Thursday, April 14, 2005

yeas.

hmmm~ ok..im very tired now, plus alot dumb geog stuff to do. so i guess i shall just make this entry a quick one. training today sucked la. dunno why i so lethargic, see ball also dun wan to chase. also lazy to bend down. think is PMS la..hahha..started today. sheesh. hope i wun mood swing or wad la..really hate ppl who mood swing one..=X must not be one of them..heh..

anyways, i was thinking quite alot la..realised diff ppl say diff things. eugene told me to like "stop fantasising" abt the impossible. perhaps he's right. but my girlfrens told me to try it out..make frens with him first..hahah..the problem is tt i find it hard even to make frens with him(ie. speaking to him normally)..hahah..let alone thinkin further then tt la..i guess its just my part of one-sided attraction..*sigh* tts kinda athetic rite? can't be helped. not like i WANT to be attracted to him. really just feel it la. but it's one-sided, and im not going to do anything abt it cos i cant risk hurting myself and my pride. i've nv been hurt before and never will.

hmM~ we'll just see how it goes la..hahah..but today i talked quite alot to johan..hahah..super funny la..hmM..nice..=) i still think he IS cute. lol..despite protests..at least i found my hua chi partner! heh..and we've got code names for these guys too!!! :P sHhh...

ok..sat got match with crescent and hong kong international sch. hope we'll do well. =) hope i'll play well. really..trying hard. tml is off day for hockey peeps. ahhaha..u cant believe how happy we are man! woO! going to look for my bag tml.hopefully can find a nice one..=)

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