finished episode 6 which was just uploaded on youtube. boo.
sucker for dramas. but i choose selectively. must have the people i like to watch. HAHAHAHHA.
oh well, it's normal lah.
the drama is quite nice. hilarious on some sides, touching on other scenes. and the luo wang jing tou is always so lame. HAHAHHA. mans. have to wait another week for the next episode!
anyway, this week is gonna be shit. after tuition today is to work on our stupid case 1. RAHHHHH.
then there is the quiz 1 for ramram. my god. miracles throughout the semester, i need.
it's a pretty chilly day so far,
and i woke up earliest ever this week. considering i did not have any tuition or school commitments today. i'm such a nice little girl.
i gotta start pacing faster. slowing down too much.
stomachache. shitted so many times. blah.
ok, continue making money.......
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on a side note, i've added the 3 new blog links. though i'm not sure if rainie's one is the accurate one. there are so many fan sites! booo.
BUT I SAW A REALLY UGLY PICTURE OF WCY IN GU DAI XI COSTUME in his blog album.
why does meow's loves always end up with terrible hairstyles? HAHAHAHA.
oh well, who am i to comment given that i look like shit too.
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okok, work for my grades now.
grades, money, grades, money.
that's all i can think of now.
Monday, July 09, 2007
Saturday, July 07, 2007
rainy day.
been long since i wore my blues today.
i miss it. HA.
rainy rainy cold morning. perfect for sleeping. and i had to get out of bed to go tuition.
great.
how can i complain? i'm earning money right. HA.
sometimes i'm scared to make commitments. too much responsibility.
but with shit, comes money too.
more and more kids. sometimes i have difficulty remembering all their names. HA.
still, if i move to the new branch, i start all again.
and i get new faces, new names, new environment.
i guess i might actually miss those devils.
why why love is damn nice.
yes i know drama. BUT IT'S NICE LAH.
i like chuan yi. but i like mike he in the show.
heard he might be an asshole in real life though. hmmmms.
mans, rainie is like damn lucky lah. suan leeee.
i should have hope lah hor. HAHAHAH.
oh well, it's gonna be sunday. and i want to sleep more.
blah.
so much work waiting for me to do.
BLAHHHHH.
remember spidey's words. HEH.
i shall wait for the one.
patience is thy virtue.
OH, i'm changing dentist apparently.
hmmmm.
it's a guy!!! hopefully it's that cutie who helped me pluck my teeth. HAHAHAHA. aiya, where got so lucky. sianzzzz.
muahahaha.
level 2 seh. a new level, a new adventure.
i cannot wait. :)
i miss it. HA.
rainy rainy cold morning. perfect for sleeping. and i had to get out of bed to go tuition.
great.
how can i complain? i'm earning money right. HA.
sometimes i'm scared to make commitments. too much responsibility.
but with shit, comes money too.
more and more kids. sometimes i have difficulty remembering all their names. HA.
still, if i move to the new branch, i start all again.
and i get new faces, new names, new environment.
i guess i might actually miss those devils.
why why love is damn nice.
yes i know drama. BUT IT'S NICE LAH.
i like chuan yi. but i like mike he in the show.
heard he might be an asshole in real life though. hmmmms.
mans, rainie is like damn lucky lah. suan leeee.
i should have hope lah hor. HAHAHAH.
oh well, it's gonna be sunday. and i want to sleep more.
blah.
so much work waiting for me to do.
BLAHHHHH.
remember spidey's words. HEH.
i shall wait for the one.
patience is thy virtue.
OH, i'm changing dentist apparently.
hmmmm.
it's a guy!!! hopefully it's that cutie who helped me pluck my teeth. HAHAHAHA. aiya, where got so lucky. sianzzzz.
muahahaha.
level 2 seh. a new level, a new adventure.
i cannot wait. :)
zilch.
does being in love equate to losing your intelligence?
because she is acting like one.
and it irritates the hell out of me.
it's like a basic retard.
I CAN TOLERATE. I CAN.
i think over the years, there is so much internal injuries, so much hurt, so much hidden secrets that i might be suffering so much i actually don't realise it; prolly until something triggers it off.
like just now.
sometimes i hate being born in this family.
i really do. and i know it's wrong.
just sometimes.
it's tuition again tomorrow. and i guess i better buck up and start looking through what happened in the past few lectures.
accented speech really pisses me off.
i frigging want to throw books in his face already.
mumbleking.
