letter.teeth.shopping.random.

got my letter from SIM finally.
accepted into arts in communications studies.

it's gonna be a tough ride.
i'm not taking this for leisure or for fun.

it's $58,000++ i'm talking about here.
it's a fucking large truckload of money.

which makes me stressed.
sure, i do want to start campus and schooling life again.
sure, i am full of anticipation of the new people i'll meet.
it's going to be a very un-school-school.
hahaha. nai nai you'll prolly get what i mean.

=)
really happy to know that there is someone i know, a face i can smile at on the first day of school. we shall brave this together. and be the bestest of friends again! hahahah. no worries man, you want to go crazy, i'm here lah!! =p



starting school 28th august.

hmmmm. i need to get my forms done. grrrr.


not yet gotten my dental consultation at NDC. the more i look at m teeth, the more i smile at the mirror and catch a glimpse of that familiar smile..the more i hesitate.
i've grown up with this set of teeth. i am proud of them. i do not think they are ugly. but i'm doing this...don't ask me why..

sometimes..i don't even understand myself.

i'll miss my old smile. i definitely would.
and i wonder again, when would i smile again.
hahah..


i need alot of assurance, and who can i get it from?




going to conquer bugis one of the days this week with monz. hahaha. LOADS OF THINGS TO BUY. back to school really. shiooook.

and i need a temporary job. like really soon. grrr. i need a job-seeking partner that's all. =(
kill time. earn extra bucks. meet more people. get my mind off things. gain experience.
make my days=$$ instead of ZERO.




i find it so hard to verbalise words in my brain to words coming out from my mouth. so hard. and i find it even harder to express what i really feel or think.

why am i holding back?




i could lie just by your side, and time would seem to stop. i wouldn't have a care in the world, and i could just lie there quietly. because you are by my side. and that's what really counts.


time. no longer something i can take for granted.

i seem to be having mood swings recently.
everytime i do, i think...and i realise the reason is you. and you.


i'm not made for relationships. it tires me out.
but i'm trying. in every aspect.
for those little packets of happiness i'll enjoy. =)


because you must know the hurt and the pain, before you start to appreciate the love and the care.

minor details. simple gestures.




those who wander might not be lost.



how's everyone? i seem to have lost touch with the world. and i fear that i'll lose even more when the school term starts.
like yun ma said...friends come and go. few stay.
look at the people around you...are they truly the ones who stay by your side? or are they merely fair companions. same class. same clique. same cca. you all come together for the same reason. so when this reason is gone, does this friendship go too?



i've been seeking answer to this question for some time. i hate to admit. but i am a victim of such.
and a do-er of it.

it's so hard to treasure, when they are right before you. yet when all is lost, then you regret.
humans. dumb bunch of asses.