friday again!!

ok a little warning first, this entry is going to be very random with bits here and there; the usual way i am zzz, unless i'm blogging about a particular event lah.

i tried my best to find pictures so that you won't get bored reading! i get bored reading entries with all words and no pictures!!! =((( okayyy, unless i'm all emo and just want to rant lol. eh i realized when i'm emo i write pretty well ok wow. i should start an exclusively-emo-jielin.blogspot.com HAHAHAH.


thank god it's friday. but no thanks it's weekends again. time is really zooming by me and making me all flabbergasted and lost.

next friday will be phi101's finals and zomg i better start revising my 5 books soon. 0.0 got philo readings due next week still. please let me survive and do well!!!! continue to bless me ok, LL?? i'll be eternally grateful.

then right after philo exam on friday, i'm scheduled for work at videzy FINALLY lolol after being MIA for around 3 weeks wtf. my pay can say byebye to me. i'll be working consecutively friday and saturday meaning, 27th and 28th of june! yayyy, that makes up to about $50 pay. okkk, at least not empty paycheck. woots! (:

meagre pay but i kinda miss working there and the people i meet! i hope i won't forget all the procedures man. scary =S.

this shoe is really pretty! it's like oxfords but in ankle boots form! awesomely chic! but awesomely NOT cheap. zzz. the deal is getting a pair with patent leather (kickass!) and nice heels (walkable) to boot! still, not that i'll be getting it anytime soon. budget is tight this month =(.

HAHAHHAHA i drew this for mz some day this week on msn. forgot when. so cute right. ayeee, so in love. don't sad ok mz, although azz and ah sa are together, but you can be with your tong tong forever and ever. so sweet. (:

sidenote: this dress is freaking cute!!! the symmetry and the cute A-line cut at the bottom. omg i can so imagine this with sneakers ok HAHAHAHA i'm sorry lah. sometimes i worry that i'll wear sneakers under my wedding gown on my wedding day wtf.

can someone teach me how to be more ladylike? -_-'''

so i've been TRYING to work out with my flabby arms signalling emergency warnings to me HAHAH. this pink little dumbell which i bought like EONSSSS ago from daiso was sitting at a corner, all dusty and mocking at me.

dammit. must start lifting them. must. ok. jielin you must. zzz. i purposely bought pink to entice myself to exercise ok. woots.

my 5th and last lover for phi101. (: still dating. HAHAHAHA. i like him best, i think. he's so morbid and his sense of humor rocks to the max.

i'm sorry but i actually laughed quite alot while reading the sadistic and not-supposedly-funny parts. i can't help it. i visualise things too well! =D ok lah, some parts are really thought-provoking and not funny at all. in fact, my heart was heavy when i finished the metamorphosis at 4am. tragedy =(.

i really should stop spending so much on random things. travelling is eating up my moolahs TOO fast. zzz. as in travelling around SINGAPORE ok, not even talking about leaving this country. sighhh. dammit. can my dear bf please pop down from the skies and start sending me around so i can spend lesser? I HATE BOON LAY TMDKNN. =(((((


jielin.must.save.money.to.go.taiwan.her.fund.is.severely.in.shortage.how.ah.die.lah.wtf.



okaaayyy. yes, still reminder to self not to neglect studies whilst on the pursuit for more moolahs. keep your grades teojielin!!!! CANNOT SLACK! sometimes i wish my parents are filthy rich. sometimes i wish....not. it's for the better of me, i believe.

i think. zzz.

school has been pretty boring. i need some jing bao in my life leh. siannnn. good jing bao please HAHAH. no bad ones. terms and conditions apply.

saturday's plans:

-tuition in the morning to noon. then meet nehneh to walk walk around burn some fats. then meet up with the rest of the mus266 gang (woots! our group and maniq's group will be there tml!) for our second and last arts fest performance at esplanade. whooosh! hope we'll have fun!!! =DDD

i would be missing my wai po's birthday celebration at ding tai feng though HAI byebye yam baos =((((( i wonder if can da bao back HAHAHAHA.

ok i officially have nothing to wear. zzzzz.

back to hit the books. no time. =( my eyes are closing mansssss. i love kafka.

but i need this, desperately HAHAHAH. wah lau typhoon sista asked me what's that black thing above my house. is my drawing so bad??? WTF. =(

eh, it's smoke lah. can tell right??????? shit. i must practice drawing.