ARGHHH.
I CAN TOLERATE. I CAN.
i remember what haoz said on the short phone call that day.
there is nothing admirable about what i'm doing; or even me.
perhaps because i keep making endless comparisons, of how my life would be better, how i could be richer, smarter, prettier, thinner, luckier...the list never ends.
i'm so greedy i scare myself.
yet i often find myself behaving in a selfless manner i scare myself too.
perhaps it's because of this, i keep getting disadvantaged.
perhaps because of this, i'm bad at manipulation games.
i'm quite tired of my life.
it seems like an endless search for money and more money.
when i look in the mirror, i see only dullness in my eyes.
i actually feel sad for myself. THAT is sad.
because i believe that one day i will make it big BY MYSELF.
it's prolly a dream too big for my head.
it's prolly stubborness and wilfulness on my part.
i won't ever know.
i don't believe i cannot do it.
i don't believe i have to resort to those means.
what am i trying to prove?
am i trying to prove anything?
i can walk amidst the crowds; brushing past people, getting knocked head-on and stepped on.
tension of opposites.
and i realised how these few years, my birthday wishes have been the same.
everytime i pray to my late grandfather, i wish for the same thing. everytime i pray, i wish for the same thing.
and i always miss out something. maybe...that has lost it's priority in my life?
or maybe i'm just too afraid to look at it in the eye.
maybe i'm still _________.
it's funny how life works.
simple things like a gentle sorry from you when you accidentally knocked into me.
could actually set me off like a butterfly.
i like polite and gentlemanly guys.
few in this world already.
a total stranger, can actually make me happier than i thought.
ha. who am i bluffing.
i know, i will look at the mirror.
why, maybe that show is right.
if you don't hold hopes for something, perhaps it's better this way. no disappointments. no dashed dreams.
now, there is simply no room for dreams.
one step at a time,
will you walk with me?
will you look over me?
will you protect me?
because she is acting like one.
and it irritates the hell out of me.
it's like a basic retard.
I CAN TOLERATE. I CAN.
i think over the years, there is so much internal injuries, so much hurt, so much hidden secrets that i might be suffering so much i actually don't realise it; prolly until something triggers it off.
like just now.
sometimes i hate being born in this family.
i really do. and i know it's wrong.
just sometimes.
it's tuition again tomorrow. and i guess i better buck up and start looking through what happened in the past few lectures.
accented speech really pisses me off.
i frigging want to throw books in his face already.
mumbleking.
ARGHHH.
I CAN TOLERATE. I CAN.
i remember what haoz said on the short phone call that day.
there is nothing admirable about what i'm doing; or even me.
perhaps because i keep making endless comparisons, of how my life would be better, how i could be richer, smarter, prettier, thinner, luckier...the list never ends.
i'm so greedy i scare myself.
yet i often find myself behaving in a selfless manner i scare myself too.
perhaps it's because of this, i keep getting disadvantaged.
perhaps because of this, i'm bad at manipulation games.
i'm quite tired of my life.
it seems like an endless search for money and more money.
when i look in the mirror, i see only dullness in my eyes.
i actually feel sad for myself. THAT is sad.
because i believe that one day i will make it big BY MYSELF.
it's prolly a dream too big for my head.
it's prolly stubborness and wilfulness on my part.
i won't ever know.
i don't believe i cannot do it.
i don't believe i have to resort to those means.
what am i trying to prove?
am i trying to prove anything?
i can walk amidst the crowds; brushing past people, getting knocked head-on and stepped on.
tension of opposites.
and i realised how these few years, my birthday wishes have been the same.
everytime i pray to my late grandfather, i wish for the same thing. everytime i pray, i wish for the same thing.
and i always miss out something. maybe...that has lost it's priority in my life?
or maybe i'm just too afraid to look at it in the eye.
maybe i'm still _________.
it's funny how life works.
simple things like a gentle sorry from you when you accidentally knocked into me.
could actually set me off like a butterfly.
i like polite and gentlemanly guys.
few in this world already.
a total stranger, can actually make me happier than i thought.
ha. who am i bluffing.
i know, i will look at the mirror.
why, maybe that show is right.
if you don't hold hopes for something, perhaps it's better this way. no disappointments. no dashed dreams.
now, there is simply no room for dreams.
one step at a time,
will you walk with me?
will you look over me?
will you protect me?
