short and not sweet.

yea. i'm happy today. and very very exhausted.

thankful that lately i have no need to go through al that emo thing again. feeling quite stable. and contented. so far.

work and tuitioning was fine. hockey was better.

it felt really good to meet up with the team. found out that i really missed them. sometimes it just feels good sitting there quietly to hear them bicker at one another or laugh at one another. it feels like how it should be. it feels like how it used to be. feels like old times.



"JIELIN!!!! you are still with that knee guard!!!"



hahaha. miss all of them. i'm tired and back home again. i cannot wait to see them the next time we have another friendly.

tml's another day for tuitioning. and an effort to preserve my sanity, and strength to tolerate the kids' constant noise-making abilities. hahaha.


having a terrible sore throat. downing water like it's free man. need to lose weight. somehow i really hate being compared and being called "plump" or "fat" or "loose down there at your tummy" or stuff like that. i never liked it. but it seems so hard to find time to work out, when i'm so tired most of the time.

i actually miss wearing school uniform and going to school every day to see my friends and attend lousy lectures and classes. then again, i wouldn't want to repeat them all over again.
hahaha.

well, the pasture is always greener on the other side.

humans are difficult to satisfy.




i just kinda really miss you. heh.