kuishinbo with bro.

it actually rhymes!!! HAHA.

firstly, much thanks to bro/davelew/uncle/oldman for the belated birthday treat at kuishinbo (suntec city) for lunch.

i was early!!!! or i think i was. we had been discussing beforehand where to meet and what time to meet for the lunch buffet. however, i thought we had settled to meet 12pm at suntec, and he thought we were to meet 12pm at cityhall mrt to walk there together.

ultra zzzz.

because while chatting on msn, he said he "don't want to appear short walking next to me" so i said fine lor, we meet at suntec, so walk there separately. WTF HAHAHAHA that ass.

but apparently he was joking and wanted to walk there together one. wtf. wah lau eh. miscommunication leh. and i'm a freaking communications student!!! LOLOL. failed.


lanpekkk. by the time i reached kuishinbo, he smsed me to asked me where i was lor. HE WAS AT CITYHALL CONTROL STATION WAITING HAHAHAHAHAH. wtf. ok sorry bro.

so i waited pathetically at the kids roundabout which you must insert $1 coin to play one. zzzz. got tired, so i just sat on the seahorse-looking creature. wtf. YA LAH IT DIDN'T BREAK.




woots. ate shitloads. but ok lah, lesser than normal cos' maybe recovering intestines LOL. but there was A LOOTTTT of food. not all appealed to me though. bro pig also, ate sibei alot HHAAHAH.

the lunch hour crowd was.....terrible. the noise was shaking the entire place mans.

quality of food still alright, but definitely worth it. cheaper than ala-carte. BUT the mochi sucks to the core. all chui like fuck lor. then tiramisu also landiao. =((((( sadness.


HAHAHAH BUT BRO IS DAMN UNGLAM OK. i don't know how he does it, but he always show unglam-ness to me HAHAHAHA. i'm sorry but i could not stop laughing at the restaurant when i saw what happened. =DDDD


aye. first that old aunty and the classic look on his face.
then the tiramisu and the HAHAHAHA chocolate lips HAHAHAH. omgs. and i already gave him chance to clean up before i came back ok since he asked me "don't look!" (wtf when you tell ppl don't look obviously they'll want to look what you're talking about right).

the moment i sat down and we were talking about something so i looked at him. i almost died HAHAHAHA. shit lor. never take pictures at all. i was gasping for air. HAHAHA.


and yes i blush too easily =(.

ayeee ok lah. nice lunch. thanks! went home afterwards. he headed to bugis. yawns. went to deposit money into account for the coming insurance deduction. whooshhhh! read a book on the way home. gave up a seat to an old ah ma.


friday. quiz #3. LL, I NEED YOUR BLESSINGS!!!! thank you. (((:


aye lazy to blog no pictures. so sorry you guys must read all my nonsence. i shall ATTEMPT to take pictures soon. just too lazy lahhh. saturday should have a few ok! ((((:


parents are still at cold war. wtf. childish shits. i wanna get out of hereeee.


aye i need a makeover.
can some slimming centre please sponsor me? i make a very good candidate, really!!!! ((((:

better left unsaid.

what do you do when you've been hit with the mother-of-all-ironies-'08?



some pain is better left unsaid, unspoken, unfounded, unrealized, uncovered.
shall remain so-


what an emo day.
battle of the emos.
and so we say, there can only be one emo at any one time.
if one is down, the other has the duty to cheer.
LOL. she does comfort. thank you hehbihiam.


it's so easy to deflate; as easy as it inflates.

when can i ever be good enough? for anything?
it's not low self-confidence, it's just being strikingly aware of yourself.
and it pulsates ever so significantly.



i'm tired of the bug.
but i'm not done with it yet.
LL, are you blessing me? have you gone on a holiday?



where's my salvation? where's my guardian angel?

because i never look at every smile, every word ever the same.
time causes alienation, as it does cause intimacy.
if everything is either this or that, then, if the cycle is reversed, does it make it the same?


things happen for a reason right?
there are so many answers i'm waiting.
quietly.

everyday is just a painful reminder of my life.




did you glance at me just as i did at you?
what were you thinking?
what will you do?




too much bug. gotta finish tonight so i can try to enjoy a few hours later.


i need to stop thinking.
it's like trying to piece mini M&Ms together to make a picture but it never really happens because circles always have holes.
everything leaks.