Thursday, July 05, 2007
lenses.
i seriously think her brain is conked out.
then again, maybe it's just me.
should i feel pity? should i be ashamed of myself?
i'm just not so tolerant of ________ people.
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i don't feel that drive yet,
the moment is not here yet.
the right one will come.
i hope i will not be blinded by everything when the moment hits me.
it's so easy to be blinded.
so so difficult to remain with two feet on the ground.
so many around me.
it's so easy to be blown off my feet.
who and what will i be in the future?
how will i be like?
what is mine will be mine.
what will happen will happen.
i'll control as much as i can, then it's up to fate to tie the ends together.
give me a happy story, for as long as i live.
then again, maybe it's just me.
should i feel pity? should i be ashamed of myself?
i'm just not so tolerant of ________ people.
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i don't feel that drive yet,
the moment is not here yet.
the right one will come.
i hope i will not be blinded by everything when the moment hits me.
it's so easy to be blinded.
so so difficult to remain with two feet on the ground.
so many around me.
it's so easy to be blown off my feet.
who and what will i be in the future?
how will i be like?
what is mine will be mine.
what will happen will happen.
i'll control as much as i can, then it's up to fate to tie the ends together.
give me a happy story, for as long as i live.
my hp is corrupted...
with pictures NOT of myself, but mostly laomeow.
zzzzz. sometimes having a phone with a front camera is damn jialat--always kenna kidnapped.
what does this prove??!! I AM NOT A CAM WHORE OK. at least when i take pics with people's phones, i DELETE. hahahahha.
anyway, finally uploaded all the photos(includes unglam ones) into the computer. compiled all of them together so i wouldn't need to upload one by one into this entry.
get ready for overflow of pictures. if you're not feeling bored, don't proceed down.
these were taken on pauline's paper. finals. hmmms. before going into the exam hall and cramming last minute info:
"why you make your face like that?"
"like that then can make face look longer!"
zzzz
she wants to show off her teeth lah, i think. on the right is a random picture of johan, taking by meow also.
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then we have pictures taken during lectures. she sneaks looks at the camera one lor. zzzz. my poor phone. no resting time:
left: nehneh and meow. nehneh always make ah lian poses. -_-
top right: meow actually looks scary here. machiam want teleport somewhere, then i happened to take a picture. maybe she hangs around with utt too much. -floats-
bottom right: she likes to manipulate my voodoo doll. O.O ARGHS.
smallest picture: nehneh making pig face.
you can tell the expression on the face, how the lecture was.
then it became.......
this.
she and her nails. erm, not very artistic leh mz.
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then on the first day of the second half of the sem:
generally, it says--lectures are boring.
"na, ge ni wo de san ge dian." (translated: na, give you my three dots)
actually, it sounds damn wrong when it came out of her mouth. tskkkk.
one red marker pen, one mole, one blue pen. lanpekpek.
i don't really know why, but she boxed herself. retarded.
loves. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. i took this. =DDDD
mz, you should get this hairstyle.
eh, mz upside down seh.
mz acting cute.
she got so bored and wanted to sleep. so scribbling was an alternative. click to enlarge. basically, it's her yiyi (wang chuan yi) and herself's QING SHU (love letter). slap her please. HAHAHAHAHHA.
it's kinda blur. but it's quite obvious she didn't know how to write a lot of chinese words. zzzz. and the content....shall not comment on it.
it's only like the first of many upcoming qing shu(s) which she drew in that lecture. O.O
her.....couple portrait. and my emoticon (onion puking on msn) to reply.
suddenly we have an old man taking our course too! alex checking his hair.
alex telling his long long stories.
AH HAR!!! SEE WHO IS NOT PAYING ATTENTION IN CLASS! turn around some more. EVIDENCE!!
she scribbles on paper, i scribble on cup.
death is eternal. is death eternal?
