Saturday, May 31, 2008

like woohoo!

i didn't wear my pinkies today. which is good cos' it rained heavily.
and i stepped right into a large puddle of water at the water-clogged bus stop at P's place.
soaked.

i realized a lot of actions i've been taking simply flow out from no where. and all of them have an underlying reason which reveals much later. amazing.
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surprised to see me blogging on a saturday EARLY night?? hehehe. ok, for one, i am elated. no work at videzy cos' got this part-timer on shift today.

yes it does mean lesser income. but heck, i've been wandering outside for an entire week and not returning home early or eating dinner at home, so today is a good good gooood progress. only tuition and loitering around clementi to get some stuff done then homeeee sweet homeee.

-beams-

i can feel my legs on a saturday night. like GOOD WHAT.


okkkk, to digress, that part-timer is QUITE cute heh heh. so friendly keep smiling at me lor. -shudders-

was walking around fairprice to check out stuff on the racks that may have gotten ridiculously cheep cheep cos of gss. partly because i was waiting for that 1 hour to be up whereby i can finally go pick up my photograph with ah gong for his birthday tml. will show that picture later!

i found this!! like coolness. the packaging looks REALLY good. like professional chips wtf. HAHAHA.

eh i'm like damn against trans fat ok. yucks. HAHAHA. so ya lah, this one attracted me tsktskkkk. of cos' still got normal fats, but very good liao hor! anyway i'm not a huge fan of chips. just bought for fun and experiment HEHE.

got some gourmet award leh. wtf. don't know from where lor. cheat me also nevermind. i see that 0 transfat i'm all yours.

ayee. since i lost my bellybutton star earring's "rolly" i switched to my next favourite earring -points above-

it's sterling silver and princess cut diamontes, meaning really sparkly and....rather heavy. -_-''' (which was why i didn't wanna wear them everyday in the past cos' i have this vision of my ear lobes being stretched till extremely large wtf)

i'm like in love with BLING. diamonds are my best friends thank you.

i got this about 3 years ago from this little nook at change alley. operated by this old old indian uncle. sells vintage stuff ranging from old watches, bangles, rings with stones, necklaces, bracelets, earrings, ear studs, brooches and.....you get the drift.

i used to love that place. yes, my buys robbed me of precious moolahs, but i must say you don't find their stuff anywhere else. i supposed it's closed down now cos' of the construction.

i still have all the pretty vintage rings in my wardrobe, but i doubt i'll ever wear them soon cos' my hand accessories have more or less stabilized already--that black "gang" on my wrist and silver on my fingers wtf. HAHA.

the thing is, it's really pretty and i'm in love with it all over again. (:

i changed the contrast in most of my pictures because i've grown terribly pale and paler. wtf. i'm gonna become a vampire soon.

look! the picture i sent for printing!! (on impulse somemore ok. when i walked past the photographs developing shop at clementi. i searched for this picture in my phone which i took like months ago and forgot to develop then decorated using my phone's editing then asked the auntie to help me with printing)

cute hor? ((((: it's my ah gong's birthday celebrations tml! i shall do up a similar one for my popo when it's hers!!! omgz i'm so adorable ok. HAHAHA. actually i look terrible in the picture but this is all i have -_-'''

when i went back to collect it after an hour of rotting in fairprice and big bookshop, the auntie who gave me my photo gave this little knowing smile and asked me to check the printing to see if it's alright. HAHA. so paiseh. but eh, i love my ah gong ok!!! -beams-

wah lau fatigue is like SIBEI obvious in my eyes. HAI. again contrast changed cos' i hate how fair i look.

bored after reaching home. camwhore abit before bathing.

this is the book i'm embarking on. 3rd book for phi101. congratulations to me. more readings and i'm still blogging. zzzz. (obviously i photocopied HAHAHA)

cannibals ok. mai siao siao. eat me when i read them how? ok lame. byebye. 0.0

while i was rotting in big bookshop, i found alot of amazing FUCKING cute stationery. -_-''''''' i swear i'm like against impractical buying of stuff that are super cute but non-user friendly......

but i couldn't help it. i succumbed and bought this.

dear mz, nehneh, abs and yan take your pick from apple milk, grape milk, chocolate milk and banana milk. hehehe.

CUTE RIGHT??? OMGZ. ok it's pretty obvious what these little cartons contain. (: hope you guys will like it! choose which one you want then for yan, mz and nehneh, i'll pass it to you guys in between classes! (easier for abs lah.)

obviously strawberry is mine HAHAHAHA. ok i know i'm such a bitch to choose first. but whattt. it's gonna be my birthday soon ok!!! WTF. 0.0 okkkk.

i told Hboss i'm not working for 7th june (erm my birthday and upon request of haoz) and 21st (cos' of the Singapore Arts Fest performance my group has to attend). zzz. wah lau sibei broke. tuition is gonna be supplying my means of survival ok. zzz.

i really should start on my readings and preparing for mus266 quiz 2 on tuesday. wtf. ok byebye. i've been really slack and i should buck up!!!!! GO JIELIN GO!!!