tomorrow has to be a better day.
pay day soon. debts to be paid.
i need another job. really.
saving never seemed so difficult.

alive but barely.

whoops sorry i flipped that picture to the right position but i think i deleted that one and left this only so this is what you guys will see. HAHAH. i know sideways pictures sucks to the core totally. tolerate this once ok. heh.

i know my lack of posting prolly doesn't affect much people. still, must give you guys some pictures! these few pics were taken before i became like violently ill. HAHAH. zzz.

thanks to all who asked after my health. i'm better now; though consistently wanting to puke--regardless i eat or not.

i eat i wanna puke.
i don't eat i also wanna puke.
life doesn't suck, virus does. =(

which is bad, considering how much i like food. zzz. i hardly have appetite for anything anymore. =(


i have a thursday buffet at kuishinbo for my belated birthday treat from bro though HAHAHAH i don't care i will attack lor. erms. pray hard my tummy will stop giving those churns and my throat will quit having those stuck-there-wanna-vomit-feeling.


i edited this pic whilst nehneh in psycho lect next to me. crashed to wait for her to finish school mahs. coincidentally they had quiz. HAHAHA wtf. i took the paper and dotdotdot cmi lehhh. don't know what's happening, so i just doodled around on it drawing cartoons till the quiz ended.

my quiz paper damn intellectual lor HAHAHA.

cute!!!! hahahaha.

taken during break. aye ok i can see my jawline.

trust me my eyes are like way bigger than those in the pics. i've slept so much these days in order to try to sleep away the nausea i think i have uber sweet big huge eyes to lure people in now HAHAHAHAH. wtf. ok i don't. but my eyes are bigger lah, period. don't argue.

today is my father's birthday and i forgot cleanly about it. not that i felt guilty for long. forked out $30 bucks to get an automatic watch on sale for him shared with my sis. zzz. i feel so poor now. i eat grass all for nothing mans.

i feel more upset thinking about my taiwan trip every time. grrrr.

then the man comes home pissed all cos' my mother asked me to eat less oily and fatty stuff. LONG SENTENCE AHEAD>>>>>

that stubborn ox got angry when people lectured him about his health which he neglects and then throws his temper around the house refusing to do anything and screwing up my mood and atmosphere at home then eventually pisses everyone else in the house and the atmosphere becomes even worse.

how to read my philo like that. and philo was actually interesting lor. got hunger artist and metamorphosis ok. coolness shits. reading about bug's life so morbid so funny HAHAHA.

he got everyone so fired up and i ended up doing everything he usually does when he comes home. biang eh. shitness lor. think he's king. really childish leh. kns. i wanna live alone lah.
BUT I'M AT PEACE OK (like master in kungfu panda whooosh). zzzz.



cos' i blew up at P's tuition today. zzz. i swear one day you'll hear about murder at boon lay lor. grrrrrrr.



i wanna vomit now. cos' i'm too hungry. zzzz. but i ate!!! i think my intestines got problem zzz. if i die will anyone miss me? =(

to those who aren't well. GET WELL SOON TOO!!

watched BARTLEBY during philo class today which i was also late for. HAHA 10mins don't know why he haven't start class. phewww. just in time i say! but the film was damn damn entertaining. HAHAH. shall not go too much into the philo details here. penned them down on a piece of paper during tuition though. shall see how the discussion goes tml! (: SPEAK JIELIN!!!

aye more readings to get done by friday's quiz #3. LL, I NEED YOUR BLESSINGS!!!! =(

time flies man.


ahhh, i saw honda outside philo class as i was walking in. HEHEHEHEH. wah seh happiness. -heart shaped eyes and big wide smile- HAHAHAH. but he talking to ab's best friend lor kns. =(


ok let me dream on. for i have nothing but dreams. i cannot ask for more, can i? am i worthy of?

okkkk. the heat is getting into me recently. damn STOP BEING SO HOT YOU STUPID WEATHER!!! i get headache from the heat very easily. =(((((

i think my brain is spoilt from the fever. please don't let my intellect drop further mansss. wtf. ayeee.


ok i'm really hungry. good night. back to the bug.

let me be well again.

since friday, i've been pretty much bedridden till today. even as i sit here and type, i still feel bouts of nausea and the faint throbbing of headache.

i managed to withstand much of friday in school. then was to vivocity to chck out my watch, which by then on the bus i was feel seriously ill and wanted to puke anytime. i managed to hold back my vomit, walked around abit before dinner at bakerzinn.