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ok enough pictures.
grades for first half of sem are out. i'm not very pleased. but still, maybe i'm just overly hard on myself. white ass may be right.
sighs.
i have something to announce. TODAY (WEDNESDAY), MARKS THE END OF MY ONE WEEK COMBO TUITION. finally!!! i have thursday and friday free from tuition, before saturday hits me again. phew.
i cannot believe i survived everyday with tuition.
grrrr.
today was tiresome. the kids made me angry and irritated and (insert every deblitative emotion possible). perhaps i do need that change in environment. that change in brain content and human traffic flow. maybe i am a place-ist.
only when i see the other side of the picture, then i can make an effective comparison.
i will be patient.
kayaking course has been postphoned. till don't know when. it's both a relief for now. although this may imply that i may not be able to make it to the next one.
it was extremely hot today. the earth is dying.
was marking my papers from yesterday till today. half the stack was cleared.
then today went tuition, another half came back.
i'm so pissed.
might be pre-symptoms.
HA.
school again in a few hours time.
texts still unbought. i hate this feeling.
i think i'm rather positive already, the only problem that exists with me is that i am never satisfied. given something is never enough, i want something else. i want something better than the best.
read my horoscope these few days. i'm still seeking for the enlightenment. answers will reveal soon, and i will gain insight.
my flaw will be my strength.
ramram and bushyeyebrows lectures are all cmi. i give up mans. i hope i just study hard enough and the right way for their quizzes and exams. and hopefully the group projects turn out well. i tmd need a freaking break.
I ALWAYS NEED BREAKS.
aiya fine, i just want to leave this place for a while. stifling me.
i think i may need to set up another account for travelling and camera needs. because currently there is one for daily usage and the other is untouchable for my future. hmmms. my daily usage will never be able to supplement my travelling desires. roars.
plans plans plans. first, hit that 5digit in untouchable, accumulate high 4 digit in daily usage.
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wo ai ni, wo men fen shou ba.
zzzzz. sometimes having a phone with a front camera is damn jialat--always kenna kidnapped.
what does this prove??!! I AM NOT A CAM WHORE OK. at least when i take pics with people's phones, i DELETE. hahahahha.
anyway, finally uploaded all the photos(includes unglam ones) into the computer. compiled all of them together so i wouldn't need to upload one by one into this entry.
get ready for overflow of pictures. if you're not feeling bored, don't proceed down.
these were taken on pauline's paper. finals. hmmms. before going into the exam hall and cramming last minute info:
"why you make your face like that?"
"like that then can make face look longer!"
zzzz
she wants to show off her teeth lah, i think. on the right is a random picture of johan, taking by meow also.
------
then we have pictures taken during lectures. she sneaks looks at the camera one lor. zzzz. my poor phone. no resting time:
left: nehneh and meow. nehneh always make ah lian poses. -_-
top right: meow actually looks scary here. machiam want teleport somewhere, then i happened to take a picture. maybe she hangs around with utt too much. -floats-
bottom right: she likes to manipulate my voodoo doll. O.O ARGHS.
smallest picture: nehneh making pig face.
you can tell the expression on the face, how the lecture was.
then it became.......
this.
she and her nails. erm, not very artistic leh mz.
------
then on the first day of the second half of the sem:
generally, it says--lectures are boring.
"na, ge ni wo de san ge dian." (translated: na, give you my three dots)
actually, it sounds damn wrong when it came out of her mouth. tskkkk.
one red marker pen, one mole, one blue pen. lanpekpek.
i don't really know why, but she boxed herself. retarded.
loves. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. i took this. =DDDD
mz, you should get this hairstyle.
eh, mz upside down seh.
mz acting cute.
she got so bored and wanted to sleep. so scribbling was an alternative. click to enlarge. basically, it's her yiyi (wang chuan yi) and herself's QING SHU (love letter). slap her please. HAHAHAHAHHA.
it's kinda blur. but it's quite obvious she didn't know how to write a lot of chinese words. zzzz. and the content....shall not comment on it.
it's only like the first of many upcoming qing shu(s) which she drew in that lecture. O.O
her.....couple portrait. and my emoticon (onion puking on msn) to reply.
suddenly we have an old man taking our course too! alex checking his hair.
alex telling his long long stories.