Friday, May 30, 2008

according to relativism.

so today hasn't been exactly the perfecto day, considering how i did something REALLY stupid early in the morning.

people who know me considerably well should know that i have this star belly button earring which i wear on my right ear everyday without fail. and because it's a belly button ring, it has the "rolly" stud "cover" to secure it after wearing.

every morning i wash my studs before putting them on. and today, i dropped that "rolly" into the sink while washing.

clink! and i bid farewell to it. WTFKNNCCB!!!!

i was in such a shock that i gave a yelp of surprise and my mother thought i went slightly mad. =(((((



now i'll have to search for a lookalike in bugis so that i can get the "rolly" for replacement. haiz. my favourite earring ok. fuck lahs. dulan shits EVENT 1.

taken with nehneh at mogu mogu. their curry don rocks socks! woohoo!!! ok i know when i smile my eyes become slits. cannot ah. zzzzz.

before mus266 lesson. nua-ing around. i've been feeling severe water retention in me these few days. tskkkk. signs of the great big lousy P.

oh!!! THIS WAS ACTUALLY THE BUS SEAT OF BUS 105 WHEN I TOOK IT HOME FROM FAR EAST YESTERDAY!!! zomg! HAHAHA. shioook. like spacious and no one squeeze with me and soft and wow.

had more than enough leg space cos' it's likea lounge concept and there are virtually no parallel seats but more of a U-shaped design on board. cool right? extremely good for tall people like me! :)

pay normal fare but got quality mans! (:

ya lah. i took this while making sure no one saw me. i will paiseh one ok! no vandalism. no broken seats and weird faded-off colored cushions. no weird smells.

anyway before my bus came, this REALLY SIBEI pretty girl came up to me and told me to help her with something. quizically, i stared and her and suspiciously said yes.

she wanted me to help her take her ezlink out of her skinnies pockets cos' she just did her nails and don't wanna ruin them wtf.

HAHAHA. i stared at her. wtf. HER SKINNIES IS SKIN TIGHT. meaning yes i literally can see the outline of the ezlink. and i had to like wriggle my fingers in the pocket or not i couldn't even move my fingers to kiap that ezlink out ok. damn awkward position cos' she was like damnnnnn petite. and i'm a giant. zzz.

like got so many other girls around i have no idea why she chose me. wah lau eh. but ok lah, she was like damn pretty. -swoons- I'M NOT LESBIAN. i just like looking at pretty things! (:

symmetry. nice right? (: (ok technically not EXACT symmetry. but you get the idea right?)

after classes, i headed to toilet. guess what? i blotted my face with the oil blotter (blue color one) and i took out my concealer to save my face from looking monstrous with pimples.

GUESS (FUCKING) WHAT HAPPENED?

i was talking to abby. my used blotter in my right fist. my concealer in my left fist. i headed for the bin. i knew in my mind i needed to throw something. i stuck my left fist out above the dustbin.

(below narrates my thought processes)

ehhhh. no leh!! feels wrong.

i withdraw my hand.

waittttt. but i'm sure i needa throw something.

re-stick out my left hand. AND I FUCKING RELEASED GRIP. OUT FELL THE CONCEALER INFRONT OF MY EYES.

it disappeared into the bin. -screams then faints-

i went hysterical. wah biang eh fuck lor. it's like damn new lah. waste money haiz. HOW COME MY BRAINS MALFUNCTIONED? oh god. i cannot believe i was so retarded.......

so this is dulan shits EVENT 2.

walked around town after school. i saw a gay iron man.

PIEW! PIEW! powers shoot outta my palm.

ok now we learn how to fly! looks more like penguins actually.

FLY MUST LAND. the kids are doing the correct landing pose.

but.....HAHAHAHAHA IRON MAN IS FUCKING GAY!

omg XX YY and me went insane laughing and laughing and laughing. because of the stupid costume, when iron man tried to demonstrate how to LAND, he couldn't squat all the way down. as a result, he looked like he was posing for miss universe instead HAHAHAHAHAHA. omfg.

i laughed till my sides hurt and my eyes blurred from the tears. and we were all damn loud till YY commented that people behind us stared HAHA. who cares. that moment was classic.

ok lah, but the kids loved him. HAAH. sibei gay. cannot take it.

i didn't know iron man was so short lor. tsk.

i hereby introduce my lovely pink sneakers to all of you!!!! shalalala loveee. ok today i tried breaking into my sneakers. i think i need more "breaking into" for my pinkies since my feet hurt the entire day today. boohoo. nvm, sneakers rock socks yo!!!

damn tired lah. but a picture won't hurt right? :) my nails are damn chui. i need time to pamper myselffff. i swear my face is damn round with fats lor. wah lau eh.

looking forward to tuesday! =D

so i come home to see the school fees payment slip on my table.

another bulk of money for the parents to pay. sigh. maybe i shouldn't even harbor thoughts of asking.

seems to thick-skinned, unthoughtful and inconsiderate.

going my by motto: what i want, i earn it and buy it myself. byebye birthday present-to-be.

