dun give up.

i just wanna say that a small failure does not mean everything. nothing is guaranteed on the pitch. one team may have the skills and physicality to win a match. yet without some amount of luck, they might lose also. the point is, nothing is confirmed. dun be disheartened and discouraged by a moment of failure, instead, work harder, fight harder. i am proud of u guys cos' it is apparent the amount of hard work we all put in. saints hockey simply rock my world in such an amount tt i cant describe in words. hahaha. :) dun give up ok!!! fight on! AWESOME!!! :)

the guys lost their match against acjc 3-2. i cldnt go to watch it..sigh..got some dumb ass external validation which i din speak much at all..then had to stay for the entire sports day which i cldnt participate at all. felt super sucky la. super sian diao. u noe how it feels to be excluded from something u desperately wnat to join? yeas. tt kinda feeling la. and i was like super preoccupied abt the guys match. haix. in the end only cld leave after the entire thing. was perspiring like shit mans. my entire blouse was like soaked. like tt day at ccab cheering for the guys against ajc match. wahs. cant stand it. super smelly. took bus to go delta la. but the bus was so freaking slow cos of traffic then i changed at qway mrt to take train to redhill then had to walk all teh way form station to the stadium. super long la, then my bag like super heavy la. walking on the way there met several guys. first was raymond la..told him to cheer up and smile..he looked suite surprised i'll actually talk to him..but he smiled and said bye...heh..then saw louis also..told him the same thing..then got another grp of guys..then got anthony, yuan shen..yeas..

hmmm..the guys must have been quite upset..and the first para of the entry was dedicated to them..want to tell them tt as long as we fought our hardest, we are champions no matter the results yea? hahaha..so anyway paula and gang were gossipping when i came la, then starting talkin alot shit which i cant reveal here. got embroiled into their conversation. heh. shHhh. yups. but quite funny la. went for dinner. which was equally enjoyable.

actually alot things happened today and yest nite. yeas. but i choose not to think abt unhappy stuff. nothing much i can do abt it also. so why make myself miserable? hmmms. oh ya. i think the ocip speech went quite well for the j1s. hmmm. din practise at all till tt particular morning la! oh mans. :X but lucky quite ok din screw up. duno wad the j1s think of it though. hmmm.

tml got training. heh. hope it'll be a productive one. and oh, got cip after tt. going to help out in the salvation army yeas. help take care of children. so exciting! :) hope it'll be veh fun also!!!
hahahha..sighs. u noe sumthing happened today. it actually made me waver abt my initial decision. i just hate it when wrong signals are sent out to me. its like..i dunno how to say also la..but, just tt wadeva happened today really made me stop to think. and perhaps think too much for my own good. it was just a simple stare. he was going up the stairs and me down. we walked past each other. i glanced at him. he stared at me. as in really stare la. i thot he like had something to tell me. or perhaps he thot i had something to tell him. *shrugs* but we din talk la. not surprising eh? hahha. sighs. i dunno mans. dun wan think so much le. i shld just stick to wad i resolved. im strong. i am. :)

love the hockey peeps. :D