home all day and waited for fatbear to finish his work stuff before going to get a quick bath and heading out after a change of clothes (wah, long sentence wtf).

i didn't even bother to put on my concealer or whatever shit. HAHA. SO DO NOT JUDGE ME OK. i just wanna rot on weekends IF I CAN.

hi big face lin.





fatbear copy my pose. tskkk. anyway i think i developed a blush after my 2nd cup or so. blood circulation damn bloody good lor. slept well that night HAHA.

SASHIMI. ok i officially have started eating sashimi, but selectively. MUST BE GOOD QUALITY ONE. and no bones. wtf.

this is a higher grade than the yellow tail. DAMN fresh, succulent, not soggy, not too strong, has enough natural juice and taste really good! for the price i guess. =X don't ask me what's the name...i was too tired to notice plus i was reallyyyy hungry.

forgot name also. grilled something. tasted yummy too.

this time, we learnt from our previous mistakes and made special care to remind the waitress to serve our dishes one at a time so that we won't have to rush through our meals or have dishes turning cold at the side because we couldn't finish eating the current ones.

plus, we opted for table and chair seats at the dining area on the 2nd level, which was more spacious and since the place was relatively empty then, we were given the "private" cosy seats which had surrounding walls around to block the other distractions out. nice setting and ambience (:

but guys, if you intend to bring girls there, please remind them to wear longer dresses/skirts or just jeans/shorts. if not, opt for tables and chairs. it'll be extremely inconvenient for them if you ended up with the floor seats.

the restaurant's name is Satsumo by the way. near clark quay. for details, google yourself or ask me.

we ordered dishes we didn't have the last time round, and the waitress recommended new ones which were still not on the menu.

this spicy cod roe gratin and tofu was SUPERB! the tofu is soft and simple, whilst the melted cheese and cod roe surface complemented the tofu with a tinge of saltiness. i coulnd't taste the SPICE though. LOL.

the light above us. the place is dimly lit. not bright lights.

how it looks like without flash from camera. too dark. so we turned on the flash, which rendered us partially star-bursted-blind.

our watches.

lalaaaa. fatbear not appreciative.

failed watch spokesperson. TSK.

more camwhore shots.

his eyes got cramps from all the flash-ing HAHAHAHAHHA.



THAT picture above is a blurred shot of fatbear's chin (underside). can you spot the pimple?? HAHA.

AH BU! (mother!) HAHAHAHA.

hi! i'm alive! (:







the best way to avoid looking cok-eyed or half-opened eyes when you have flashes (camera) in dark places is to squinch your eyes in the pictures and act like it's a purposeful pose. WTF. HAHAHAHA. eh, i teach secrets ok! must trust me!

we took 2 shots whereby we tried to open our eyes as big as possible against the flashes. BUT SIBEI UGLY. so for the sake of not scaring away my fans, i will not put it up. unless there is popular demand, i will post them. WTF. HAHAHAHAHA.

i got bear-huged by fatbear.

hello, i'm so loved. wheeeee. (: PS: BUT IT'S NOT ENOUGH STILL FATBEAR HUANG!

my hair has grown crazily long again. arghhh.


i swear my skin reflects light wtf. i look ghostly next to fatbear because of the vast contrast in skin tone.

after the satisfying meal and finishing our drinks, we took a short walk by the river before returning back to the car.












jumping shots! finally taught fatbear how to do it on my camera.

wah my legs look so long and toned here. HAHA. BUT OK LAH, I KNOW I GOT FAT WAIST (reminded of colleague's words. SIGH)






shots at work the next day. was free in the morning so took a few shots.

my desk is still free from designing because i have no time, and because i don't have anything to design with. plus, i think passing my probation period with flying colors is more important now! pay rise plsssss.



alright, no more pictures. more soon. thanks for reading thus far and being updated to what's happening in my life. i do read my comments for entries, so leave comments if you cannot get replies from me on msn or sms or calls. (:

today was supposed to go to a dinner buffet event (FOC) at pan pacific hotel but didn't. too tired. plus the seating was limited because we booked late (company thing) due to miscommunication. nevermind, more to come i believe.

had my first meeting with our company's events agents. 4 men. aggressive and passives. TSK. i had an interesting time OBSERVING what was happening in the meeting. and i was praised for my good work on the proposal. HAHA. must work harder! GO GO JIELIN!

boss wanted us (me and hrm) to follow the events/sales people on a M'sia biz trip but i guess the timing wasn't right for the other side to coordinate too. but i think i'll have another chance soon! -beams- so excited! one step at a time. exposure takes time. and at least now people know my name.

so many things to do this week. i'm doing/following up/editing about 3 proposals each day. could be english, could be chinese. apart from reading other docs to prepare for meetings with my boss and hrm over huge year-end events to be planned. gee. my brain has to constantly be working TIP-TOP.

i'm getting better at reading and typing chinese. faster too. -beams- nothing is impossible. (:

things will flow for me. efforts will pay off. they already are. just have to keep this going. i'll make it.