and considering how much i love cheese and mushrooms, i could not understand why the moment the linguini arrived at our table, i felt a wave of nausea rushing up from my stomach all the way to my throat. the smell was unbearable.


i could do nothing but to swallow back as hard as i could.


i didn't eat much. i managed to finish my mushrooms.


nehneh gave me a plastic bag in case i wanted to vomit on the bus. i manged to wait groggily at the bus stop till 143 came and i stumbled towards it.

waves of nausea came periodically during that 45mins ride and i seriously had notions of wanting to alight so that i could vomit out whatever bile there was.
one thing held me back--i really wanted to go home as soon as possible.


so the moment i stumbled off the bus's steps with my palm covering my mouth, i allowed that bile to come all the way out, the pastic bag equipped in one hand.

it was like a dam released. i saw portions of my sweet and sour pork rice i had for lunch pouring out. i saw the pork. i saw the rice. i saw the mushrooms.


after kneeling down at the pavement for a few minutes, i managed to find my way home. there, i knelt at the toilet for a few moments before i two huge waves of nausea hit once more and i vomitted everything else i had in my tummy.

they came so fast i had no time to breathe and i almost choked on my own vomit wtf.
then i ran to lao-sai.


i crawled into the shower because my clothes were stained with bits of vomit and cleaned myself up before dropping dead on the bed.

friday night passed. i know my fever came then, because i could not remember anything. i brain was pounding nonstop. i was perspiring and my PJs were damp with sweat. i was shivering; feeling cold, yet there i was, perspiring buckets.
my head burned. i had dreams. i was delirious. i forgot how the night passed, but it did. saturday came. morning, ma checked in on me but i was still running high fever. she forced me to eat a pill to lower my fever, telling me to cancel all work committments because i was never gonna get near the bus stop without fainting.

late noon came. she forced me awake and to swallow 5 mouthfuls of porridge before another pill and back to bed again. at night, i had to wake up for a quick bath, then into bed again.

sunday, today. i feel much better. nausea is still here. i can't eat much because i still feel like puking every now and then. my headache remains. my limbs are weak and i tremble involuntarily everytime i pick something up.


basically, i feel like shit.

but i've had enough of lying in bed for now. i needa do something else, even if i feel shittier.



let me be well again. there's so much to do when the week starts again.


i wished to become thin, but not this way.


i think i've paled over the weekend.


get well soon, jielin. fight those virus!!!
frankly, i don't even know what i'm down with. food poisoning? stomach flu?


get your immune system up!!!!!

i wanna be healthy again.

long entry!!!

there's so much so say, but i don't know where to begin. everyday, many things happen. how is it possible to keep up with others' life if you cannot even keep up with your own?

my mind's bursting. am i worrying over trivial matters?

they have taught me not to be so judgemental; getting oneself unecessarily mentally exhausted.
oh wells.

1) stayed back after class on wednesday to talk to Dr. B about my participation in class. kinda worried already, considering we have around 2 more weeks left to make the most of the 35% portion of my pathetic grades. zzz.

didn't help that twicesign was standing opposite me during the small group discussion and i was uber distracted. luckily Dr. B was sitting in between me and him, blocking partial vision. =D zzz must work hard already tjl!!!! GO GO GOOOOO!!!!

2) struggled to wake up today after 4 hours of sleep the night before. kept telling myself i don't wanna drag myself to boon lay for tuition. don't know why i eventually got out of bed anyway. only 15minutes late for tuition sigh.

bad mood.

tuition with P was terrible. i almost wanted to stab her again. had to breathe and breathe to clear my anger. =( B cancelled on me AGAIN stupid shits. i'm so sick of her cancellation ok. dulan not like i make a lot of money from them lor. idiotic.

3) Pboss smsed me around 5pm to work tonight impromptu. but i really was too tired to imagine standing from 6pm to 11pm nonstop. zzz. so i rejected. byebye moolahs. i'm gonna go with the flowwww.