whether it's giving back or not. i'm fine with it.

nothing was ours to begin with. so nothing will remain ours in the future.
that's what i have to remind myself.
for i am often overwhelmed with greed and insatiable desires, i'm sure the greek and romans would have condemned me to be the unwise and ignorant man; lost in my world filled with never-ending pursuit of things that aren't within control and will not bring me cleasing of the soul and purity and happiness.

but who is to say what's mine and what's not? who are they to say that they are the ones who deserve? everything IS relativity and subjectivity.

for what is true to me may not be true to you. and what's true can be false too.


if equipollence applies, then you are the opposite of everything you think yourself to be.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

PINK SNEAKERS!

ok so my loyalty is divided. i bought kappa sneakers instead of converses because frankly, the converse now don't get me so high.

only the limited eds do. but then again, i won't be so stupid to spend hundreds on a pair again =( my suede ones are still sitting nicely in a corner HAI.



ok I BOUGHT PINK SNEAKERS!!!!
-screams-

sibei bimbo right? but hell, it's gonna be a good accesory to brighten up my dull, basic-colored wardrobe HEHE. spunky i call that.

stupid pf stop eeeee-ing them ok. you and your PXXX (in case i get sued, i better X them) sucks HAHA.



and anyway it's on sale...only 19.90 lor. wtf. of cos' buy. staple somemore.
should let my browns retire.
:)


so guys, my sneaker woes have been solved. shalalala.
people who are planning to get me a present must take note ok! HAH. ok, like no one lah i know wtf. forget it. i'll end up buying my presents myself and imagine dong dong gave them to me HAHAHAH.

which reminds me SI SEAH YI YAN RETURN DONG DONG TO ME YOU WOMAN!!!!


sent a top for altering. so excited to see the end product coming thursday! =D if it's good, i'm gonna be bringing an entire stack to alter HAHAHA. ehhh, newspaper recommendation ok that outlet! wheeee!

i shouldn't be so happy. 30 plus pages of philo awaits me.

=(

my eyes get smaller with each passing day.

past few days have been crazy. busy busy busy.
man, summer sem is terrible. is is possible to dread summer sem? this would be my last one, right?

taken outside the lecture hall during philo break. died. and i can look so cheery. -_-'''

literally, TALK TO HER HAND.

abs refuses to take pictures lor. i have no idea why. hai. suan le. no fun.

below is a series of alot of zi lian pictures. TO THE MAX.

if you've just eaten and you don't wanna see my ugly face, click that little red cross at the right hand corner of your screen, or exit this page to go to another. HA.

bo bian. neglected my camera ah. hai. philo burnt me.

morning last minute cramming for quiz 1. zzz.



see my life is in black and white liao. zzzz. where is the light??

pf looks scary here. HAHAH. during break again. after the test. zonked.

cajoled them into taking pics with me HAHAH. wheee. welcome akimi to my blog! you're a new star this sem! =D ok pf is acting cute. -faints.

as you can see from the previous picture, only akimi's face was tiny, so we decided to push her to the front to make her head bigger and ours SMALLER HAHAHA. aye we're evil. ok lah, end result not much difference leh HAI.

camwhoring. no other subjects involved other than furniture. =D

sepia madness!

eh damn scary ok. there seems to be this huge black cloud above my hair. -_-''' HAHA. it's shadow from my couch's cushion lah.

relaxing (ya right man) on my couch. whee whee.

home. hot. my god. (rhymes!)

cute. call me. hush.

now i'm playing with flash of my camera. i don't use flash at all till now, but apparently as i've experimented for a few minutes, FLASH MAKES YOUR SKIN LOOK WAYYYY BETTER. zomg. like radiant you know. HAHAH now i know why people like to use flash so much tskkkkk.

no flash. ps: pardon the very tired face. slept 4 hours. =(

top down always looks better because i look more awake. zzz.

wah lau totally butch wtf. =(

aye blurry among the cushions. self-timer now! =D


look! cheery cheery colors rock my socks yo!


good job jielin. you take wonderful zilian pictures tsk.

how come i look so chipmunk? =(


was standing on this wooden chair when i took this HAHA. bo liao ah. paiseh. WAH whoever who scrolled down till here and looked at my pictures without puking, i should award you COURAGEOUS AND STRONG STOMACH AWARD.


i like this! although it's blur, but very nice angles.

and i pulled on my pink stripey. zzz. HAHAHA. school girl look ok! cannot meh. =D

HAHAH i realised i was posing next to this water heater switch, hence the red dot thingy. wtf. ya lah, press red button to make zilianjielin explode.

i managed to venture ONE PAGE so far. die. how to finish the remaining 79 pages. =(((( BYEBYE BED.

HAHAHAHAHA. erms. need i say more? THIS IS NOT ME OK (in case you cannot tell wah lau). sibei random picture HEHE.

orangey me.

ok i'm not gonna be blogging anything concrete these few days. really too drained to think properly. sorry peeps.

shall go read my remaining 79 pages now. sigh. philo-overdose.

will you be my savior?