AH HAR!!! SEE WHO IS NOT PAYING ATTENTION IN CLASS! turn around some more. EVIDENCE!!
she scribbles on paper, i scribble on cup.
death is eternal. is death eternal?
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ok enough pictures.
grades for first half of sem are out. i'm not very pleased. but still, maybe i'm just overly hard on myself. white ass may be right.
sighs.
i have something to announce. TODAY (WEDNESDAY), MARKS THE END OF MY ONE WEEK COMBO TUITION. finally!!! i have thursday and friday free from tuition, before saturday hits me again. phew.
i cannot believe i survived everyday with tuition.
grrrr.
today was tiresome. the kids made me angry and irritated and (insert every deblitative emotion possible). perhaps i do need that change in environment. that change in brain content and human traffic flow. maybe i am a place-ist.
only when i see the other side of the picture, then i can make an effective comparison.
i will be patient.
kayaking course has been postphoned. till don't know when. it's both a relief for now. although this may imply that i may not be able to make it to the next one.
it was extremely hot today. the earth is dying.
was marking my papers from yesterday till today. half the stack was cleared.
then today went tuition, another half came back.
i'm so pissed.
might be pre-symptoms.
HA.
school again in a few hours time.
texts still unbought. i hate this feeling.
i think i'm rather positive already, the only problem that exists with me is that i am never satisfied. given something is never enough, i want something else. i want something better than the best.
read my horoscope these few days. i'm still seeking for the enlightenment. answers will reveal soon, and i will gain insight.
my flaw will be my strength.
ramram and bushyeyebrows lectures are all cmi. i give up mans. i hope i just study hard enough and the right way for their quizzes and exams. and hopefully the group projects turn out well. i tmd need a freaking break.
I ALWAYS NEED BREAKS.
aiya fine, i just want to leave this place for a while. stifling me.
i think i may need to set up another account for travelling and camera needs. because currently there is one for daily usage and the other is untouchable for my future. hmmms. my daily usage will never be able to supplement my travelling desires. roars.
plans plans plans. first, hit that 5digit in untouchable, accumulate high 4 digit in daily usage.
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wo ai ni, wo men fen shou ba.
Monday, July 02, 2007
fallen leaves; rustle:
i kinda miss old chestnut trees like these where i can find in europe. i love to admire the ageing gracefulness of it all, swaying limps, rustling leaves, the blend of hues of yellow and faded green; spots of red and brown.
the whispers of autumn. the whispers of love.
went for a run today, and although the pavement was sprinkled with fallen leaves, it somehow didn't seem as romantic and what i had seen.
perhaps it was the suffocating heat, the vavroom sounds of vehicles, the sneaky looks of construction workers, the psssshhh-ing sound of braking buses, and my tummyache.
it could be the combination of many factors. and i missed.
been getting tummy upsets almost everyday recently. bad.
and still pondering over my two star course. damn. i don't want to go there and throw face lor. =((((
but it's gonna be a huge experience.
and with the same few people again. =)
school resumes tml. and then it's tuition after that. relief-ing for jh. sec 2 english i think. oh wells, how can i reject bucks?
i shall just go there crap abit, rot and slack. it's money.
today tuitioned maths for those p2 brats again. got new students. and new blood to puke. gee. can die really.
i can be pretty impatient. =(
yule today was good. all the people i love. xg, wcy, mh, ry. MUACKS. hahahahah. wheee!
if i start youtubing that new drama, i may never stop. i better reconsider.
aiii. i've been giving tuition non-stop combo from wednesday onwards. i'm god.
i need more private tutees.
GIVE ME FROM MY CONDO.
wait, hatch money plan first.
the skull of the head perches carefully on the mossy ledge;
shining in the mid day sun.
hints of whites and bones-
what does it see through the tiny holes?
and i saw some buffy trailer on youtube yesterday. you know why i love vampires? cos' they are ultra hot. that spike is OMFG TMD HOT.
mans. i guess im not a full blooded vamps. HAHAHAH.
throwing away her reticence,
she ran ahead;
head thrown backwards, arms akimbo, laughing lightly-
into the wind.
