blah bleh.

i feel that somehow, whenever i'm with you, the world shrinks to consist of only you and me. and i don't really care. just for one day, i don't care. i like it the way it is.


last week was physically tiring. our outing. =D

this week......WAS FREAKING GOOD. good food i mean. HAHAHAHAHA. tsktsk. terrible lah. i cannot believe how much i spent on food alone toay. this is super sinful. SUPER. JIELIN!!! YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE ON A DIET REMEMBER??!!


aiyeeee.


=P
airported.
timeslinked.
fish&coed.
alcoholed.
walked.
viewing gallery.
toileted(MANY TIMES, tsk).
walked.
talked.
talked.
talked.
travelled.
stoned.
stoned.
movied.
poseidoned(GOD OF THE SEA, yes yes).
lost cap-ed.
kanchiong.
found cap.
toileted.
travelled.
PASAR MALAMED.
full!!!!!
bus stoped. =)



omg. the pasar malam part was CRAZY i tell you. freaking crazyyyyyy.
never ate so much in my entire week. NEVER. tsk. fattttt.
but it's ok. gonna work it off tml i hope. going for a run.

sigh.

sometimes it's just so hard to keep smiling and be happy infront of you....when i'm so obviously not that happy.

i don't know if you realise that.

but it does sucks. i'm not tired my dear. i'm just...fucking troubled.

i'll be fine. =)


xin lian xin. hahaha. and i appreciate the effort(though it might be unintentional) that you put to make me happier. FOOD! somemore it's the food i love. heh.


bus stop was good. thanks to you again. it just felt so right lah. after so long, to see you again. it's like just another day. it's like you were never absent. so wierd right.


maybe you're right. we don't really know each other.

but i think it's a developmental thing. and well, mutual disclosure. i can't be forcing you. you can't either. let's just take it slow and steady.


i feel alright to bare my woes to you. but if you don't feel the same way, it's fine. =)


no obligations remember?
just at least let me know.


individual space yea?







on a side note, i'm really apologetic for not making it to the sec 4 clique outing. really. but...yea, i have my reasons, and i hope you guys understand. really sorry. will make it the next time round. hope you guys had a good time! =)


marshy! white ass! when is our JEZ outing gonna be! hahaha. needa catch up soon. so much had happened. yet so little exchanged. sigh i miss you guys. loads.


monz..i hope you're doing fine. i'm fine no worries. yea, we gotta fang de xia qu yea? i don't really know man. i'm not one who plans that much. but...we just need to be strong right now. anything just call or msg me. =)


i'm tired. contented though.

tuitioning again tml.

i'm gonna try get a bike for myself on my birthday. then again, i'm so FREAKING BROKE i might have to reconsider. sigh. i have NO IDEA how i spent so much on food. no idea. this is crazy shit.


then again, my life's full of crazy shit.

please let me be happy again.