4) random pictures first.

aye, i think i must go for face reduction. chain reaction. braces are fucked up. aye whatever.

this is the only angle that makes me face look.....alright-ly sized HAHA.

starry starry day begins with starry stuff. HAHA. sigh. make myself happy mans.

oh ya! this "trophy" thingy was awarded from my dad's company to him for some performance thing lah. it look so terrible lah. HAHAHA machiam fake emmy awards or something. zzz.

ok i better not any how say later kenna sued. i didn't even mention any company name lor. HAHA. yawns.

oomggg!!! guess what happened today? THE HEADPHONES from gene ARRIVED!!! i saw it sitting nicely on the table after i came back from my tuition!!! -beams-

tried to calm myself down and opened it slowlyyyyyy. savouring every little detail. heh. (:

i fell in love all over again. ((((:

pretty pretty love love. just coincidental that i was wearing that oversized star-print tee lah. oh ya, i must explain lor. i know everyone would probably wonder how come always see me in either this tee -points above- or the polka dotted black and white skull tee.

reason being these two tees are prolly the easiest to don when i'm in a hurry, or when i don't feel like dressing up to look pretty. they function as my tents to hide in and i won't feel fat in them anyway HAHA.

i think i should not grin so much HAHAHA. smiling at least face won't so big huh.

the package!

bubble-wrapped for protection!

nice niceee. mix-style headphones.


even the warranty is in japanese woahhh.

sparkling white. damn scared it'll become dirty in time. HAHA.


i tried out the sound quality and...........i went to nirvana. ok, i know for all the other techno geeks out there, it's nothing, but it's been so long since i actually heard songs with SURROUND SOUND, every single note thumping and vibrating to my eardrums.

the moment i put them, it cupped my ears.....and i could hear myself breathing. zomg. ok, with my earphones on, it's difficult to hear stuff outside. i think with this headphones, i will be cut off from the outside world HAHAHA. sigh.

WTF. the gold decoration words behind damn off lor. HAHAHAHAHA. aiya my father likes to paste these kinda things everywhere even if it's not chinese new year HAHAHAHA. ayee. wtf. ok ignore it ok.

the only thing i found uncomfortable was that of my earrings. i had to remove my earrings so as not to feel it pressed against my ears. zzz. i'll think of a solution.

as soon as i blasted song after song, slow to rock to metal to pop, i started dancing. adrenalin rush man!!! AWESOMENESS!!!!

it's like being enclosed in thise sound-proof studio just soley for your listening pleasure. how rockity socks is that??!! -bliss-


hehehe. (((: thank you gene!!!



must start working on looking more ladylike and gentleee. aye wtf i don't wanna look old. =(((( stupid ks. i look old???? haiz. stupid, must sleep more.



yesterday, on 11th june, after school, went to celebrate bishi's birthday!

WATCHED KUNGFU PANDA OMGGG ROCKS SOCKS YOO!!!

hahahahha i laughed like 3/4 of the time. even the part that is supposed to be touching and sad turned out to be lame shits. it's been damn long since i laughed so freely during an animation film! the last was alvin and the chipmunks and i didn't laugh half as much!

i love jackblack! i love po!

ok i eat when i'm not happy too. HAHAHA. sian.

dinner was at makan sutra--glutton's bay.

ordered an array of food. fried rice. sting ray. satay. or lua. and i had milo dinosaur! =D

the table was damn crammed HAHA. but it felt good. good food.

i loveee onionsss.

i don't really eat or lua though. fried rice had too many carrots and peas. tsk.

see they eat so fast until cannot catch them properly on camera. tsk.

the birthday girl! ((: last of the lot amongst 4 of us. HAHA.

gay buddies. =D so sweet.


bishi's face is sibei small ok. and she keep saying her face is big. zomg wtf. it's like a parrot saying it's face is big. and the parrot is talking to a hippo lor. HAHAHA.

then haoz started to demonstrate his night job of collecting tin cans HAHAHAHA.

ok below is gonna be my birthday pictures. i dozed off and was in semi-consciousness when i was uploading the shit load of these. so i think i drifted and clicked on the wrong set of pictures and didn't realize till i managed to slap myself awake.

i scare myself whenever i drift into semi-consciousness. it feels so unreal and surreal.

ok that look on my face is not constipation, it's overwhelmed HAHA.

the cake. yums.

the sneakers. (((: fairytale whites.