Sunday, July 01, 2007
i have a luxurious life.
life's pretty good these few days. asides from tuitioning, i seem to be getting A LOT of good food. yums.
went crystal jade today with papa, mama and jie. ate freakingggg alot. seriously, from next week onwards, i'm not eating anymore. =(
and their xiaolongbao standards are dropping. mine has almost no soup in it. wrinkled like dunno what shit. lousypok. i like the chilled sliced beef and sweet and sour chicken though. -pats stomach-
hahahahah. oh wells. mama says i got that kind of kid's face. o.o
i told her i know magic. she says that she might believe because of my face. thanks lah, don't know what that means man.
but i do know i look like a chipmunk. huhpee.
guess i take longer to grow old.
harry potterrrrr. cannot wait. i think someone booked me. my exlaopo!!!! wheee. gang outinggg.
soon.
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is it a compliment if someone tells you that you don't dress or look like a local?
hmmmms.
is it if they say you would fit in perfectly somewhere else?
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randomness in class.
anyway, i realised my condo is full of Es. grew up surrounded by hundreds of them; conditioning mans. i don't even care about Es that much. not alot of interest.
but wells, there's an E next door.
and today after i got back from my run, i bumped into an E at the lift. hmmms. 4th floor. really cute. mature kind.
golf seh. HAHAHAHA. and since he was laden with so many bulky items, i offered to help him press his lift button.
i live on the 3rd, and when i got out, HE FOLLOWED ME.
cok shit. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. seriously he is damn blur. and he just walked ahead thinking that his unit was opposite the lift. luckily i stopped him mans. toot.
and he looked awesomely adorable when he was apologising (i don't know FOR WHAT???) and laughing at his silliness. :)
mans, melts lah.
JAP. CONFIRM. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
okok fetish.
but what's wrong? older men are sexy. -reveals perved grin-
i mean when you watch too much dramas, you have tendencies towards other nationalities. :) like that korean drama 18 year old bride. wheee. the da shu is damn sweet lahs. bueytahan. unrealistic i know, but it is nice to indulge in foolish thoughts once in a while. heh.
GAH. i looked fugly anyway. forget it. =( he might have been laughing at my face and messed up hair. BOOOOOO.
been drifting in and out of everything; life basically. there, but not really there.
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i don't TRY to look different.
i just like different things from the majority.
don't ask me why.
i'm a weirdodo.
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classic all time fav lah.
gene just msged me regarding two star kayaking. 13th to 15th. seems quite attractive. but thinking whether i can make it out alive. =((((
hai, but if my timetable is free, i should be going. getting aqua shoes and prolly a singlet. wheee! the course fee is gonna kill me. haiiii. why does my money disappear so quickly??? hiakhiak.
and somehow i got feeling i might prolly be the only girl around.
i realised that by putting money into that untouchable account, it actually did me a lot of good. REALLY. like saved a couple of hundreds so far already. mans, i'm gonna hit that 5 digit mark mans. AIMMMM.
prolly won't be able to make it for holidays overseas this year. haiz. school's resuming on tuesday. tuitioning tml again. hectic life. aimless?
i think i know that surprise wj and jh are up to. i heard that they are branching out into Clementi. wheee. lesser travelling. ok, now this is exciting. =)
i haven't hatched my money plan. really lazy. really lethargic.
wore a dress today. the new blue one. nice. loves.
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there's a tuscani parked under my house. and another day i saw a harvey. then another merc. and a bmw. my god, rich freaks. pity all married. haiiii.
i live in an area populated with rich people, but all super old ones. lucky me.
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abs can be unglam too.
my hair is longer now. jie says i look more feminine. excuse me, i'm damn gentle and er...feminine ok. HAHAHA. who am i kidding??
think i'll let it grow longer, then go for a trim. got some new ideas already. :)
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i realised i do miss travelling loads. sighs. i wonder when i'll have that time and money to do it carefreely. school life is sucking my blood.
i saw a cca openhouse that day at the atrium. saw floorball. man, i miss sajc pe floorball games. damn fun lah. miss. -grimace-
kayak star one course!
my teeth is aching recently. =( i cannot wait for a braceless smile and grin. the price i'd pay for beauty in the future. HAHAHAH. sighs. and my face's bone structure keeps changing. yucks.
i'm losing definition.
lame ass shits that never fail to make me laugh.
simplicity makes me happy.