WHICH REMINDS ME. the outing for bishi's birthday left me with a nasty blister on my left foot (Kappa pink zzz). i could not wear anything, not even the whites. i reached for my retired browns. -sigh of relief-

ahhhhh. HAHAH. so comfy ok!!! <3>

gene was taking this picture, don't have him =(. haoz, chip, monz, me, bs. again, it's obvious to note how my face is ghastly THE BIGGEST. i wanna die right now.

can i do lipo on my face? HAHAHA.

stupid monz. ayeee must meet up soon. miss you much.

happy 3 musketeers! ((:

she's so tanned. i miss my tan. but she says i look better fair. really meh? =S

coincidentally the table was number 21. HAHAH. aye look! mz, abs and yan!!! i'm wearing the dog tag ok!!! =D

can't see my eyes. smiling+stun from flash. wah i really don't fancy flashes HAHA. makes me look like ghost.

seatmates!
before that, we were fiddling around with the smile shutter on gene's semi-pro dslr. HAHAH. everytime anyone smiles, the picture is taken. so cool lor HAHA.

look at haoz and gene LOLOL.

HAHAHAH this one never smile but don't know why the camera took it anyway. =DDD haoz look like old man lor. gene looks pissedHAHA.

personally i like this shot!!! it looks so chummy and au naturel. (((:
-points above-
this, on the other hand, is retarded cos' of haoz's colgate advertisement attempt HAH.


aye, pancake face coming up!


okkkkayyy. back to glutton's bay. after that we left to go esplanade haagen daz.



THE CHOICE, nicholas sparks.
pretty aye! (: she's so thin ok, and she wants to go on diet. siao.



i was speaking when this picture was taken lor. sucks i could have posed HAHAHAH. so unglam can. ruins the entire picture =(



longer lasting pleasure ok.



LOL.

WTF.

very strong triathlete!!!







esplanade roof terrace. i suggested this picture with shadows! guess which is meeee.

group pictureeeee. ((:


look decent......
then it's time for funnnn. =D i love the picture above. really cute. hehe.

LOLOL supposed to be timer but gene forgot to reset. so it took when he pressed the shoot button. i was half-expecting this to happen (not first time mah) so i was ever-readily posed HAHAHAHA. aye cannot stand myself. =DDD

but can tell the other two werent. =p

treasure those who matter. (:

wah this picture i look so stylo milo HAHAHAH.

the first few attempts of jumping!

change spot HAHAHA. wah this picture damn unglam lor. we're already landing when the camera caught this. tskkk. machiam shitting.

this one is niceeee!!! -grins- so vibranttt. =D

landed again. zz. gene flew in HAHAH. the green ranger.

wahhh we're all airborne ok!!! weet weet. haoz's is a good photographer =D

HAHAH tired already. did many many jumps and we were perspiring mans. geez.

see bishi FAKE LOR hahahah. she just pose machiam she landing whereas gene and i still jumped for the camera HAHAHA.

ok i don't know what happened here HAHAH.

the two of them got private joke. i forgot what liao zzz. i cannot break the gay bond and join their happiness HAHAHAH.

POSED. none of us jumped cos' bishi was taking lagging pictures HAHAHA.

zomg wtf ALMOST ZAO GENG. paiseh mans. HAHAHAHA. wah just nice i kicked gene then his pose is like flying away from the impact. woots! we're natural models HAHAH.

cute! =)



tired ah....

jump? no jump?

wanna act emo backstreet boys HAHAHA. wtf.

so i try emo lah. HAHAH can't stop laughing. bishi also lol.

wahhh attempted. but bishi never!!! aiyo spoil the emo picture HAHAHA.

ok that was the last picture. one of my favs too! (((:

really bored. i uploaded the pics halfway then dozed off so i wenta nap for 30mins. age is catching up on me man HAHAH.

ok...school again. sigh. TALK TALK TALKKKK.

i think i've decided to get the iphone and not the itouch already. must wait patiently and be happy with my viewty to double as my mp4 player zzzz. mama volunteered to buy the iphone for my birthday present lor wtf HAHAHA. pi diao and she don't wanna get me itouch in the first place.

ok think i must go see my automatic watch soon. or not they'll forget about my present AHHAH. but like they said, i didn't even have any party so i should have a present at least. overall still spent less than my sis's. so i guess that's still alright. make me feel less bad about myself.

cannot wait to see the designs!!! (((:

bored already. byebyeeee.

ok i've spent so much this june and it's not even over yet. my parents' birthdays are in june too. kill me please.

i must start eating grass already. haiz.

i cannot really grasp what's within me now. flurry of movement. all i catch are bits of molecules.