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you are the one.
i can sense it.
went crystal jade today with papa, mama and jie. ate freakingggg alot. seriously, from next week onwards, i'm not eating anymore. =(
and their xiaolongbao standards are dropping. mine has almost no soup in it. wrinkled like dunno what shit. lousypok. i like the chilled sliced beef and sweet and sour chicken though. -pats stomach-
hahahahah. oh wells. mama says i got that kind of kid's face. o.o
i told her i know magic. she says that she might believe because of my face. thanks lah, don't know what that means man.
but i do know i look like a chipmunk. huhpee.
guess i take longer to grow old.
harry potterrrrr. cannot wait. i think someone booked me. my exlaopo!!!! wheee. gang outinggg.
soon.
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is it a compliment if someone tells you that you don't dress or look like a local?
hmmmms.
is it if they say you would fit in perfectly somewhere else?
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randomness in class.
anyway, i realised my condo is full of Es. grew up surrounded by hundreds of them; conditioning mans. i don't even care about Es that much. not alot of interest.
but wells, there's an E next door.
and today after i got back from my run, i bumped into an E at the lift. hmmms. 4th floor. really cute. mature kind.
golf seh. HAHAHAHA. and since he was laden with so many bulky items, i offered to help him press his lift button.
i live on the 3rd, and when i got out, HE FOLLOWED ME.
cok shit. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. seriously he is damn blur. and he just walked ahead thinking that his unit was opposite the lift. luckily i stopped him mans. toot.
and he looked awesomely adorable when he was apologising (i don't know FOR WHAT???) and laughing at his silliness. :)
mans, melts lah.
JAP. CONFIRM. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
okok fetish.
but what's wrong? older men are sexy. -reveals perved grin-
i mean when you watch too much dramas, you have tendencies towards other nationalities. :) like that korean drama 18 year old bride. wheee. the da shu is damn sweet lahs. bueytahan. unrealistic i know, but it is nice to indulge in foolish thoughts once in a while. heh.
GAH. i looked fugly anyway. forget it. =( he might have been laughing at my face and messed up hair. BOOOOOO.
been drifting in and out of everything; life basically. there, but not really there.
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i don't TRY to look different.
i just like different things from the majority.
don't ask me why.
i'm a weirdodo.
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classic all time fav lah.
gene just msged me regarding two star kayaking. 13th to 15th. seems quite attractive. but thinking whether i can make it out alive. =((((
hai, but if my timetable is free, i should be going. getting aqua shoes and prolly a singlet. wheee! the course fee is gonna kill me. haiiii. why does my money disappear so quickly??? hiakhiak.
and somehow i got feeling i might prolly be the only girl around.
i realised that by putting money into that untouchable account, it actually did me a lot of good. REALLY. like saved a couple of hundreds so far already. mans, i'm gonna hit that 5 digit mark mans. AIMMMM.
prolly won't be able to make it for holidays overseas this year. haiz. school's resuming on tuesday. tuitioning tml again. hectic life. aimless?
i think i know that surprise wj and jh are up to. i heard that they are branching out into Clementi. wheee. lesser travelling. ok, now this is exciting. =)
i haven't hatched my money plan. really lazy. really lethargic.
wore a dress today. the new blue one. nice. loves.
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there's a tuscani parked under my house. and another day i saw a harvey. then another merc. and a bmw. my god, rich freaks. pity all married. haiiii.
i live in an area populated with rich people, but all super old ones. lucky me.
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abs can be unglam too.
my hair is longer now. jie says i look more feminine. excuse me, i'm damn gentle and er...feminine ok. HAHAHA. who am i kidding??
think i'll let it grow longer, then go for a trim. got some new ideas already. :)
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i realised i do miss travelling loads. sighs. i wonder when i'll have that time and money to do it carefreely. school life is sucking my blood.
i saw a cca openhouse that day at the atrium. saw floorball. man, i miss sajc pe floorball games. damn fun lah. miss. -grimace-
kayak star one course!
my teeth is aching recently. =( i cannot wait for a braceless smile and grin. the price i'd pay for beauty in the future. HAHAHAH. sighs. and my face's bone structure keeps changing. yucks.
i'm losing definition.
lame ass shits that never fail to make me laugh.
simplicity makes me happy.
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you are the one.
i can sense it.
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